I spent a day with MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

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  • @AnthonyPadilla
    @AnthonyPadilla  4 년 전 +116541

    🙋thank you *@dissociaDID (Nin)* for helping me title this video and ensuring it is respectful to the DID community.
    -new episode of this series every single week so consider 🛑 subscribing.
    -ps: shoutout to everyone who has turned on notifications 🔔 and directly support me in continuing this series.

  • @teagankathleen7951
    @teagankathleen7951 4 년 전 +19006

    nin: gives a tedtalk
    kyle: RiTE wOTs aLL tHiS ThEN

    • @ha-kf3rd
      @ha-kf3rd 4 년 전 +1497

      Lmaooooo. But I really really like Kyle. He's so carefree and optimistic and it just warms my heart.

    • @Hedge_42
      @Hedge_42 4 년 전 +434

      LMAO STOP!! I LOVE KYLE THO 😂

    • @sierrarosie
      @sierrarosie 4 년 전 +166

      LOL. YES I AS LIKE LMFAOOOOO THIS IS AESOME

    • @yourplantlel3345
      @yourplantlel3345 4 년 전 +48

      HAHSHDJDJFJFJ

    • @distortiondaisiras
      @distortiondaisiras 4 년 전 +30

      i love thissss 🤣🤣🤣

  • @AnymMusic
    @AnymMusic 3 년 전 +6401

    "so who's your primary caretaker"
    "oh it's bananaman"

  • @DrScoobyStrange
    @DrScoobyStrange 6 개월 전 +5629

    The most painful part is knowing that the child alters hold some of the worse trauma in a system.

    • @zavyer1948
      @zavyer1948 5 개월 전 +24

      😢😢

    • @bmo14lax
      @bmo14lax 5 개월 전

      "alters" are not a thing
      These people are glorified narcissists with other mental health issues
      Their personas are made up by them and switched on the fly, they portray DID and "MPD" nothing like how it is. This is pseudo quackery.

    • @clementine2236
      @clementine2236 4 개월 전 +5

      how so?

    • @Xjziebtbdi
      @Xjziebtbdi 4 개월 전 +80

      @@clementine2236 i think because he was the frist to be here and because of the traumatic things that happen to him atler appear to protect him. But I’m bit sure this us box it work because Nin say she was the first one

    • @EvanNagao
      @EvanNagao 4 개월 전 +60

      I don't think that's always the case. I don't have DID, but from some other interviews I've seen, the children are often the alts that are protected.

  • @artgremlin2847
    @artgremlin2847 5 개월 전 +1667

    Shoutout to whoever gave Kyle a jacket to cover up their legs. This entire video was so respectful and kind

    • @Incognito1786
      @Incognito1786 개월 전 +23

      It was Nin's jacket. I feel like they decided on trousers, then Nin decided skirt and brought a jacket just in case. lol

  • @sub_or_die8832
    @sub_or_die8832 3 년 전 +6853

    I DIED when Kyle said,
    Kyle: Of course we're in a f*ckling skirt
    😂😂😂

  • @beaniestranger0125
    @beaniestranger0125 4 년 전 +6194

    Nin: Kyle is banana boy haha
    Kyle: LET ME OUT IT’S MY INTERVIEW NOW

    • @lightworthy
      @lightworthy 4 년 전 +296

      Beanie Stranger012 i was shocked he didn’t front the second she called him that😂

    • @thed4rkestrose
      @thed4rkestrose 4 년 전 +18

      Kyra Proulx me too😂😂

    • @Madnisity
      @Madnisity 4 년 전 +101

      At some points it sounded like he was co-con and fronted randomly, so maybe.. 😂

    • @normalgirlsza
      @normalgirlsza 4 년 전 +5

      Mickyreen which video is it?

    • @beatm6948
      @beatm6948 4 년 전 +5

      @Mickyreen I remember that video!

  • @androclesuniverse3712
    @androclesuniverse3712 9 개월 전 +4235

    "we're not alone anymore", made me cry. i wish the best for that little, and everyone in the system.

    • @IDidntWantAHandleYouTube
      @IDidntWantAHandleYouTube 9 개월 전 +10

      Don’t cry; she’s faking.

    • @ejiapproves
      @ejiapproves 9 개월 전

      @@IDidntWantAHandleKRplush yes, cause everyone fakes a mental illness / disorder

    • @Sprite_cranberry01
      @Sprite_cranberry01 7 개월 전 +128

      ​@@IDidntWantAHandleKRplushow do you know? Do you have any evidence of what you are saying?

    • @isha8486
      @isha8486 7 개월 전 +76

      ​@@IDidntWantAHandleKRplusshe's definitely not. Or give us evidence ?

    • @juutaro
      @juutaro 7 개월 전

      @@IDidntWantAHandleKRplusand how do you know that exactly? have you studied psychology and done enough research to be able to say that? or are you just spewing bullshit on the internet because you’re bored?

  • @daniedits9030
    @daniedits9030 8 개월 전 +3263

    i’m so fascinated about DID. It’s shocking and so complicated (but in a good way) how Nina switched from Nina to Kyle to the Child and how her attitude, vocabulary, tone pitch of and obviously personality just switched like that. It’s so interesting.

    • @lydiaboll2872
      @lydiaboll2872 8 개월 전 +51

      Nin*

    • @lydiaboll2872
      @lydiaboll2872 8 개월 전 +40

      Nina hasn’t existed in the DissociaDID system since 2019.

    • @LoreEclectic
      @LoreEclectic 8 개월 전 +59

      ​@@lydiaboll2872it was probably just autocorrect

    • @fvckingtired7269
      @fvckingtired7269 6 개월 전 +18

      It’s called acting

    • @HahsJeje
      @HahsJeje 6 개월 전 +2

      ​@@fvckingtired7269massive dickhead spotted. If you really think that someone is able to portray multiple personalities over years and fooling multiple doctors you are insane. I bet you are chronically online.

  • @ohyouknowellie
    @ohyouknowellie 4 년 전 +9447

    Ahh I love Kyle. The moment he fronted he’s like “sorry what?” And “Oh of course we’re in a skirt”

    • @riri1553
      @riri1553 4 년 전 +33

      Ellie Desautels lol

    • @snoozey_bear
      @snoozey_bear 4 년 전 +136

      Kyle was great

    • @nesnibila4888
      @nesnibila4888 4 년 전 +363

      Anthony, tactfully not mentioning the banana.

    • @abbeysimmons8751
      @abbeysimmons8751 4 년 전 +122

      Gotta love Kyle, he's such a bro

    • @shmitty1049
      @shmitty1049 4 년 전 +131

      Kyle is totallyyyyy the type to just eat a banana in the tub 😂😂we love him

  • @LivRayner
    @LivRayner 4 년 전 +4605

    Anthony: We were doing an interview on DID...
    Little: 😯 we have DID!

    • @SA-uj2gx
      @SA-uj2gx 4 년 전 +404

      I don’t know why but every time a small child does something like that where an adult is saying oh this is what we’re talking about and they light up and go I/we know what that is or I/we have that it makes me cry cause it’s so adorable and heart warming

    • @amandarama3314
      @amandarama3314 4 년 전 +96

      @@SA-uj2gx when they said that i started smiling cuz 'aww cute'

    • @natasha7411
      @natasha7411 4 년 전 +34

      little is just so pure 🥺

    • @jessicasnustad2162
      @jessicasnustad2162 4 년 전 +14

      I smile cried...

    • @asz-themoonwalker2771
      @asz-themoonwalker2771 4 년 전 +19

      Alter was just soooo cute and pure..
      PROTECT at all cost!!!
      Price doesn't matter..

  • @goofyassgaybo
    @goofyassgaybo 9 개월 전 +4648

    When the child alter started crying, I wanted to hug them so badly. They were so sweet and I felt so bad that they felt that way, no kid or any person of any age and identity should feel so alone, especially people with DID.

    • @dr._pie3745
      @dr._pie3745 8 개월 전

      Identifying as a child, whether through mental illness or not, is dangerous information to put out. It allows the "maps" to take one more step in normalizing p3d0phillia

    • @sunnytheswiftie
      @sunnytheswiftie 8 개월 전 +24

      same 24:19

    • @wanderer14.
      @wanderer14. 8 개월 전 +68

      Man i teared up seeing child alter crying

    • @MDBowron
      @MDBowron 5 개월 전 +27

      that just shows how much of a big heart you have goofyassgaybo, we need more people like you in the world these days. G'day from Australia.

    • @albamarquesfores6290
      @albamarquesfores6290 4 개월 전 +4

      yes, totally

  • @saraheagleson325
    @saraheagleson325 7 개월 전 +596

    "I'm really sorry im too small" i cried so hard. What a sweet angel

  • @theghastbeast6561
    @theghastbeast6561 4 년 전 +11223

    Nin: trying to keep it PG
    Kyle: I'm gonna ruin this whole man's career

  • @carelessdreamer
    @carelessdreamer 3 년 전 +4640

    Little: * bounces in the chair *
    Everyone: If someone hurts you I will destroy them with all the fires of hell

    • @coolfeet1
      @coolfeet1 3 년 전 +55

      Well, it's destroying time

    • @serenabean868
      @serenabean868 3 년 전 +11

      If you want to you should look up team piñata disocidid

    • @emiliagn
      @emiliagn 3 년 전 +4

      @@serenabean868 what for? like whats the point

    • @julianaseleneaguilan653
      @julianaseleneaguilan653 3 년 전 +9

      @@emiliagn those are the YT channels of Nin and her partner who both have DID! Nin's system is named "DisociaDID" if I'm not mistaken and her partner's system is named "Team Piñata" :DD

    • @emiliagn
      @emiliagn 3 년 전 +4

      @@julianaseleneaguilan653 oh i know hehe, i thought the person was being shady because of the drama that there was, and didn't see the place for it here . but thanks you're niceeee :))

  • @cjwilliamsvi
    @cjwilliamsvi 6 개월 전 +644

    The really scary thing about DID and it being more common than most people think it is, is that so many people faced that level of trauma in their childhoods. The real monsters are the people who hurt them, and there are so many of them out there. 😞

    • @APeters666
      @APeters666 4 개월 전 +15

      I couldn't have said it any better. This is so true.

  • @fireflyfox93
    @fireflyfox93 9 개월 전 +1871

    The interview with Nin was wild. I love how caring Anthony was and how he handled everything. Mad respect to him and I feel for everyone with DID.

  • @dustofyth4433
    @dustofyth4433 4 년 전 +3833

    Nin: yeah I'm sure Kyle is gonna LOVE this skirt
    Kyle: ah shit here we go again

  • @madicella1933
    @madicella1933 3 년 전 +5797

    kyle: DONT LOOK AT MY LEGS
    *gives him a coat

    • @joeyjoey5393
      @joeyjoey5393 3 년 전 +82

      Wholesome 100

    • @bdxhdhd4077
      @bdxhdhd4077 3 년 전 +3

      him?

    • @jellyj220
      @jellyj220 3 년 전 +90

      Bdx Hdhd different alters can chose their sexuality race religion age and gender they may look the same but they are all very different

    • @bdxhdhd4077
      @bdxhdhd4077 3 년 전 +7

      @@jellyj220 bruh it's not possible to choose what age, gender, or race you are that's some fictional stuff.

    • @jellyj220
      @jellyj220 3 년 전 +41

      Bdx Hdhd yes you can these people who have mpd are not like us have you ever heard of trans people, gays or non bio ppl?

  • @fairyphobics
    @fairyphobics 9 개월 전 +1561

    as someone diagnosed with DID, I can't thank you enough for this. Not only is it educational and it helps people understand, but it also makes people like me feel more secure and comfortable with it.

    • @indigoluna7374
      @indigoluna7374 7 개월 전 +15

      Same!

    • @bmo14lax
      @bmo14lax 7 개월 전 +8

      How do you know who commented this? 😂😂 People please see a real * licensed* psychiatrist.

    • @itsfort
      @itsfort 7 개월 전 +1

      ​@@bmo14laxare you stupid.this is a real thing, you learn this in highschool at this point.

    • @juutaro
      @juutaro 7 개월 전 +58

      @@bmo14laxplease tell me you’re trolling

    • @r4tz4sn4ckz
      @r4tz4sn4ckz 6 개월 전 +38

      ​@@juutaroyeah they are, their vocabulary makes it apparent that they're just a child. dont give into it

  • @smashthepatriachy
    @smashthepatriachy 5 개월 전 +450

    dude. anthony was so caring and so kind to the little.
    we don’t deserve him fr

  • @shanisevenn
    @shanisevenn 3 년 전 +17473

    Nin: *speaks professionally*
    Kyle: "IT'S BOLLOCKS"

    • @its4aron19
      @its4aron19 3 년 전 +634

      He is a mood

    • @SophiaJantz
      @SophiaJantz 3 년 전 +300

      Mitsuba同様に why would it be offensive? Kyle seems really cool tbh

    • @shanisevenn
      @shanisevenn 3 년 전 +152

      @@mitsuba675 why would it be offensive? Why must EVERYTHING be offensive? Laugh and move on.

    • @babyggukie3580
      @babyggukie3580 3 년 전 +97

      @@mitsuba675 unless you offend them or make fun of them, it's not offensive

    • @thesaintlydead5094
      @thesaintlydead5094 3 년 전 +24

      Proper English bloke

  • @dannimasoud1011
    @dannimasoud1011 3 년 전 +9491

    “of course we’re wearing a f*cking skirt” i DIED kyle is such a mood

    • @jululul
      @jululul 3 년 전 +40

      time stamp?

    • @eisri1975
      @eisri1975 3 년 전 +46

      @@jululul 17:49

    • @KoolSavv
      @KoolSavv 3 년 전 +91

      Kyle is great

    • @L_ser_
      @L_ser_ 3 년 전 +154

      I love that they gave Kyle a blanket to cover (their?) legs

    • @bonkc
      @bonkc 3 년 전 +26

      God I loveeee kyle he is just such a mood loveee him

  • @_s.n.d_5842
    @_s.n.d_5842 7 개월 전 +463

    "We're not alone anymore" part gets me evertime... I've watched this interview bunch of times and i still cry at that part. I don't have D.I.D. But if i ever come across someone who does, i will be more understanding and open. Thank you all.

  • @sjc_alters
    @sjc_alters 7 개월 전 +250

    When the child alter said it’s lonely I cried. I don’t have D.I.D but my husband does and I know how hard it is for him, he also knows how lonely it can feel for me sometimes.

  • @ninatorres2072
    @ninatorres2072 4 년 전 +4192

    No one:
    Kyle: "I'm sorrey whoat"
    Us: KYLE MY GUY

  • @aimeeh7568
    @aimeeh7568 4 년 전 +4075

    nin: "Kyle, the banana guy"
    all dissociadid watchers: "yup, that's Kyle"

  • @jmsmith1767
    @jmsmith1767 9 개월 전 +653

    A former coworker of mine has D.I.D. and I remember her saying she felt an earth shattering sense of relief when she was diagnosed because she was able to put a “name” to the way she was feeling. Great person.

  • @MissysPlayPalace
    @MissysPlayPalace 5 개월 전 +255

    The “we have did!” melted my heart😭❤️
    As a teen who was diagnosed with dissociation at either 7-8 I can relate to this a lot, and for some reason it means a lot to see someone with kind of the same as me dissociate and have an alter come to the front cause it makes me feel less alone. I have a lot of alters, but I have one that I’d like to specifically mention; her name is Bella and she’s six, and she thinks Nin is very pretty :)
    Edit: Bella is now Seven, her birthday was a week ago lol

    • @shelbym4155
      @shelbym4155 4 개월 전 +5

      happy late birthday Bella! :)

    • @kass-831
      @kass-831 3 개월 전 +3

      I had a friend, my best friend, (we grew apart but oh well) who has OSDD. The previous host was named Bella. She’s 8.
      If you ever need to talk I’m always open, I have experience handling these situations

    • @MissysPlayPalace
      @MissysPlayPalace 3 개월 전 +5

      @@shelbym4155 aww she says thank you so much! She says she’s sending smiles and ice cream your way :)
      (ice cream is her favourite food lol)

    • @MissysPlayPalace
      @MissysPlayPalace 3 개월 전 +1

      @@kass-831 that’s very kind of you, thank you. I hope you’re doing well :)

    • @kass-831
      @kass-831 3 개월 전 +3

      @@MissysPlayPalace me too! Tell Bella I said happy belated birthday :))) sending ice cream for her

  • @valeriaguillen2614
    @valeriaguillen2614 4 년 전 +2134

    Kyle: so we're gonna wear trousers, right?
    Nin: sure!
    Kyle: oh okay...
    Nin: SYKE

    • @rosenrot234
      @rosenrot234 4 년 전 +30

      No hat either for him to wear

    • @mina-simp
      @mina-simp 4 년 전 +71

      Kyle: ...we’re wearing trousers, right?
      Nin: Of course!
      Kyle: ...Why you holding the skirt then?
      Nin: ...
      Kyle: ...

  • @RedHairedChicka
    @RedHairedChicka 4 년 전 +24011

    "of course we're wearing a skirt" "stop lookin at my legs"
    that is the most Kyle thing I have ever heard

    • @criistal_frappex253
      @criistal_frappex253 4 년 전 +280

      XDDD Kyle tho

    • @breetastic0567
      @breetastic0567 4 년 전 +783

      And the banana thing 😂 that’s SUCH a Kyle thing lmao

    • @nanahtngh2161
      @nanahtngh2161 4 년 전 +419

      Kyle : forever mood

    • @sparky082
      @sparky082 4 년 전 +410

      I love Kyle reacting to this interview. He takes over for Nin at one point to express his frustrations about being seen as the banana guy 😂 I would be mad too Kyle. If she had changed the outfit for this day without telling him

    • @heyimolga6215
      @heyimolga6215 4 년 전 +38

      Kyle 🥺...

  • @anonymous-yk9sz
    @anonymous-yk9sz 8 개월 전 +486

    God, Nin’s child alter talking to the camera made me cry so much. She described how troubled these people are/were at a time, and how a lot of it does stem from childhood abuse and feeling unsafe and alone; It made me cry when she said she wasn’t alone anymore 😭💗 ty for these interviews, Anthony.

  • @leewalker101172
    @leewalker101172 2 개월 전 +63

    Nin is fascinating. Her personalities are so distinct. mannerisms, accents, facial expressions. Did anyone spot how Kyle sat differently?

  • @spoopyvirgil4944
    @spoopyvirgil4944 4 년 전 +5642

    Anthony: We're talking about DID
    Nin's little: *lights up* We have DID!

  • @awoogaoogabooga3590
    @awoogaoogabooga3590 4 년 전 +3050

    Nobody:
    Kyle: imma eat a banana in the bathtub

  • @hungrybeads1434
    @hungrybeads1434 8 개월 전 +361

    I think this video just saved my relationship with my mom. After watching this video I learned that she has DID and started to understand what she's gone through. She didn't even realize she had it.

    • @ArmageddonAbi
      @ArmageddonAbi 6 개월 전 +31

      Most people unfortunately don't realize they do. My heart aches to think about how difficult it must be. It's good you recognized something was off and approached her about it.

  • @ms.wilson6439
    @ms.wilson6439 6 개월 전 +113

    Anthony handle that so well. Knew exactly how to talk to each one. I LITERALLY cried when the baby came out.

  • @poppyymoore7537
    @poppyymoore7537 4 년 전 +25041

    Nin : *talking like a psychology major*
    Kylie : * itS fOkiNg B.O.L.L.O.C.K.S*

  • @bananache4793
    @bananache4793 3 년 전 +7364

    nin: *explaining did in a formal language*
    kyle: lmao skrrt skrrt

  • @FETUSSTATUS
    @FETUSSTATUS 9 개월 전 +482

    It's crazy to see the change in body language, mood, and even even how Nin spoke after altering to Kyle. I wish I could say it doesn't creep me out, but it does. But at the same time, this is my first legit exposure to the illness. Not counting split because it was only a movie.

    • @IDidntWantAHandleYouTube
      @IDidntWantAHandleYouTube 9 개월 전 +4

      What’s crazy about it? Actors do it all the time. I find her super sus.

    • @sumdewd
      @sumdewd 9 개월 전 +85

      If their acting is fooling Cat-scans & mental health professionals then I’m not sure why they wouldn’t just be actors…

    • @alivia9691
      @alivia9691 8 개월 전 +90

      ​@@katrina232she has a mental illness dude lol. Not her fault. No reason to judge.

    • @Liliana_k9
      @Liliana_k9 8 개월 전 +28

      ⁠​⁠@@katrina232 laughing about a mental illness is absolutely sickening

    • @redeye9762
      @redeye9762 7 개월 전

      @@Liliana_k9it’s not real

  • @roguemystique7
    @roguemystique7 7 개월 전 +72

    22:42
    I love that the captions for this says,
    *Literally the sweetest purest smile in the entire world*

  • @chuotaubep6850
    @chuotaubep6850 3 년 전 +6096

    Nin: “Banana guy..”
    Kyle: *popped out* “wot”
    also, their accents are so obviously different from each other. Kyle drags his words more.

    • @eloise4419
      @eloise4419 3 년 전 +142

      I honestly love kyle’s voice

    • @deadlymelody27
      @deadlymelody27 3 년 전 +107

      Kyle is basically London/essex accent. Nin is a bit more RP london.

    • @cocoaypan
      @cocoaypan 3 년 전 +7

      timestamp?

    • @wovvme
      @wovvme 3 년 전 +90

      If you looked closely, when Kyle switched over her eyes changed...not really but you could tell especially from the eyes that it wasn’t her anymore

    • @HuchiaZ
      @HuchiaZ 3 년 전 +68

      @@wovvme I'm glad I'm not the only one that noticed it. Can definitely see the pupils dilate a couple times during the switch.
      I find it interesting that with Nin's the body visibly pauses and 'reboots' while others like Z it's nothing more than a hesitation in speaking pace.

  • @Hailey--
    @Hailey-- 4 년 전 +3786

    Kyle: Oh yeah Nin is about to come out and answer this question.
    Little: Hi!
    Kyle: *O h*

    • @hikarishin7030
      @hikarishin7030 4 년 전 +232

      jade must be SO PISSED OFF ANS SCARED
      i can truly imagine kyle panicking and being like: oh. shit.

    • @eyeluvviewtwo1814
      @eyeluvviewtwo1814 4 년 전 +416

      Kyle, Stepping back into inner world.
      Nin: oh hey kyle
      Kyle: wait i thought you were fronting next
      nin: wait if im not fronting and you’re not fronting..
      kyle: *shit thE LITTLES*

    • @caliezone1754
      @caliezone1754 4 년 전 +8

      @@hikarishin7030 Oh 1000000%

    • @abramrexjoaquin7513
      @abramrexjoaquin7513 4 년 전 +23

      @@eyeluvviewtwo1814
      nin: so what happened? (Why am i crying?)
      Little just came out and did an amazing job answering the question. Do you want to redo it?
      Nin: oh yeah sure. (I hope the little wasn't upset)

  • @idontactuallylikekiwis
    @idontactuallylikekiwis 9 개월 전 +853

    Let's all thank Anthony for being an amazing person.He knew how to handle the situation 25:15 so sweet 😭❤️❤️

  • @christabelle__
    @christabelle__ 5 개월 전 +74

    Nin's alters all had me feeling all sorts of feelings - and her child alter's words were so beautiful and emotional and deep...got me in tears. What strength every single person and alter on this show had to talk about their struggles and joys with DID!

  • @softtaurus17
    @softtaurus17 4 년 전 +4914

    why am I not surprised that Kyle would eat in a tub and leave the leftovers lmao

  • @weirdwars8981
    @weirdwars8981 4 년 전 +1940

    nin: happily wearing a skirt
    kyle: god i gotta cover up

    • @nonexistingvoid
      @nonexistingvoid 4 년 전 +52

      He did say they agreed on wearing trousers

    • @sarahj2551
      @sarahj2551 4 년 전 +49

      @@nonexistingvoid Bet he couldn't believe it when he saw the skirt! 😅😂 "That liar!!!" 😂

    • @nonexistingvoid
      @nonexistingvoid 4 년 전 +7

      @@sarahj2551 I wouldn't be surprised 😂

    • @Elvings92
      @Elvings92 4 년 전 +1

      So he/she basically betrayed him/herself

    • @nonexistingvoid
      @nonexistingvoid 4 년 전 +13

      @@Elvings92 Nin and Kyle are two different people.
      They just share the same body and headspace.
      So you could say Nin betrayed Kyle.
      But I think this was just Nin dressing up nicely in her style.

  • @rosysummersky
    @rosysummersky 9 개월 전 +172

    My psych teacher taught us about DID using Sybil of all things, and when I asked "wait so wasn't there a lot of criticism of this?" she just shushed me 🙃 I'm really glad that I already knew a lot about DID from my psychology hyperfixation because otherwise that would've been my first non-textbook experience learning about it.

    • @spudsbuchlaw
      @spudsbuchlaw 8 개월 전

      Havent seen Sybil but I can only guess....

  • @totodos
    @totodos 9 개월 전 +141

    The little alter answering the question was so real and innocent and i almost cried along with them 🥺❤️

  • @ahartt92
    @ahartt92 4 년 전 +4674

    The second Kyle came forward and said, “sorry, what?” I said, “that’s kyle” out loud.

    • @Parker_DNDnerd
      @Parker_DNDnerd 4 년 전 +176

      Same I noticed the Sussex accent

    • @ItsMeSharpie
      @ItsMeSharpie 4 년 전 +16

      Lol same 😂

    • @courtneyjean3729
      @courtneyjean3729 4 년 전 +70

      I love kyle so much i was stoked when he came out!

    • @ongogablogean4920
      @ongogablogean4920 4 년 전 +31

      Also, go to Team Piñata channel (that’s Dissociadid’s partner system who they’re engaged to) and watch the video that was posted 4 days ago titled “remembering trauma” I think it was.

    • @cowgba
      @cowgba 4 년 전 +19

      Yup! I like that the mid-roll add kicked in right as Kyle fronted, it gave me a second to pat myself on the back for recognizing him immediately 😅

  • @morrowzoranov
    @morrowzoranov 4 년 전 +3247

    anthony and nin: lmao banana man
    kyle, vibing in the inner-world, probably eating a banana: ...I'm sensing someone's talking shit about me

    • @marisjules1092
      @marisjules1092 4 년 전 +54

      Nah more like "did someone say banana?"

    • @KatieT97
      @KatieT97 4 년 전 +38

      Reminds me of the video where one of Nan’s (Nin’s partner [edit: actually there’s been recent drama which could’ve put this in jeopardy but I don’t wanna spread rumors for something I don’t know all about so anyway]) alters tried to do her makeup and then they started mocking Kyle, but then Nin felt him fronting and he muttered “I don’t fuckin sound like that”

    • @izzyoranges8005
      @izzyoranges8005 4 년 전 +15

      Kyle heard the word banana and immediately started sprinting to the front

    • @sleepylola8744
      @sleepylola8744 4 년 전 +5

      InsufficientSerotoninProduction "IOm SEnsin sOmeOnEs taLkin shiEt abOu me"

    • @plateoffrogs4709
      @plateoffrogs4709 4 년 전 +2

      Katie Tucker what was the video?

  • @Ku_Ai
    @Ku_Ai 8 개월 전 +98

    Not 100% sure why, but this video made me break down into tears. I think it’s because I feel connected and I empathize with their experiences. I love binge watching these videos and the content is so important. Thank you Anthony 🤍

  • @Nighttime_Lofi
    @Nighttime_Lofi 9 개월 전 +166

    This is single-handedly, one of the best interviews I've ever seen. Thank you for being so respectful to the people that are dealing with DID I enjoyed exploring the world through their eyes just as much as you enjoyed him interviewing them

  • @kates3730
    @kates3730 3 년 전 +22343

    I love when Kyle comes out and the first thing he says is “of corse we’re in a f*cking skirt”

    • @-vixtheshadowtherian-2777
      @-vixtheshadowtherian-2777 3 년 전 +107

      time?

    • @kates3730
      @kates3730 3 년 전 +259

      -Vix the shadow therian- 17:52

    • @arielschlusemeyer8107
      @arielschlusemeyer8107 3 년 전 +780

      and then he’s like stop looking at my legs and covers his legs with a jacket 😂

    • @kates3730
      @kates3730 3 년 전 +435

      Ariel Schlusemeyer it was nice they gave him something to cover his legs up with

    • @spamachuchan8824
      @spamachuchan8824 3 년 전 +171

      Didn't even make it 22 seconds into the video before I read this comment; I'm now more inclined to finish. 10/10 entertained

  • @JaydenWojcik
    @JaydenWojcik 4 년 전 +7970

    Anthony: *hugs little*
    Little: *cries*
    Me: *sobs*
    KRplus: LETS SUPPOSE YOU ARE WRITING A REALLY IMPORTANT EMAIL TO A COLLEAGUE.

  • @teen_0.edits1
    @teen_0.edits1 5 개월 전 +48

    It's so insane(in a good way) at HOW DIFFERENT Nin is from Kyle, Kyle speaks extremely different from Nin and it's so fascinating to me

  • @Lynn_B25
    @Lynn_B25 5 개월 전 +35

    I loved the part where they talked about how kyle would hate her for calling him banana man, it really showed how realxed and welcime these people feel with anthony. This was so eye opening

  • @pancakesb3115
    @pancakesb3115 4 년 전 +4379

    Child alter: "But everything is different now"
    Anthony: "What's different?"
    Child alter: "We are not alone anymore"
    Me: MY HEART!!! SOMEONE HUG HIM PLEASE!!!

  • @skylardasti9775
    @skylardasti9775 3 년 전 +5319

    anthony: “this is an interview. about DID” little: “we have DID!”

  • @destinynolastnames7462
    @destinynolastnames7462 4 개월 전 +17

    The way anthony was so soft and sweetnto the younger alter and how he spoke so softly, hoe he changed the question around for her to understand better. Such a caring dude

  • @JigglinJewels
    @JigglinJewels 6 개월 전 +37

    I've seen clips of this video all over, and finally decided to give it a try, and boy was that a good choice.
    Nothing new learned really, but seeing all of them talk and seems so comfortable is reassuring and fascinating.
    Seeing a child alter made me tear up though. Seeing such an innocent soul and knowing that they exist in part due to a trauma makes me so incredibly sad that they had to live through that...

  • @abbymurphy2210
    @abbymurphy2210 4 년 전 +5670

    As soon as Kyle said "sorry what" I was like oh Kyle because of his accent

    • @kiddkatii
      @kiddkatii 4 년 전 +17

      Same!

    • @maddieeshep
      @maddieeshep 4 년 전 +76

      Nin dissociated and I knew Kyle was coming up front. Then he talked and I was right lol

    • @jbs_mullet
      @jbs_mullet 4 년 전 +1

      SAME

    • @db5094
      @db5094 4 년 전 +27

      @{DevilChild} his yorky accent lol thats how you know

    • @ruoryoisin1292
      @ruoryoisin1292 4 년 전 +8

      @@impossible8034 what that even mean lmao

  • @pedrohonesto2361
    @pedrohonesto2361 4 년 전 +3815

    Kyle defintelly deserves more than being called "the banana guy" Lol

    • @Evvuful
      @Evvuful 4 년 전 +77

      It is quite on-brand for him tho lol

    • @samlt_
      @samlt_ 4 년 전 +42

      He also swears a lot

    • @erinmac8787
      @erinmac8787 4 년 전 +29

      He is a banana in a hat.

    • @oopsy-daisy
      @oopsy-daisy 4 년 전 +2

      LOL that’s so precious

  • @mela_pela
    @mela_pela 9 개월 전 +139

    Who is this man???? I just discovered him and I absolutely love his interviews. The way he interacts with the people. Never judges, never disrespect. This should be the behavior that society looks up to. Imagine how beautiful everything would be.

    • @healingv1sion
      @healingv1sion 9 개월 전 +3

      I highly recommend Soft White Underbelly as well; good interviewer

    • @Insert_Name_Here908
      @Insert_Name_Here908 9 개월 전 +7

      Fr. Even when speaking to clearly delusional people like that one episode where he spoke with “time travelers”. Mature and simple conversations is all we need to achieve world peace

    • @bornasotoudeh4044
      @bornasotoudeh4044 4 개월 전 +3

      He’s Anthony Padilla, he’s one of the guys who founded Smosh, the hit KRplus channel.

    • @tessanderson8663
      @tessanderson8663 개월 전

      SBSK (Special Books by Special Kids) is also an awesome channel for respectful interviews, especially within the disability community

  • @louisgreenland4446
    @louisgreenland4446 19 일 전 +8

    I honestly love how Anthony is with these lovely people and their alters. He genuinely wants to understand and communicate. I have DID too and it's really nice to see someone not demonize or call us psychopaths or mental cases for once.

  • @h4zyd3wdr0p
    @h4zyd3wdr0p 3 년 전 +6660

    The dislikes is just Kyle creating accounts because of the fookin skert and being called the banana guy
    (edit) omfg thank you sm for almost 7K likes i-

  • @Kai-the-guy
    @Kai-the-guy 3 년 전 +8972

    Nin: one moment
    Few seconds later
    Anthony: you need a minute off stage?
    Kyle: (very Britishly) *sorry wot?*

  • @user-mv8ld3nd6w
    @user-mv8ld3nd6w 8 개월 전 +70

    Watching how respectful and kind he was during this was so heartwarming. It brought tears to my eyes. Thanks for helping people to learn about DID without all of the negativity that people previously attached to it.

  • @a.j.outlaster1222
    @a.j.outlaster1222 4 개월 전 +12

    What I find interesting is that when Kyle takes over for Nin, The accent and how the voice was carried shifted extremely, Despite it being quiet obviously the same voice, It was held like someone had swapped minds, Much how I imagined that the movies where they do that should.
    I could probably word this clearer and I know this was 3 years ago,
    But dang, This is intriguing!

    • @lydiaboll2872
      @lydiaboll2872 4 개월 전 +1

      It’s a completely different person and Kyle’s a boy.

  • @aarguellez11803
    @aarguellez11803 4 년 전 +2730

    "everything is different"
    "Why's it different?"
    "Because we're not alone anymore"
    Me: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @dzandziiii
      @dzandziiii 4 년 전 +20

      omg same I can't take this

    • @Bruxaebae
      @Bruxaebae 4 년 전 +44

      She was so cute. My heart broke.

    • @chloeellenmusic
      @chloeellenmusic 4 년 전 +12

      My heart thoooon😭😭😭😭

    • @Theolynn
      @Theolynn 4 년 전 +20

      So many emotions. Their entire system is amazing.

    • @crying2emoji5
      @crying2emoji5 4 년 전 +2

      came here to comment this 😭🥺

  • @heytheredelilah1796
    @heytheredelilah1796 3 년 전 +3545

    Nin: 😌
    Kyle:🤠
    Little:🥺

    • @idontknowwhatimdoingwithmy5877
      @idontknowwhatimdoingwithmy5877 3 년 전 +212

      *Kyle: 🤠

    • @billsgfong
      @billsgfong 3 년 전 +100

      @@idontknowwhatimdoingwithmy5877 NUUUH
      Kyle: *England itself*

    • @babaebahwegotdadoompawegot1596
      @babaebahwegotdadoompawegot1596 3 년 전 +55

      @Hasiger Hase it's not fake...you dont know shit fam keep that to yourself

    • @lu4n897
      @lu4n897 3 년 전 +20

      @Hasiger Hase it's not fake

    • @kicocar37
      @kicocar37 3 년 전 +14

      @@babaebahwegotdadoompawegot1596 Their brain is making other personalities as a defend mechanisam due to past trauma and mostly loneliness.We are socity beings we arent made to live this life alone.And if we dont have anyone some brains will create others in our head to fix that and thats when it comes to DID or to in case of trauma it will make new peronality because brain cant deal with that trauma and it wants to start over with new personality that didnt live trough trauma that happend.

  • @r4tz4sn4ckz
    @r4tz4sn4ckz 6 개월 전 +24

    im coming back to this after realizing i have did after connecting the dots in my experience. Anthony's compassion and understanding towards this disorder has helped me tremendously. thank you Anthony, please continue your work.

  • @snapdragon5565
    @snapdragon5565 9 개월 전 +72

    I am absolutely stoked to see such support toward DID, Anthony having crew or himself or Kyle getting a jacket for Kyle for comfort purposes was just so sweet and kind.
    Assisting with kind words, being an absolute doll is amazing. Thank you

  • @ShezzLuna
    @ShezzLuna 4 년 전 +2629

    I could tell Kyle fronted from the moment he said “sorry, what?”

  • @daisanji
    @daisanji 4 년 전 +2850

    “Do want to take a quick moment?”
    “Sorry, what?”
    *ad plays*

  • @chickieslurp
    @chickieslurp 5 개월 전 +15

    I’m really glad I decided to finally watch this video. One of my old friends had DID, but I’m not able to talk to them anymore and haven’t seen them in a while. Even though I only met them twice, they were amazing and I think about them all the time. I really hope that they found more people who will love them and help them, because they are absolutely incredible. I genuinely hope there safe and happy.
    I love you Dipper, Dream, and any other alters I may or may not have gotten to meet. I’m here for you guys 💕

  • @mildacha8050
    @mildacha8050 9 개월 전 +17

    Big respect, for being so kind while interviewing, and making sure each alter is comfortable. Seriously ❤

  • @t_t9269
    @t_t9269 4 년 전 +8282

    I love how immediately after Nin switched to Kyle he starts swearing

    • @channingtaylor8330
      @channingtaylor8330 4 년 전 +641

      "Of course she she wore a f***ing skirt" Lmao

    • @miniminininja538
      @miniminininja538 4 년 전 +206

      I also just realized Kyle squints more than Nin

    • @caliezone1754
      @caliezone1754 4 년 전 +69

      I love Kyle sooooooooo much

    • @xhannahs48
      @xhannahs48 4 년 전 +56

      Angel Tirta Yeah he’s all like “idc if u r wearing a skirt, have makeup on, have female like facial features, and have long hair!? You’re one of the dudes!

    • @PAULsYT
      @PAULsYT 4 년 전 +41

      yeh and his accent was so different

  • @talie2819
    @talie2819 3 년 전 +4435

    "Now everything is different."
    "what's different?"
    "we're not alone anymore"
    I swear if anyone tries to hurt this child I will yeet them into the sun

    • @bryony.m
      @bryony.m 3 년 전 +98

      Not to the sun Mars is a much better option!

    • @talie2819
      @talie2819 3 년 전 +59

      @@bryony.m yes then there demise is much longer reached >:)

    • @markimoss9890
      @markimoss9890 3 년 전 +10

      @@talie2819 but mars is closer

    • @curlyyhead3391
      @curlyyhead3391 3 년 전 +26

      @@markimoss9890 I feel like he meant sum like u will die faster if sent to the sun since it’s a instant death or sum

    • @markimoss9890
      @markimoss9890 3 년 전 +8

      @@curlyyhead3391 well I mean technically the moment he goes to space he dies but whatever I get that its a joke lol

  • @m3loyel0
    @m3loyel0 9 개월 전 +61

    I love how Anthony brings to light how EVERYTHING is supported in his studio. This just shows how amazing of a person he is.

  • @Goose988
    @Goose988 22 일 전 +5

    As someone with OSDD I would like to say that the way Anthony talked to Nin when she was dissociating was great. He didn't yell, try to get her out of it, or make a loud noise, he just made sure she knew she was safe and that she could take a break if needed. This is how you should always treat people who are dissociating as it is often scary and confusing!

  • @barfy8357
    @barfy8357 4 년 전 +46468

    Nin: friendly, nice and sweet
    Kyle: *f o o k i n s K i R t*

    • @reynabdelazim6423
      @reynabdelazim6423 4 년 전 +3880

      kyle is a kyle

    • @smstarrynite6668
      @smstarrynite6668 4 년 전 +731

      Ezz eldin Abdelazim gotta love him right

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 4 년 전 +581

      This could potentially be very very rude of me, but we're all here to learn so please bear with me. is it rude to like one alter more than others

    • @smstarrynite6668
      @smstarrynite6668 4 년 전 +926

      pvic I mean it’s like liking someone’s sibling more than the other one or liking a friend more than the others. As long as you’re not begging to talk to that one alter or visibly showing you’re not interested or attentive to the alter fronting, I think it’s all good. DissociaDID explains it in one of their livestream vids I believe.

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 4 년 전 +128

      @dr feel nahh i wasnt accusing of anyone doing that. This comment just triggered that thought. I'm not saying anyone likes one alter more than the other. But I could see some alters rubbing people the wrong way while other alters dont. Like one of the said, its like having 12 people in 1 body. I dont know if I've met 12 people I like all in the same place lmao. I'm sure as long as you're respectful, you should be good. Liek you would do with anyone DID or not

  • @_bexorcist
    @_bexorcist 4 년 전 +3704

    when nin switched out i was like “it’s gonna be kyle i know it’s gonna be kyle” bless him though the damn outfit🤦🏻‍♀️😂

    • @kittycartoon4173
      @kittycartoon4173 4 년 전 +34

      Same😂

    • @AshleyAngell
      @AshleyAngell 4 년 전 +89

      Me too! As soon as they switched he gave a look and I was like oh that's Kyle!

    • @CaspiDrako
      @CaspiDrako 4 년 전 +50

      Same, poor Kyle with the skirt, I'm glad nin had brought her jacket.

    • @austiiee1953
      @austiiee1953 4 년 전 +45

      Kyle was fighting to switch out around 13:10 too when he said "why in the world" 😭😂

    • @ohisee9173
      @ohisee9173 4 년 전 +10

      I literally threw my hands up and yelled KYYYYLLLE!

  • @valb1370
    @valb1370 2 개월 전 +7

    i’ll never stop being amazed seeing and hearing other systems, it’s such an unreal moment of solidarity i never thought we’d get. definitely using these questions for shadow work too; anthony does a fantastic job at asking the good, real questions.

  • @SleepingAbes
    @SleepingAbes 6 개월 전 +21

    I love how anthony is so respectful about this and supporting the little and hugging the little its so pure, thank you for being so kind anthony❤️

  • @jasmineparker4052
    @jasmineparker4052 4 년 전 +2989

    “stop looking at my legs” *proceeds to put a jacket on legs*

    • @brynbarton9314
      @brynbarton9314 4 년 전 +114

      I felt so bad for kyle, i've felt that scared and embarrassed when in the presence of men due to trauma and its a horrible feeling

    • @NikoKyon
      @NikoKyon 4 년 전 +12

      @@brynbarton9314 Is the same person as her so she was the one abused

  • @oliviatried638
    @oliviatried638 3 년 전 +6579

    "We are not alone anymore"
    I'm not crying I'm just allergic to feelings

  • @stephaniesue2252
    @stephaniesue2252 4 개월 전 +7

    This man was so kind and patient through these interviews. 0% judgement. This was very intriguing and amazing content to view. Thank you ❤

  • @hidk123
    @hidk123 2 개월 전 +8

    Dude, im actually bout to cry i want to hug her and give her a whatever the hell makes littles feel better.

  • @meredithgrimm6635
    @meredithgrimm6635 3 년 전 +9520

    I love that he asked the alters permission before continuing to ask questions when they switched.

    • @clan_barbalax4031
      @clan_barbalax4031 3 년 전 +580

      yeah same, also the fact that Nin's system's protectors didn't front when the little came out, typically Jade or Kyle comes out to protect the little but they trusted Anthony.

    • @Browndrea
      @Browndrea 3 년 전 +246

      Same! Anthony's one of the few KRplusrs I've seen who've been very respectful and mindful of how they interview people with DID.

    • @kingsnicker720
      @kingsnicker720 3 년 전 +38

      cLaN_Barbalax jade is goated. Gotta love jade

    • @idontreallycare1256
      @idontreallycare1256 3 년 전 +59

      I know right, it was really respectful, and overall just something extremely thoughtful Thing to do, Anthony did such a nice job interviewing them and making them feel comfortable.

    • @Wynnovasinfiniteplaylist
      @Wynnovasinfiniteplaylist 3 년 전 +8

      He's awesome

  • @alleiiwright1550
    @alleiiwright1550 4 년 전 +2140

    *starts tearing up when the little came out and Anthony hugged her*
    KRplus Ad: ArE yOu LoOkInG fOr A PuRpLe MatTrEsS

  • @mrlucius57
    @mrlucius57 6 개월 전 +5

    anthony the bridges of understanding you create are a gift to humanity. my heart was warmed by the care and gentleness you had towards these guests

  • @Mortagus
    @Mortagus 9 개월 전 +4

    This interview is very interesting and SO WELL CONDUCTED !!!
    The patience, the respect, ... WOW

  • @lizardpoison3752
    @lizardpoison3752 4 년 전 +5808

    Anthony: We're talking about DID...
    Nin's Little: We have DID! 🤗
    MY HEART 💖

  • @jennamarie1812
    @jennamarie1812 3 년 전 +2066

    *"I thought we decided earlier we were gonna wear trousers"* grumpy Kyle is best Kyle

    • @gabypaton7107
      @gabypaton7107 3 년 전 +8

      What time was that?

    • @jennamarie1812
      @jennamarie1812 3 년 전 +9

      @@gabypaton7107 28:44 !

    • @gabypaton7107
      @gabypaton7107 3 년 전 +2

      @@jennamarie1812 thanks you so much! Have a great day or night :)

    • @jena6781
      @jena6781 3 년 전 +1

      hi i don’t know u but WE HAVE THE SAME NAME. except my first name is Jena HI

    • @jennamarie1812
      @jennamarie1812 3 년 전

      @@jena6781 OMG HI

  • @Nixerell
    @Nixerell 3 개월 전 +5

    Finding this video during covid gave us our first introduction into DID/OSDD and actually helped us find out about our system a year later! Thank you so much for wanting to educate people and giving us the first nudge into finding out about ourselves!

  • @Incognito1786
    @Incognito1786 개월 전 +2

    I think I enjoyed this interview more than any of the others I've watched (not many). I've heard Anthony is one of the nicest and most caring people, and it shows in this video.

  • @goldybays8654
    @goldybays8654 4 년 전 +7648

    Whoever hurt Nin so much that her child alter posessed those memories and has to now live with them on a daily basis makes me want to cry.

    • @KatKomodo
      @KatKomodo 4 년 전 +274

      Goldybays agreed I am so angry that people could hurt someone like this. I just want to help. I’m so angry they didn’t deserve it.

    • @ashleymaul4376
      @ashleymaul4376 4 년 전 +51

      Goldybays has me crying too 😭😭I heart went out to her ❤️

    • @kal5378
      @kal5378 4 년 전 +199

      @goldbays She's said before on a DID support group that she didn't want to be around her parents and didn't want to go home because that's where her abusers are. It's so heartbreaking that it seems her parents are involved in the abuse and she had no way out.

    • @balletlol
      @balletlol 4 년 전 +56

      @@kal5378 but she's also said that her parents are very supportive and worried about where/when the trauma happened...

    • @kal5378
      @kal5378 4 년 전 +33

      @@balletlol oh, I will admit I haven't actually seen the video where she's mentioned her parents (I haven't watched all of them). I just saw what she'd said on the support group.
      That's odd

  • @spicykarma
    @spicykarma 4 년 전 +2514

    Nin: adorable smol bean that is trying her best to stay her for the interview Kyle: WELP IMMA JUST TAKE OVER

    • @nonexistingvoid
      @nonexistingvoid 4 년 전 +146

      I expected him to get involved when she started talking about the banana, tbh

    • @gloriaconde6087
      @gloriaconde6087 4 년 전

      @@nonexistingvoid

    • @lanebreakerRBH
      @lanebreakerRBH 4 년 전 +7

      @@northup1 no joke Kyle would have come out SO fast

  • @sabrinahobson4762
    @sabrinahobson4762 9 개월 전 +20

    Feel like I’m being repetitive based on all of the comments but this is one of the first interviews I’m watching and it’s honestly just so lovely seeing how polite and respectful the whole interview is 🥺