I was an extra for this and it was SO cool. I’ve never stopped being a fan. That was a long day shooting. We were asked to come in a dark funeral style wardrobe then they added hats and some other stuff. I was able to have the entire band sign my white undershirt when filming was done. One of my best memories
I love how Gerard, Mikey, and Ray are all staying within a 2 feet bubble of their own space and Frank's walking around the whole freaking church playing the guitar like a madman
@@RH_Player He very well could have actually cried because I'm pretty sure he did have to take a couple breaks during filming because he was emotional. Also if you look at him after he turns around he looks like he was wiping his eyes.
How exactly would they make it HD? The original was this quality. They aren't going to pull a Disney and spend money and time to polish old music videos from nearly a decade ago, especially when it makes very little difference anyway.
@@bilishguy-i know i'm so incredibly late to this comment but i believe he said when he saw the girl in the music video's shot's being done he had to go outside because he couldn't handle it ( and i think he said he cried )
See what im always amazed at is how despite how greasy and wet and messy Gerards hair is, every flip and every strand seems perfectly placed and never looks bad. How
CheerUp2 I was blessed with the same powers of grease, and frankly, I blame Italian genes. 😂😂 Or it’s just his tendency to be a fucking perfect human being. Either theory works.
re-watching this and i saw some of y'all commenting that his acting skills is superb. Gerard's expression here was so convincing bcoz he doesn't have to act at all. This song is abt his grandma, his grandma who introduced him to music. And there's this interview that they had difficulties in shooting this MV cuz Gerard couldn't stop crying for his dead grandma.
I know everyone's said it but Gerard is just overflowing with emotion to the point it's like I can feel it. He's so expressive and I just love when people are expressive especially in a world we live in that views emotions as weakness. I love everything about this band and this song
It's 2018 and they still get new fans and they still insipre new generations of kids and make them feel good. It's not the same as when they were still a band but their music seems to be timeless. I fucking missed this
I can NOT get over how much of a good performer Gerard is 😭 He makes you feel all the emotions he’s feeling through his eyes & facial expression I can’t forget the rest of the boys their energy in this video is INSANE and just ties it all in everything about this video is perfect it hits you in the gut every time 🥺
The awkward moment when you think that this is footage found by a fan, reposted from a fan account along time ago. But it takes you fifteen minutes to realize that this was posted on the official channel. I’ll go home. 😂❤️💀🙌😭
emo alien nah I'm jk but I WAS 4 LIKE WUT I'm 12 now😂 and people think that girls my age always listen to that shitty ass Post Malone WHICH I DON'T 😂😂😂
yo what if Gerard, Mikey, and the rest of the band are at home chilling, and then they get a notification that this video was released and everyone is just furiously clicking on it trying to know wtf is going on lmao
I tried to pay attention but I just couldn't take my eyes off of Gerard. That's why I watched all the outtakes at least 7 times to give each person enough attention but somehow Gerard always wins.
I'm a camera operator, and I am just LOVING these shots. Especially the one from 4:40 to 5:08- I would loved to have seen how that was shot! This entire video is incredible!!
This video & song are just an absolute masterpiece. The theatrics, the punchy, wicked, jet black and blood red color schemes, the operatic theme, the morbidly sexy, vampiric make up, the dichotomous relationship between the church setting and the anathema of damnation ambience, the exquisite choreography, the show stopping beautiful ballet dancer, Gerard's fantastically passionate facial expressions, the heartwrenching romantic lyrics, the radical musicianship of every musician, the harmony of all the instrumentals, the emotionally captivating singing and the gorgeous painstaking melody. "Palmarius" 👏 ❤
OK Guys, Listen...I am a 57 yr. old grandmother. I have your albums on my MP3 player. I go to sleep every night with my player on. No, you're not the only band on it, BUT you are one of the best bands on it! Please, can you do an old woman a favor? Just one reunion tour? Is that way too much to ask for? Many other's feel the same. We know yall went through some hard and rough times....we all have, believe me. My 2nd home is the hospital. Your music "got into us, helped us better than any pricey therapist. You made it ok for us to discuss and disgust. You romanced us way past any lust." Please come back..just once...for us! Grandma's know best...
6:47 - they all are an actual mood. Like, ray is just doing his stuff, gee's insane, mikey's just so damn done with life, and frank is... Well, he is frank.
The loss of his grandma really took a toll on him; carried guilt over not spending more time with her, too. He even became suicidal during his grieving process + the recording of the album. As you can see, the filming of this music video was truly emotional for Gerard, but he said it was also very cathartic. To think, the same thing almost happened with his brother, Mikey, post-band break-up. Similarly, Gerard expressed guilt over not being more supportive of Mikey through the songs, "Brother" and "Piano Jam"--if you look up live performances of the latter, you might come across the one where it ends with him looking like he's trying to keep it together. And this was _after_ Mikey had survived his overdose; if this footage is evidence of the state Gerard was left in by the passing of his grandma, I'd hate to think the effect it would've had on him had he lost his literal soulmate.
Gerard's facial expressions deserve an Oscar.
he deserves 10
He deserves an award for how much he looks like Cara Delevingne. Uncanny.
jayshizzle2323 what the hell? nope
The reason Gerard's facial expressions are gold is because he stole all the genes for that. **cough cough stone cold mikey**
Sarcastic Witch ikr I just searched her up and he doesn’t at all haha 😆😅😂
this video is basically listening to helena over and over, just at different angles.
it's a great use of my time
staring at gee and wondering how he can be so beautiful
It’s a great use of my time 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
cliquekilljoy7 same lmaooo
ITS AMAZING
@@raantaaro didn't he get fat ?
gerard's facial expressions...... he really is a whole artist
You might like this band I found thanks to MCR related videos
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@Danny Russell why are you so pressed lmao
@Danny Russell dude what the actual fuck
Danny Russell can you just leave us alone? leave the mcr fandom if you’re gonna treat it like shit.
I think the same!!!!, he's a tremendous artist!!!!he can sing dance and act.
Gerard was born to be a performer. The amount of emotion in his expressions really convey the song perfectly.
why is there no replies
Surely he gave true sad emotions to the video. But actually He was really sad inside because of his grandma's death....
@@LukazYurinthat’s so sad 😢
All I can hear is "Yeah, frank was too short to even carry it. He was just touching it. He's actually taking a nap right now, too. Thanks, Frank."
He’s also nappin’ right now
He’s still napping...
Same 😂😂
Thanks Pete
SAME
You can see the Gerard feelings and emotions through his eyes.
Yeah
Well yeah... it's a song about her grandmother and how guilty he felt for not being there when the woman he loved the most needed him.
Im sure he is putting it on a little, uno acting at what not
You need glasses
Marco Zambrano we can also see his tears
Frank cracks me up, his energy AND how he’s facing the wrong direction half the time
YEAH LMAO
And just gets out of the frame constantly
I love him for that😂
If my funeral ain't like Helena's funeral, i ain't dying
same
Same
Same
Same
samee
Gerard is the most expressive person that i ever seen in my whole entire life
Evaxxk yes, and it’s amazing. :)
Yes
u are not wrong
Unable to cant
He should be an actor.
23 minutes of Helena? I'm not complaining.
Nikachu I didn't even realize it was 23
😱😱😱😱
Not long enough
So long
and goodnight
Heaven.....
i love when gerard looks like he’s about to just eat the mic when singing
At the end of Our lady of sorrows he actually does lmao
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@@vicke7398 i love your username
@@sectoid-with-internet-access hehe thanks
Sameeee
Can we talk about how good Gerard's eyeliner and eyeshadow looks in this
OMFG ikr
He's Gerard Way, what do you expect? He looks good in anything
@@sallyface5259 but specially with eyeliner
LITERALLY
It's ICONIC !
*God giving out expression to everyone
Mikey Way : "Dont want em, give mine to Gerard please"
Omg yes!
omg i read the "dont want em" like that one time where he got a bra thrown on stage
Zedonia LMAO SAME
@@sidekicklx2009 FREAKING SAMEEEEE
knee boi
Stop doing this to me MCR, you’ve played with my heart one too many times.
Ghost Killer Entertainment
*heavily applies eyeliner*
Seeing this video uploaded made my fringe immediately come back and raccoon eyeliner appear.
Ghost Killer Entertainment love your videos 😍😍😍
They're trying to kill us , literally not joking XD
Ghost Killer Entertainment #MCRthearies are they truly coming back in 2019 or is it earlier than we think
I was an extra for this and it was SO cool. I’ve never stopped being a fan. That was a long day shooting. We were asked to come in a dark funeral style wardrobe then they added hats and some other stuff. I was able to have the entire band sign my white undershirt when filming was done. One of my best memories
We so thx For a job.I look Mv Very Happy by job for you
Wow you're so lucky 😭
I love how Gerard, Mikey, and Ray are all staying within a 2 feet bubble of their own space and Frank's walking around the whole freaking church playing the guitar like a madman
**listens to Helena for **23:07** straight**
me: good but could’ve been longer
True
I hate the fact youtube doesn't have auto replay button .
I want to like it, but it's at 666 🖤
@@colleenaurelia4193 I am going to unlike it make it 666.
@@addlinesumithj7659 we all thank you for your sacrifice 🙇🏼♀️
He is so expressive
He's showing more emotion in this video than I will in a month
He's shown more expression than me in 10 years
EMOtion
Same for
mood
12:20 to 13:20 was so emotional like omg I started crying.
De_de 225 legit same.
Same :(
wait no stop i thought you were joking because he was emotionless for a couple seconds then i started crying 💀
Omg he actually looks like he's going to cry for real, I hope it's part of the acting
@@RH_Player He very well could have actually cried because I'm pretty sure he did have to take a couple breaks during filming because he was emotional. Also if you look at him after he turns around he looks like he was wiping his eyes.
The person acting out Helena is just amazing! Seriously, those dance moves are amazing, so are Gerard's facial expressions..
*black eyeliner slowly appears around eyes, fringe grows back, marches to hottopic while crying because mom doesn’t understand*
Jorja yee Frank *Marches along with you is slowly dying hair whilst more people start to appear*
mood
honestly why am i emo again
I think that I’m finally out of my- hOLD ON MCR JUST UPLOADED COULD YOU EXCUSE ME *grabs eyeliner, grabs band tees* be right back
Jorja yee Frank mood
Seeing this makes me realize how badly we need HD reuploads of these music videos.
American Avenue And they're uploading all of them in low quality, WHYY
How exactly would they make it HD? The original was this quality. They aren't going to pull a Disney and spend money and time to polish old music videos from nearly a decade ago, especially when it makes very little difference anyway.
Saskaruto16 Bands do it all the time, but I know it is unlikely because the band broke up
Camila Aguilera I haven't seen many bands do that at least the ones I listen to normally just leave up the original.
We need the band not the videos
Why is no one talking about how beautiful the choreography is? 🖤
Literally came here for the choreography. Wish we could've gotten a view from down on the ground. The dancers killed it...in heels and suits no less!
This song was made for Gerard’s grandmother, Elana. You can see the emotion in his eyes, it’s strong
Elena*
I think he said that he was about to cry or he cried idk
@@bilishguy-i know i'm so incredibly late to this comment but i believe he said when he saw the girl in the music video's shot's being done he had to go outside because he couldn't handle it ( and i think he said he cried )
See what im always amazed at is how despite how greasy and wet and messy Gerards hair is, every flip and every strand seems perfectly placed and never looks bad. How
CheerUp2 its Gerard way of course his hair is perfect. Gerard way is perfect
Because it’s Gerard duh🤣🤣
CheerUp2 I was blessed with the same powers of grease, and frankly, I blame Italian genes. 😂😂
Or it’s just his tendency to be a fucking perfect human being.
Either theory works.
His hair contains several magically properties.
besuse he is geesuse
excuse me it’s 2am and i was not prepared im gonna cry
Emily P it's official I'm getting married in this church even tho I'm not even catholic
SAME
Emily P already doing it
Rn it's 9pm
Mandy Woodall to me it’s 10 pm
4:09
Gerard: wipes his hair behind his ear
Hair: falls back
Gerard:
He looks cute at that part
He looks cute in every part 😂
re-watching this and i saw some of y'all commenting that his acting skills is superb.
Gerard's expression here was so convincing bcoz he doesn't have to act at all. This song is abt his grandma, his grandma who introduced him to music. And there's this interview that they had difficulties in shooting this MV cuz Gerard couldn't stop crying for his dead grandma.
Can we talk about Ray for a second
Nothing specific
Just Ray Toro
I l o v e R a y
Facts
Yes facts!!!!!
facts
I love them all tbh
Facts are great
i looked into his eyes and felt my soul leave my body
hope기대 fuck same feeling
Same
Glad I'm not the only one
Yes same.
hope m you’re not alone.. 😆😂😳
The "dead" ballet dancer (Helena) was so magnificent, and also the choice to have her pull the "camera" towards her is genius. What a God tier video.
I know everyone's said it but Gerard is just overflowing with emotion to the point it's like I can feel it. He's so expressive and I just love when people are expressive especially in a world we live in that views emotions as weakness. I love everything about this band and this song
Gerard's eyes are literally everything 😭
Erica Evoy omg yes
Yeah you can totally see The Light Behind Them
I always say that to my frens but only one agrees
Erica Evoy ikr 💖
Erica Evoy YAS
It's 2018 and they still get new fans and they still insipre new generations of kids and make them feel good. It's not the same as when they were still a band but their music seems to be timeless. I fucking missed this
i can relate to this. glad my teenage and adult years are filled with their music
Beautiful. Poetry
That's totally true in my school in Germany are many new fans :D
Tyoldix :D and that is truely amazing :')
i’ve only not long became a fan as i was pretty young when the band was together. i wish i was older when they were together. they’re fucking amazing.
I wish to achieve the level of theatricalness and emotion that Gerard has in this video. Also, his hair, but that's a whole other thing.
I can NOT get over how much of a good performer Gerard is 😭
He makes you feel all the emotions he’s feeling through his eyes & facial expression I can’t forget the rest of the boys their energy in this video is INSANE and just ties it all in everything about this video is perfect it hits you in the gut every time 🥺
The awkward moment when you think that this is footage found by a fan, reposted from a fan account along time ago. But it takes you fifteen minutes to realize that this was posted on the official channel. I’ll go home. 😂❤️💀🙌😭
Flowerbloom How does one find this as a fan?
I know they do but how?
Amy Anything I don’t know. I am just really stupid 😂
These videos have actually been on youtube on fan accounts since 2014
Flowerbloom I think most ppl don't know.
You know you're a huge fan of MCR when you get excited over OUTTAKES of their videos.
emo alien I KNOW RIGHT AND I WAS JUST BORN WHEN HELENA CAME OUT
Kori Lee goddamn it I'm old I'm 21
emo alien nah I'm jk but I WAS 4 LIKE WUT I'm 12 now😂 and people think that girls my age always listen to that shitty ass Post Malone WHICH I DON'T 😂😂😂
I’m thirteen and that fucking sucks
+Kori Lee I'm 12 as well and the girls around me are ridiculous
18:47 Gerard looks like a 3D character in a video game.
He is too perfect
gerard's facial expressions those eyes say everything when he stays close in the shots i can feel it kid 🖤🥀
i can't believe i just essentially listened to helena over and over for 23 minutes
wait
I can believe that
Me everyday xD
Mackenzie Maple same ;-;
FALL OUT BOYS ALBUM, MCR IS REALISING VIDEOS
*MY FRIENDS THIS IS A DAY TO REMEMBER*
Gemini Mae DONT FORGET THE NEW KIDZ BOP ALBUM 👌👌
Emo Pineapple lmfao
Gemini Mae ba dum tsssss
Now we just need panic!
Not trying to break your heart becuase this broke my heart but...*cries*.......the band have nothing to do with this it's The waner brothers
only Gerard Way can go from:
Teary adorable marshmallow to
Anger boi that's actually terrifying in .2 seconds
XDD
5:49 I have always tried to master Helena's dancing.. I have never achieved that..
Yess
As someone who was a dancer for 10 years, i can relate to this comment i have always been a bad dancer 😂
BRO I REALLY WANT TO LEARN IT
Exactly!
Anybody else just have their heart stop when MCR has 5+ new uploads at once?
That saiyan guy 12 lmao
That saiyan guy ✋me❤💣
me
Same
MEEEE
I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING AND MY COUSINS WERE STARING AT ME ;-;
yo what if Gerard, Mikey, and the rest of the band are at home chilling, and then they get a notification that this video was released and everyone is just furiously clicking on it trying to know wtf is going on lmao
Linda Ashley i think fronk is behind this
@@filipinagirl6226
I mean
*it sounds like something he'd do*
@@filipinagirl6226 fronk
In 2:07 you can see that frank is only touching the coffin with his hands and that his shoulder is good 20 cm below it 🥺🥺🥺
OMG I LOVE THAT
Was anyone else just staring at Frank being the insane and amazing human being he is the whole time???
Yes
I tried to pay attention but I just couldn't take my eyes off of Gerard. That's why I watched all the outtakes at least 7 times to give each person enough attention but somehow Gerard always wins.
Doctor : you only have 23 minutes to live
Me :
Bleary you'd miss the last 7 seconds of it
Josheenie
God: That’s okay... just wait until the end of the video
best comment on this website
MEE TOO
Me too
I want Gerard at my funeral😂like everyone is crying and Gerard is just like “THINGS ARE BETTER IF I STAY”
This comment 😂
Anna Raman same
Same
Music is beautiful
So what you’re saying is, you think they never liked you anyway
Lmao same I’m dying 😂😂
At 10:22 some hair goes into Gerard's mouth that just won't come out xD It stays there for the rest of the shot, poor Gerard bro
It's a snack incase he gets hungry when singing
BRUHHHHHG I WAS THINKING THAT LUTERALLT ONE STRAND
Do you ever just start having a small meltdown because Gerard is just SO PRETTY? Cause that's me right now
The woman who plays Helena is such a good dancer that she only needed one take. #Amazing
Jessie Gabs if you played Need For Speed carbon then Helena looks like that one girl from the game idk if that's her or not
Gerard is the queen of sass I swear
Band Obsessed Trash right along with Shane Dawson!
Meela Wheatley yeah but Brendon is only a king of sass compared to Gerard who is the GOD of sass
I'm a camera operator, and I am just LOVING these shots. Especially the one from 4:40 to 5:08- I would loved to have seen how that was shot! This entire video is incredible!!
Imagine Gerard being an actor .. for sure he'll have Oscars
Frank was too short to carry the coffin, lol, that's precious
I wasn't prepared to cry when I saw the notifications.
ThatGreenGal 62 same
Me either
same tho
I miss this band so much guys...
you guys still have a huge ass fan base even after being broken up for 7 years. this is sill my favorite song. it will never not be
20:01 that entire sequence with the dancers is phenomenal! The choreography is so fluid and mesmerizing!
i’m 100% sure i shit myself when i got this notification
lilyisemo Me too...
lilyisemo bro i literally full on pissed myself, i'm still crying
Same
Same
SAME
dear god revenge era gerard is so hot
All eras are hot
Agreed
His eyes are so damn captivating
Good observation
Your pfp kinda matches
12:37 was special you could see and feel the pain in Gerard's eyes through that performance
This video & song are just an absolute masterpiece. The theatrics, the punchy, wicked, jet black and blood red color schemes, the operatic theme, the morbidly sexy, vampiric make up, the dichotomous relationship between the church setting and the
anathema of damnation ambience, the exquisite choreography, the show stopping beautiful ballet dancer, Gerard's fantastically passionate facial expressions, the heartwrenching romantic lyrics, the radical musicianship of every musician, the harmony of all the instrumentals, the emotionally captivating singing and the gorgeous painstaking melody. "Palmarius" 👏 ❤
I gotta die so this can be my funeral
brb gonna kill myself
Same
You might not see me again
Ever
Rt
Same
Gotta blast
I think I'm in love
With both Gerard and the girl who plays Helena
He. Looked so. Posesed hear shaking
Bisexual mood
Tori Miglioratti *i m c o n f u s e d*
What a mood 😂
*Panics in Bisexual*
When he said so long and goodnight at 7:29 and waved his hand I nearly died laughing ngl
No homo bro but Gerard Way is so pretty it hurts
I started singing girls by girl in red thanks to last part of your comment lmao
It's not gay if it's Gerard Way.
@@SObS-hc2ex basically yeah just like with ryan reynolds
@@SObS-hc2ex I mean.... If you take the first letter and last two letters of his name it's gay
@@Alizoomzoom LMAO stop
I'm pretty sure the first few minutes is just Gerard eyef**king the camera 😂
i thoroughly enjoyed that
😂 This comment
@@tasteimmortality same 🤤
Not Juliana me too an I always remember this moment 🖤😁🤣
Could turn any resonable man gay, love this long haired bastard
OK Guys, Listen...I am a 57 yr. old grandmother. I have your albums on my MP3 player. I go to sleep every night with my player on. No, you're not the only band on it, BUT you are one of the best bands on it! Please, can you do an old woman a favor? Just one reunion tour? Is that way too much to ask for? Many other's feel the same. We know yall went through some hard and rough times....we all have, believe me. My 2nd home is the hospital. Your music "got into us, helped us better than any pricey therapist. You made it ok for us to discuss and disgust. You romanced us way past any lust." Please come back..just once...for us! Grandma's know best...
Wow
*Oh dang, Emo Grandma for the win*
*Hope you're doing well*
(゚∀゚)
Awh :”)
Yaassss queen!!!
I swear at the height of my obsession the internet was not even a thing. My preteen self would have died for this back in the day lolz
the way he moves around is so epic
this is so good but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” or “Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🤘🤘🐺🐺🐺
@@beezybeez4207 oooo thanks for the recommend!! :D
I thought I would never see an MCR notification in the rest of my life :'c
DanteZomberFeiik
I wonder what happen tomorrow...
same
6:47 - they all are an actual mood. Like, ray is just doing his stuff, gee's insane, mikey's just so damn done with life, and frank is... Well, he is frank.
Frank 😂😂😂
Lmao frank😂 and I was thinking the same thing I’m crying Hahahha 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
i love Frank so much 🤣🤣🤣
Frank is frank
What about Bob
2:04
I love this because you can just see Frank underneath it instead of helping hold it 😂
12:56 Omg Ray's head almost fell off.
I just cackled at 2 am after watching his head lol
Raymond watch your head xd
This company's doing two things right now.
1. Making Money
2. Placing bets on how much we'll freak out.
band nerd hey, I’m a willing participant in this.
I would do that too if I could
We didn’t sneeze but we’ve been blessed
RockNRollChick Why did it take me a second to understand this? lol
RockNRollChick I swear I sneezed just before seeing your comment
5:40 this emo girl is pretty beauty when she's smiling.
Ikr she is so pretty when she smiles, wish that camera was more focused on her face when she smiled
i love that girl
Bro how could you have needed more than one take? Gerard is a legend at this. 23 minutes if Helena is a gift.
Gerard never fails to be the most extra person on this planet
Mairen Oates u said it
Dude. Have you SEEN the I don't love you outtake??? He's so much more extra there.
Haleigh Waleigh Padalecki-Ackles-Collins i did and honestly I could’ve made this comment on any video that contains Gerard way let’s be real
Mairen Oates you're not wrong. Also it took me 20 minutes to find this comment again..
95 people disliked because they thought the band was getting back together. They missed the like button because they couldn't see through their tears.
So true
Only reasonable explanation.
𝓨𝓮𝓼
It's funny to read that because they will come back in December
THEY WILL COMEBACK THIS DECEMBER
Choreography is underrated, what an amazing job all of these guys did
11:03 woah he pulled like 5 facial expressions in one second
How the hell did NOTHING from 12:20-13:20 make it into the final video? That's some of the most emotive performing I've seen from Gerard.
I agree
This when thing needs to be the original video just make Helena 23:00 muinits long I would enjoy thT
Because the dancing dead woman had to have her moment
Indeed. I like his eyes here, as if he's crying and angry and just full of emotions.
Liss Chouinard i got chills like.... jesus christ
and in the interview for umbrella academy, he said he is a camera shy..XD I love this guy
MicROparts
Lol when he said that he was camera shy it reminded me of those parts in destroya... lol
Frank threatening to kick the amp over at 9:40 LMAO
i remember when this said "one month ago", that was around the time i found mcr, geez..
*I AM C O N F U S I O N*
Me too
You are confusion *itself* I am just confused
cockmaster SAME
America EKZPLAIN!!!!!!!
Juuzou Natalie yaaas someone knows the vine!!
7:33 Synchronization of Ray and Frank, I love it
Woah
That’s so weird!! But cool
Dude. Yes. Perfect haha thanks for pointing that out
Same at around like 8:05
YESSSS OMG
Every time Gerard takes a step down while holding the coffin, I'm scared he's going to trip and fall down
Gerad's eyes are so beautiful and I cant believe he was crying
meaning of this song....
*rocks back and forth in a corner crying and singing the lyrics*
camera: _starts zooming in_
gerard: _crazy eyes!!!!!_
The loss of his grandma really took a toll on him; carried guilt over not spending more time with her, too. He even became suicidal during his grieving process + the recording of the album. As you can see, the filming of this music video was truly emotional for Gerard, but he said it was also very cathartic.
To think, the same thing almost happened with his brother, Mikey, post-band break-up. Similarly, Gerard expressed guilt over not being more supportive of Mikey through the songs, "Brother" and "Piano Jam"--if you look up live performances of the latter, you might come across the one where it ends with him looking like he's trying to keep it together. And this was _after_ Mikey had survived his overdose; if this footage is evidence of the state Gerard was left in by the passing of his grandma, I'd hate to think the effect it would've had on him had he lost his literal soulmate.
I wish we could all just go back in time. I miss these days. Seriously. All this shit going on in the world. This was my happy place. Fucking miss it.
I thought I was over it, but not. Stop playing with my heart.
Although that kiss at 11:04 gave 10 more years of life.
We've been blessed by geesus
Ox back att ya
@@staity7380 yes in the name of Jesus Christ we feel the powerr
Holy cheese whiz I feel I'm crying gee stop pulling my heart string
Alejandra Salgado dead!
*finds black eyeliner at the bottom of many draws* hello old friend. We're needed again...
Melissa Radford me
Yuppp
we've always been needed. just now we're being called upon.
love how he gives it all on every take. and that they colour coordinated their guitars.
*that synchronized head bop though* 8:06
OMG