Ren - Hi Ren (Official Music Video)

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    Ren - Hi Ren (Official Music Video)
    Hi Ren is out now on all streaming platforms
    renmakesmusic.lnk.to/hiren
    Creating this song wasn't easy, but I'm so proud of how it turned out.
    Want to say a big thank you for everyones support over the years. During the years trapped inside with chronic health problems the main thing that kept me going was a belief that one day I would come out the other side, and be able to achieve success through music. I don’t have a label, and sometimes pushing these things as hard as I want becomes a massive challenge, and I find myself frustrated that there aren’t enough hours in the day to push it as far as I want to. I would love to ask a favour to anyone who has ever enjoyed my music over the years, and it will only take a few minutes of your day.It would mean the world to me if you shared ‘Hi Ren’ as much as you can, over social media platforms, with friends, over email. Together, and with your help I can hopefully reach people all over the world, and get one step closer to the dream I always had! Thank you so much for the support so far!
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    Song written, performed, directed by Ren
    Cinamatographer - Samuel Perry-Falvey
    First A.C. - Joshua styles
    Lighting - Jacob Neller
    Location - Will Rumfitt
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  • @RenMakesMusic
    @RenMakesMusic  년 전 +43324

    Were close to being able to hit a top 10 record spot, maybe even a number one! Pretty unbelievable for an independent record! You can help push that even further! Pre-order the Sick Boi album by clicking this link! bio.to/Ren-Sick-Boi
    As always here are the lyrics for anyone who wants them, thankyou so much for watching this, really proud of it, im doing everything independently so if it moved you in someway it would mean the world to me if you gave it a share as it will help spread it all over the world :) Also out on streaming platforms too! renmakesmusic.lnk.to/hiren
    Hi there Ren
    It's been a little while,
    Did you miss me?
    You thought you’d buried me, didn't you? Risky…
    Because I always come back
    Deep down you know that…
    Deep down you know I'm always in periphery
    Ren aren't you pleased to see me? it's been weeks since we spoke bro, you know you need me
    You’re the sheep, I'm the shepherd
    Not your place to lead me
    Not your place to be biting off the hand that feeds me
    Hi Ren
    I’ve been taking some time to be distant
    I’ve been taking some time to be still
    I've been taking some time to be by myself since my therapist told me I'm ill
    I've been making some progress lately, and I've learnt some new coping skills
    So I haven't really needed you much man
    I think we need to just step back and chill
    Ren, you sound more insane than I do
    You think that those doctors are really there to guide you?
    Been through this a million times
    Your civilian mind is so perfect at always being lied to
    Okay, take another pill boy
    Drown yourself in the sound of white noise
    Follow this 10 step program, rejoice!
    All your problems will be gone! Fucking dumb boy
    Nah mate, this time it's different man trust me
    I feel like things might be falling in place
    And my music's been kinda doing bits too
    Like I actually might do something great
    And when I'm gone maybe I'll be remembered
    For doing something special with myself
    That's why I don't think that we should talk man
    Cause when your with me it never seems to help
    You think that you can amputate me?
    I am you, you are me, you are I, I am we
    We are one, split in two that makes one so you see
    You got to kill you if you wanna kill me.
    I'm not left over dinner, I’m not scraps on the side, oh your music is thriving?
    Delusional guy! Where's your top ten hit? Where's your interview with Oprah?
    Where are your grammes Ren?
    Nowhere!
    Yeah but, my music's not commercial like that
    I never chased numbers, statistics or stats
    I Never write hooks for the radio, they never even play me so why would Iconcernn myself with that?
    But my music is really connecting,
    And the people who find it respect it ,
    And for me that's enough ‘cause this life's been tough so it gives me a purpose I can rest in
    Man you sound so pretentious !
    Ren your music is so self centred,
    No one wants to hear another song about how much you hate yourself… trust me
    You should be so lucky having me inside you to guide you, remind you to manage expectations,
    provide you perspective, that thing you neglected, I get it
    You wana be a big deal… Next jimi hendrix? forget it
    Man it's not like that
    Man it's just like that I'm inside you you twat
    Nah it's not man your wrong, when I write I belong
    Let me break the fourth wall by acknowledging this song
    Ren sits down,
    Has a stroke of genius,
    He wants to write a song that was not done previous
    A battle with his subconscious…
    Eminem did it
    Played on guitar
    Plan B did it
    Man your not original you criminal, rip off artist, the pinnacle of your success is stealing other people's material
    Ren mate we've heard it all before
    Ohh "she sell sea shells on the sea shore"
    Fuck you I don't need you, I don't need to hear this,
    cause I'm fine by myself, I'm a genius!
    and I will be great, and I will make waves, and ill shake up the whole world beneath us
    That's right speak your truth, your fucking god complex leaks out of you
    It's refreshing to actually hear you say it!
    In stead of down play it…
    “Oh the music Is all about the creative process and if people can find something to relate to within that the that's just a bonus”
    Fuck you ima fucking kill you Ren
    Well fucking kill me then
    let's fucking have you Ren
    I'm a do it, watch me prove it, who are you to doubt my music?
    ‘Cause I call the shots I choose if you die
    Yeah I call the shots and so i who choose who survives
    I'll tie you up in knots then I'll lock you inside
    News flash…
    I was created at the dawn of creation,
    I am temptation
    I am the snake in Eden,
    I am the reason for treason
    Beheading all Kings,
    I am sin with no rhyme or reason,
    Sun of the morning, Lucifer,
    Antichrist, father of lies,
    Mestophilies,
    Truth in a blender,
    Deceitful pretender,
    The Banished avenger,
    The righteous surrender
    When standing in-front of my solar eclipse,
    My name it is stitched to your lips so see
    I won't bow to the will of a mortal, feeble and normal
    You wana kill me? I'm enteral, immortal
    I live in every decision that catalysed chaos
    That causes division
    I live inside death, the beginning of ends
    I am you, you are me, I am you Ren
    Hi Ren… I’ve been taking some time to be distant,
    I’ve been taking some time to be still
    I’ve been taking some time to be by myself and I've spent half my life ill
    But just as sure as the tide start turning
    Just as sure as the night has dawn
    Just as sure as rain fall soon runs dry when you stand in the eye of the storm
    I was made to be tested and twisted
    I was made to be broken and beat
    I was made by his hand, it's all part of the plan that I stand on my own two feet
    And you know me my will is eternal
    And you know me you've met Me before
    Face to with a beast I will rise from the east and I'll settle on the ocean floor
    And I go by many names also
    Some people know me as hope
    Some people know me as the voice that you hear when u loosen the noose on the rope
    And you know how I know how I know that I'll prosper?
    Because I stand here beside you today
    I have stood in the flames that cremated my brain
    And I didn't once flinch or shake
    So cower at the man I've become
    When I sing from the top of my lungs
    That I won't retire I'll stand in your fire inspire the meek to be strong
    And when I am gone I will rise
    In the music that I left behind
    Ferocious persistent, immortal like you
    we’re a coin with two different sides
    When I was 17 years old I shouted out into an empty room, into a blank canvas, that I would defeat the forces of evil,
    and for the next 10 years of my life I suffered the consequences...
    With Illness, autoimmunity and psychosis
    As I got older I realised that there were no real winners or no real losers in physiological warfare
    But there were victims and there were students
    It wasn’t David verses Goliath, it's was a pendulum eternally swaying between the dark and the light,
    and the brighter the light shone, the darker the shadow it cast
    It was never a battle for me to win, it was an eternal dance,
    and like a dance, the more rigid I became the harder it got
    The more I cursed my clumsy footsteps the more i suffered
    And so I got older and I learned to relax, and I learned to soften, and that dance got easier
    It is this eternal waltz that separates human beings from angels, from demons, from gods
    And I must not forget, we must not forget, that we are human beings.

    • @eightnine4704
      @eightnine4704 년 전 +799

      Fking genius ❤

    • @wanrell
      @wanrell 년 전 +339

      My guy this art of yours comes in so many forms

    • @benonsen
      @benonsen 년 전 +143

      Hi ren :D

    • @markina9731
      @markina9731 년 전 +308

      I'm so grateful that I found you , holy that recommendation changed my life. Thank you, Ren

    • @jacklhorton9
      @jacklhorton9 년 전 +230

      Utterly brilliant mate. Needed this. Thankyou.

  • @RenMakesMusic
    @RenMakesMusic  년 전 +24841

    Up until I was 9 years old, I would intermittently hear a voice in my head that was not my own. The voice was distinctly different to mine, and always negative. It would self criticise or urge me to do things I knew to be morally wrong. The most peculiar thing about the voice was that it took no effort on my behalf to produce. My own thoughts always felt like there was a process that required effort to bring them to the forefront of my mind, this voice appeared as though it was spoken by another. The sentences felt predetermined like they had already been constructed.
    I remember very vividly at 9 years old, becoming very frustrated with the voice. I stood in my back yard, internally screaming at the voice to be silent again and again, and it did. In a flash there was silence, to the point where my head felt like an empty room. I wasn't used to the quiet and that voice never returned. It almost felt lonely in my head.
    When I got older I had intermittent bouts with auditory hallucinations where I would hear perfect symphonies, usually at night when drifting off to sleep. They were so clear that they sounded like they were emanating from a radio in the corner of my room. I knew they weren't there, but for some reason they never came with the feeling of fear. I also recall sitting on a bus at the age of 15, and hearing the sound of a crowded room, with about 100 voices chattering away, I was the only person apart from the driver on the bus.
    These experiences were always very brief, and few and far between.
    My last hallucination was during an intense bout of psychosis in 2015, and was my first visual hallucination. I was walking down a pavement after jumping out my mums car in a crossroads in a moment of frustration and distress with my condition. I was trying to run from myself. What appeared to be a homeless man with a dark complexion approached me, and asked me what was wrong. I explained that I had been sick most my life, and I wasn't sure I had the strength to continue. He looked at me, and smiled and told me 'everything is going to be okay in the end Ren.' I had not told him my name. There was something so overpoweringly sincere about this very simple message, which brought with it an overwhelming feeling of inner peace, and in a flash, he vanished.
    My rational brain always linked these experiences to what the doctors have told me, that there are parts of my brain compromised by the autoimmunity in my body. That the myelin sheaths surrounding the complex electrical system that conduct my thoughts were damaged and compromised, causing these lucid experiences that I knew did not exist inside the physical world.
    The part of me that edges away from logical and rational thought always attributed these thoughts to some kind of otherworldly intervention, that made my thoughts the battleground of some spiritual tug of war.
    For a long time I never really acknowledged this part of myself, for with it brought the danger and stigma of sounding like a crazy person.
    I decided with my latest release, to the best of my ability, to capture and express this chess match of thought.
    Hi Ren comes out in just over 24 hours.
    I can't wait for you all to hear it.

    • @striderman-
      @striderman- 년 전 +569

      Ren these words mean more to me than you'd ever understand. The fact you silenced that voice in your head gives me hope that I can too. Please keep on fighting. The world needs you. I've recently discovered you and TBP and you've changed my perception in ways I don't understand yet.

    • @bookerwills8649
      @bookerwills8649 년 전 +188

      Can't wait, also that's very deep and I appreciate you being so open, we need that in today's world where we are supposed to be strong and independent, we need to hear about others struggles in order to deal with our own, we need to help each other.

    • @bookerwills8649
      @bookerwills8649 년 전 +314

      I will add a quick story to show why being open helps others. I was trapped in a hole that I was lowered in a cage to do some work. Utter catastrophe happened and water started filling the hole. I couldn't get to the cage to get raised, I resigned to I was going to die. Luckily it got solved before I drown, I got out eventually puked out of shock and was never the same. However I didn't think about the people watching from up top, they thought they were going to watch a man die and they didn't speak about it. Not until group therapy years later and with me being completely open and crying did one guy finally let go, "I thought I was going to watch you die" saying that out loud helped him and even me understand his animosity towards me. Being vulnerable allows others to also be vulnerable and that is not a bd thing. Thank you for sharing ren, I'm sure it's going to be an amazing video

    • @striderman-
      @striderman- 년 전 +120

      @@bookerwills8649 I'm glad you're still with us to share this story. Your story is an affirmation to my core value in life. Every interaction we have with each other is a "two way street". Travel down the other person's path before you judge or come to conclusions. If more people would Sonder this world would be a better place.

    • @williamwaddell6799
      @williamwaddell6799 년 전 +23

      REN do u think it's a help or a hindrance when it comes to making music ? , I'm not saying it has to be one or the other just wondered if either happens to be the case

  • @RenMakesMusic
    @RenMakesMusic  년 전 +16181

    I wanted to make this track one of the most honest and raw pieces i've made. All live stripped back with just me and a guitar, It's probably my proudest works to date, and I cant wait for you guys to see it, remember to turn on the notifications button to be reminded to join me at the premier next Thursday at 7pm GMT. See you guys there. So excited for you guys to see this

    • @samyoggg9284
      @samyoggg9284 년 전 +17

      So excited!!!! ❤️

    • @monkeytonker4637
      @monkeytonker4637 년 전 +44

      Your work is always 💯
      I like music again because of you👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

    • @dirtyjeans1854
      @dirtyjeans1854 년 전 +16

      so excited to be here for this 🤍

    • @Lo-Vi
      @Lo-Vi 년 전 +12

      Can't wait!

    • @bryantbetts9536
      @bryantbetts9536 년 전 +14

      Wowza! I am looking forward to hearing this one, but cannot figure out how to join the wait. You pur so much of your soul into your music it's inspiring. Hopefully I'll stumble on a busk one day!

  • @muslimofficiall
    @muslimofficiall 14 일 전 +62

    WOW . 🔥

  • @johnmackey2240
    @johnmackey2240 28 일 전 +306

    "The people who find it respect it."
    Indeed.

  • @justinguitar
    @justinguitar 2 개월 전 +687

    Wow, what a performance. This is one of the most fresh and original works of art I have seen in decades. Congratulations young man - you're awesome!

    • @josefigueroa6551
      @josefigueroa6551 2 개월 전

      If u like this check out Complete- song name Jordan

    • @mikryan6567
      @mikryan6567 2 개월 전

      He's only unsigned person to get no1 apparently

    • @davidkohli6117
      @davidkohli6117 2 개월 전

      Found you
      Your lessons are great
      Thanks

    • @cornebod
      @cornebod 2 개월 전 +1

      You know he is in his 30's right?

    • @mikryan6567
      @mikryan6567 2 개월 전 +1

      Hey 30's is young

  • @Bwatt5000
    @Bwatt5000 13 일 전 +121

    When a 9+ minute song feels like it’s 30 seconds. Phenomenal. I got chills.

    • @kelseychatski7046
      @kelseychatski7046 7 일 전 +9

      I didn't even realize how long it was until I read your comment. Wow, yeah. I was mesmerized

  • @Crusader-eh2cv
    @Crusader-eh2cv 2 일 전 +10

    As a war veteran with, with brain injuries, many demons, and constant rumination this speaks to me. Thanks for this.

  • @coreyms
    @coreyms 년 전 +9565

    I teach computer programming on my channel and this is the first time I’ve shared a non-programming related video on my community feed because I felt like it had such a good message for folks to hear. Really respect the art of this song man. Thanks so much for sharing.

    • @RenMakesMusic
      @RenMakesMusic  년 전 +1137

      Appreciate that Corey and I'm glad the song connected!!!!

    • @JollyBeJolly
      @JollyBeJolly 년 전 +113

      Came from that post!

    • @baconmanbro
      @baconmanbro 년 전 +86

      Thanks for sharing, Corey. I don't think I was ever so confused and amazed at the same time.

    • @markcollins9005
      @markcollins9005 년 전 +35

      @coreyms, lol, I've just been watching your Pandas tutorial.

    • @super-eth8478
      @super-eth8478 년 전 +29

      We r here because of you !!

  • @danielthrasher
    @danielthrasher 11 개월 전 +1017

    well this is magical

    • @HeatherBarks
      @HeatherBarks 11 개월 전 +36

      it's not even a song, it's a genuine experience

    • @reyanshashok8319
      @reyanshashok8319 11 개월 전 +18

      OML U WATCH REN!?!? its amazing how theres appreciation amongst musicians for all types of music. Seems like such a supportive community when there arent many people creating a negetive environemnt for every artist

    • @THAT_0N3_GUY
      @THAT_0N3_GUY 11 개월 전 +13

      Greatness just recognizing greatness!

    • @5borlandoalarcolevaggi701
      @5borlandoalarcolevaggi701 11 개월 전 +10

      LAD YOU LIKE THIS TOO?? I FUCKING LOVE YA FAM

    • @youtubeaccount5505
      @youtubeaccount5505 11 개월 전 +12

      The love child of Eminem, Mike Shinoda, Jazz Emu, Cillian Murphy, and Macklemore existing in a musical storytelling world designed by Queen. Raw, unique, and beautiful. This story of inner turmoil, persistence, self actualization, and acceptance is truly outstanding.

  • @hiphopgrinch
    @hiphopgrinch 8 일 전 +25

    This isn't a song. It's a journey through the struggle of the mind.

    • @StephenDamroth
      @StephenDamroth 4 일 전

      You are so right! But yet, it's also so much more as well. It's a shadow dance tour of the human condition from the rafters through to the sub-basement. It's effing transcendent!

  • @BillDeWitt
    @BillDeWitt 5 일 전 +6

    In my nearly 70 years on this Earth I have never been so transformed by a single piece of Art. Thank you for your work.

  • @OfentseMwaseFilms
    @OfentseMwaseFilms 11 개월 전 +1377

    Well done KRplus, you finally recommended sommething actually Good!

  • @billhughes6798
    @billhughes6798 년 전 +26423

    I’m just a 73 year old man who over my years on this earth have learned to appreciate all forms and styles of music. I rarely comment on the majority of artists I have stumbled upon in my search for good music but you sir are one of those very rare artists that I’ve heard who can span the distance of age. Your music, style and emotion in your performance is refreshing to this old man and my belief in the younger generation of musical artists. I look very much forward to listening to more of your creations, for they are not mere songs that you share, they are life.

    • @tvch4mpion
      @tvch4mpion 년 전 +133

      🙏✨️

    • @terywetherlow7970
      @terywetherlow7970 년 전 +96

      It was interesting to say the least. I enjoyed it and love acoustic guitar. Bravo young man and best wishes. Tee in USA

    • @BnW1903
      @BnW1903 년 전 +137

      Uncle Bill, this can't be explained better.. Thanks for your kind thoughts..🥰

    • @evand42
      @evand42 년 전 +71

      stay safe king keep exploring till you drop dead, love you

    • @catpathcottage2995
      @catpathcottage2995 년 전 +125

      I'm almost that elderly. I don't think this has to do with age this is a just really good artist.

  • @tamsin1969
    @tamsin1969 8 일 전 +27

    This is BRILLIANT. Perfectly encapsulates the inner struggle of trauma and self doubt and healing. 💫

  • @ErrolAlger
    @ErrolAlger 8 일 전 +22

    Just tremendous. Must be at least my fifth time watching and listening to the whole thing through since my 43-year-old daughter shared it with me in a text message on March 6, 2024. It was a shocking experience. I recognized myself in it. This time, it brought me to tears. Got the LP already. She ordered it for me. The "Sick Boi" sticker is on my car. Ordered the CD today so I can listen and reflect when I'm on the road. Ren is changing attitudes, saving lives, and infusing individuals with hope.

  • @trashkru
    @trashkru 년 전 +26348

    This is no longer a song. This is no longer music. This is a soul splitting open and exploding into art.

  • @phoenixteagarden2317
    @phoenixteagarden2317 년 전 +2222

    I am a psychiatric nurse. I actually learned about you from another psych. nurse. Your music is spreading and inspiring both patients and staff. Thank you for doing this. It makes a difference. It really does.

    • @justinofboulder
      @justinofboulder 년 전 +50

      Thank you for your comment, and your contribution to helping others find wellness! If I may share, for the years that my Lyme disease was misdiagnosed, many of my symptoms showed up as psychological and neurological. I feel so grateful to have come through the other side (7 years later) and this song really inspires me to appreciate the darkness of my past as I journey in to the light. Bless!

    • @EmmanuelOjex
      @EmmanuelOjex 년 전 +8

      Amazing

    • @sashadavies3742
      @sashadavies3742 년 전 +8

      This is amazing

    • @opalmills2914
      @opalmills2914 년 전 +24

      Hi Phoenix. We taught together in Ulsan about a decade ago. It's insane to come across your name on a random youtube video. Hope all is well - Lee Teacher.

    • @pixel9050
      @pixel9050 년 전 +14

      I’ve written and unwritten what I want to say but my words are so 😮, so Human !
      Felt very un-alone and that someone -a Human gets it !
      Thank you ☺️
      Keep making waves and shaking the world ❤

  • @annarussell2547
    @annarussell2547 7 일 전 +6

    The internal war we all face. This left a footprint on my soul.

  • @garylau4790
    @garylau4790 20 일 전 +61

    I discovered this song while headed down a dark rabbit hole at 4am the other night. This past year or so has been the hardest time of my life. I'm dealing with an ex with bpd trying to do everything possible to hurt me, including keeping my kids from me. These past months it has really taken a toll on me and I can feel my mental health deteriorating. Thank you for giving me hope that the good voices can win.

  • @dirkdombrowski713
    @dirkdombrowski713 년 전 +641

    - you did something great
    - you will be remembered
    - you did something special
    - your music is really connected
    - your music is respected
    - you made waves
    - you shaked the world
    - you are hope

    • @daddyj2030
      @daddyj2030 년 전 +5

      Absolute truth 💯

    • @morrismacri962
      @morrismacri962 년 전 +3

      👌

    • @morrismacri962
      @morrismacri962 년 전 +3

      Much Respect 🙏

    • @danamckenzie7872
      @danamckenzie7872 년 전 +3

      I think you are a quiet genius
      I can’t reply to that main thread
      But I want you to know
      You are a Quiet genius
      I respect this song.
      I don’t know you so. Can’t pretend
      But this…..

    • @FearDaReaper
      @FearDaReaper 년 전 +1

      Well said

  • @Wolfsta
    @Wolfsta 6 개월 전 +1784

    I commented under one of Ren's other songs talking about my depression. I have never seen so much support from another community online. YOU GUYS (including Ren) are the real treasure. Keep being awesome, the world needs you!

    • @mystic_momma333
      @mystic_momma333 6 개월 전 +4

      Just remember that sadness is different from depression... ;) 💕

    • @robindevoh
      @robindevoh 6 개월 전 +3

      World needs you too ❤

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta 6 개월 전

      @@mystic_momma333 🙏🙏

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta 6 개월 전 +4

      @@robindevoh 🙏🖤

    • @dasnerft96
      @dasnerft96 6 개월 전 +7

      damn man/mann't
      that's so nice, It's so nice to hear that you were heard, being heard is a huuuugeeee step, especially if you feel heard, to me it's 70% of the way of recovery. I hope you're doing better than you did a month ago. Don't tell yourself you need to improve everyday, sometimes there is a setback, which isn't back to 0, but back to the last point, it's okay and you'll do it, i have no clue who you are, but the fact that you are even thinking about if you're worth it, makes you worth it. You're great

  • @Tv0j4St4r4
    @Tv0j4St4r4 23 일 전 +14

    My religion teacher told me to listen to this song as a homework. He made a very great choice. I am in love with this song, it's so deep that I can feel it in my bones. Keep going Ren, you're great

  • @zuttrax9654
    @zuttrax9654 5 일 전 +5

    It's 3:20 am, watching this smiling on my bed. This is too good.

  • @mikalan888
    @mikalan888 11 개월 전 +379

    My little Brothers name is REN. Ren went missing and I thought he was dead. I searched the internet high and low for clues and then I came upon your video HI-REN. It was as if My brother was singing his personal Anthem. You share his name and his struggle. After 5 months I found my brother safe. I shared with him this video, we watched it together and cried from the deepest part of our souls. Your message is so needed in this chaotic world and HOPE is the light we look to. In pure gratitude for your gift…. Thank you Ren.

  • @colly6013
    @colly6013 년 전 +501

    I’m a therapist in my 60’s, this dragged me from high to low to high again, just like the pendulum Ren describes. Standing ovation from me 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @droom700
      @droom700 년 전 +18

      As hard as it is to live with constant swing from light to dark… think how much more it would take to cope with constant mediocre greyness!

    • @davidmcgrew4026
      @davidmcgrew4026 8 일 전

      Oh, you like music from retards?

  • @user-hu7pm2yd4u
    @user-hu7pm2yd4u 8 일 전 +15

    Probably the most original and alarming pieces of music I have ever heard.
    Thank you.

  • @Stevil1979
    @Stevil1979 5 일 전 +6

    A modern day crossroads just discovered you for myself love what you do. Keep it up.

  • @Hefficide
    @Hefficide 년 전 +414

    I was a teenager in the 80's and music was my passion. My spirit. I got older. Got pulled under by life. I lost my passion along the way. It's been a very long time since I came across music that touched me and made me feel that connection again. A month or two ago you popped up in my recommendations and I clicked. I am very glad that I did because for the first time, in a very long time, you've helped me feel that passion again. Thank you Ren. You have a gift that does not come along often.

    • @hm27200
      @hm27200 년 전 +8

      Is right lad am happy for you. Rens music is amazing. Hope u enjoy your found again journey

    • @RandoManFPV
      @RandoManFPV 년 전 +7

      💤 most slept on musician

    • @tweetwalker2165
      @tweetwalker2165 년 전 +4

      I agree I could just listen to him play the guitar all day. Then his vocal journey is the icing on the cake.

    • @crushingthevector5837
      @crushingthevector5837 년 전 +8

      I feel you bro. Im sort of in that funk now. Been several years since I have had that fire. I was once consumed by it, but life just drained me for every ounce of motivation I had. After nearly 25 years I just got lost and its been very hard to find my way back. And sadly, this time it will be alone. After decades of creating within a group, going solo is such a huge challenge for me. Artists like REN, are indeed rekindling that fire. Its a good feeling.

    • @d3maccus
      @d3maccus 10 개월 전 +1

      get back into music! get creating, you deserve it. there is nothing better. im the same way, and its where I found my spirality as a teen.

  • @melparkes354
    @melparkes354 8 개월 전 +331

    "And the people who find it respect it."
    Facts Ren. Facts.

  • @mortenu.9453
    @mortenu.9453 7 일 전 +9

    „Im the voice that you hear when u loosen the noose on the rope“ I start crying everytime I hear that part. The gorgeously sounding singing of him after this part just finishes but builds me up at the same time. Never felt like this while listening to a song. Just incredible what your words and your music does to people!❤️

  • @mikehouseholder6416
    @mikehouseholder6416 16 일 전 +14

    Bro, I found this randomly... it's amazing... I don't like videos, much less comment on them, but here I am doing both... don't ever quit making music and don't give up!

  • @peaceoutvanlife
    @peaceoutvanlife 개월 전 +595

    Fucking perfect. Concept. Performance. Lyrics. Message. Cinematography. Deserves a Grammy. Bravo!

    • @iamwhoyousayiam6773
      @iamwhoyousayiam6773 28 일 전 +23

      Taylor Swift deserves a Grammy. Ren is so far above that garbage.

    • @111...
      @111... 27 일 전 +13

      ​@@iamwhoyousayiam6773 can't say I agree regarding Taylor Swift deserving a Grammy, but I definitely agree Ren is above all that... this is ART & I love it! Incredible talent! 💙

    • @peaceoutvanlife
      @peaceoutvanlife 27 일 전

      Thinking you mean Swift in NO WAY deserves a Grammy?? No way you could commend this dude then think she deserves any accolation for the crap she puts out! 🙄🤮​@@iamwhoyousayiam6773

    • @gemini62167
      @gemini62167 27 일 전

      And to think a crap song about gushy wet twats got best song of the year.... makes me want to puke that it was even played once, anywhere. But this was utter fantastico.

    • @ponderthis6102
      @ponderthis6102 21 일 전 +4

      LOVE THIS SONG, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOUR MESSAGE, ART, TALENT, SOUL. ❤

  • @noxskaven4343
    @noxskaven4343 년 전 +153

    I've been in and out of the mental hospital since I was a teenager, by my count eight times now. Without sharing my diagnoses (I have a lot), I regularly have psychosis on top of mood swings and panic attacks, and as hard as its been for me, it's been harder for my family that can't understand. My father showed me this, and I think he was excited to be able to feel connected to me through music that he could relate to my mental health problems.
    I'm not really one to leave comments, but I wanted to say thank you.

    • @petemavus2948
      @petemavus2948 년 전 +16

      And I want to say thank you for leaving this comment as it is just as beautiful as this song and video. 💜

  • @kateflintstone2349
    @kateflintstone2349 20 일 전 +11

    Bloody hell, there are no words to describe how genius this is. This is epic. Thank you so much for open up and make it so strong with art. Bloody amazing, this dude deserves all platforms! So talented also! Much love!!!

  • @fever__dream
    @fever__dream 25 일 전 +12

    Just found this by accident! Now I'm obsessed. Man, that's the most honest song I may have ever heard. REN, YOU ARE ALREADY DOING SOMETHING GREAT! MUCH LOVE FROM KENTUCKY!!

  • @MarcelousTV
    @MarcelousTV 년 전 +906

    I have come to the conclusion that this performance should win both a Grammy and an Oscar!

    • @lucasseal1
      @lucasseal1 년 전

      Fuck no!
      Why would we want to tarnish this artist with Hollyweird satanic ritualism and have this amazing artist involved with an evil group of has been's.

    • @boshmow3600
      @boshmow3600 년 전 +28

      It's won hearts and minds. That's powerful.

    • @leprosysucks
      @leprosysucks 년 전 +13

      oscars are for acting and this is real and raw no acting needed

    • @adjacent891
      @adjacent891 년 전 +1

      I agree 😎❤️

    • @mattblatchley2061
      @mattblatchley2061 년 전 +17

      RIGHT! It's like a stage play on Broadway... better add a Tony award too!!! 😁

  • @shirleycarter2231
    @shirleycarter2231 년 전 +430

    I am a woman in my seventies. I gave up on today’s music , for some years now, then last week, I heard Ren!! I haven’t felt so excited, inspired and enthralled by music, since I first heard David Bowie in the 70’s...... he said, Rock was the art form of the working class.... I think Ren just gave a voice to a whole generation of disenfranchised young people of today, and those of all ages struggling with their own mental health..... deep and wonderful , thank you Ren ❤️

    • @TheRock-xj7hs
      @TheRock-xj7hs 년 전 +7

      He speaks for so many of us…

    • @n0l1f3music
      @n0l1f3music 년 전 +3

      U ain't 70 lol

    • @joshmason1460
      @joshmason1460 년 전

      @@n0l1f3music you don’t actually have no life

    • @joshgarcia1899
      @joshgarcia1899 년 전

      Calm down ol' hag

    • @sethley91
      @sethley91 년 전 +7

      I am a man in my 30s who'd also given up. I missed the story telling. The movie like aspect music used to carry. Growing up on marty robbins and the like there was a story for the song. This blows me away and makes me so happy that the story telling and meaningful music isn't dead. We're not limited to a beat and some words. Thank you to Ren

  • @RekijanGaming
    @RekijanGaming 8 일 전 +11

    Watched this video hundreds of times now, but every time the stands up (on his own two feet) I get chills down my spine

  • @user-if9kw4qj3c
    @user-if9kw4qj3c 17 일 전 +4

    Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with this. I listen to it every day, and over and over when my illness voice/dark nihilistic self-loathing side starts up. I've been fighting addiction and depression for the past 20 years - also led to psychotic breaks, weeks at a time in hospital, months in rehabs and detoxes, and being stuck in my own bed feeling completly alone and in physical and mental agony. This piece connects to me on such a deep level and I can't get enough of it, and everything else I've come across by Ren.

  • @wendybirdhouse
    @wendybirdhouse 년 전 +437

    You saved the life of a young man I worry about. I'm a retired teacher and after bumping into him in town, I sent him this. I envisage a huge crowd marching on Parliament to stop the attack on the NHS funding for young people's mental health with everyone singing this together. You have given me, an old lady hope. To see this amount of passion and determination in the younger generation is exhilarating. But more than that Ren - you saved a life.

    • @aliciastrose2835
      @aliciastrose2835 년 전 +4

      My heart just exploded in the most beautiful way. 💛

    • @paulsimpson5949
      @paulsimpson5949 년 전 +5

      To save a life is a monumental thing for anyone to do but to help many more to feel better about themselves and maybe save many more to realise death is inevitable but the longer you hang in there the better the chances of seeing there can be more to hang on to and find your own place in the world. Ren has an ability to do this and so do we all.

    • @DistrictWitch
      @DistrictWitch 년 전 +10

      I think *you* saved that life x

    • @nightspidergoha
      @nightspidergoha 년 전 +1

      Love your music bro n ya spirit it’s inspiring in this mad world! Much love bro

    • @chosentokill6148
      @chosentokill6148 년 전 +3

      You saved him too

  • @JWFowler36
    @JWFowler36 년 전 +913

    Ren, Im a 38 year old U.S. Navy Corpsman who has been dealing with PTSD and i cant ever tell anyone how it feels to be at battle with your own insides but your song makes to so clear what its like and i cant thank you enough or your words they are beyond worthy of any award in the world but i hope my thanks is enough at this moment.

    • @tamsynfallows3234
      @tamsynfallows3234 년 전 +32

      Just from some of the lyrics, I feel confident that this kind of feedback is the highest praise and satisfaction that a true, big hearted artist like this could ever want or hope for. Connection with other humans over industry praise!

    • @waywardgoddess7219
      @waywardgoddess7219 년 전 +38

      37yr old Army Vet here with PTSD and severe anxiety. Ditto to your comment

    • @ZeroCautionFPV
      @ZeroCautionFPV 년 전 +13

      Jesse, I just wanted to day thanks for your service. I was lucky enough to work with you guys during my time at NASWI SAR as a PR. You guys are seriously appreciated. Take care !
      I love this song and it does help ground me when the anxiety kicks in.

    • @dangrover9712
      @dangrover9712 년 전 +13

      He's fukin awesome. Off the scale. David Bowie would feel inferior hearing this guy

    • @mx360grader
      @mx360grader 년 전

      🤗

  • @Jimtosh809
    @Jimtosh809 24 일 전 +8

    60 years this September I’ll have been wrestling with the Beast. Your song Ren, you Ren, may have helped me more than all the therapy, reading and remedies I’ve tried. Thank you for this gift to the world.

  • @andredenhartog1264
    @andredenhartog1264 21 일 전 +5

    Listened and saw this many times 2 days ago. Visualisation of thought in music. Made me relax and soft, and the voice silent for two whole days. So happy. Thank you

  • @ericevans9507
    @ericevans9507 9 개월 전 +340

    I was done. Finished. Ready to check out. My military career, over. My children, raised. I was okay with becoming a statistic. I wondered, “where will I fall? 18, 12….22?” Then this song popped into my feed. Thank you Ren. Your song was like a friend reaching out in the dark to grab me just before I fall into the sweet abyss. I know there’s a lot of work ahead…but I have to save myself…I deserve being saved. Thank you. Your music is saving lives. Big love to you!

    • @cormackjames
      @cormackjames 9 개월 전 +13

      That is awesome, this to me is what should be felt, Ren is sharing and creating more awareness. We are not alone!

    • @sesamesheltonst5197
      @sesamesheltonst5197 9 개월 전 +14

      Hope: “The voice that u hear when u loosen the noose on the rope”
      That verse hit me hard.
      He also has a song about suicide. Perhaps it could help u too.

    • @ericevans9507
      @ericevans9507 9 개월 전 +3

      @@sesamesheltonst5197 which song is it? I’d love to know. I’ve only just now discovered Ren.

    • @simonejarvis3753
      @simonejarvis3753 9 개월 전 +5

      Be strong keep going good luck ❤xxx

    • @Kerbstone.am.i
      @Kerbstone.am.i 8 개월 전 +9

      You deserve to be saved. And loved. Please hold on, if not for yourself, for your family. And if you can hold on for them, eventually, you can see enough to hold onto yourself. You are not alone. Ever!

  • @b333nny9
    @b333nny9 년 전 +563

    This is an incredible piece of art. So proud of you, Ren. Stay strong for us.

    • @RenMakesMusic
      @RenMakesMusic  년 전 +86

      Thanku means a lot :)

    • @ryna258
      @ryna258 년 전

      @@RenMakesMusic Hi Ren. Thanks for the amazing art. You know this wont go viral in these decades of fakeness and lies. People wear masks many faces at different places and times and The devil took the light wear it looks like the angels are actually the devils now.. and they might stabbing your back.. confusing and complicated this world is these days its kinda annoying. Like the world is upside down now. Alot of things are still wrong. Needs to be fixed. But will someone fixed it? Anyone? Who knows. A Hero Maybe. Someone. No one.
      You know,
      "Too much love will kill you."
      - Brian May
      Yeah too much colors. Too many rules we break. Whats the difference with animals? They live with no rules so... yeah
      And i think...
      I want to break those masks. Yeah its sounds silly and naive. But
      Thats one of my dreams in the future. I know this aint goin any easy. But Ill try my worst to make it all come true. Anyway.
      And you
      Thank you
      I wont forget you and your amazing work of art. Really amazing. It wont go viral no but it will have much respect from me and other big fans of yours. Its the path of music you choosed this one. Amazing. Just. Wow. 🙏🏻👍🏻

    • @tompotter8748
      @tompotter8748 년 전 +4

      And for yourself.

    • @gailspaw5521
      @gailspaw5521 년 전 +2

      I agree

  • @mattlovesmovies1
    @mattlovesmovies1 28 일 전 +9

    Ren, this is fucking AMAZING!!! A work of absolute GENIUS. The literal definition of taking pain of the WORST kind and turning it into art of the BEST kind…much love brother ❤️👊

  • @moldyketchuphead
    @moldyketchuphead 21 일 전 +6

    This is a true work of art in every way, from every angle. I can't stop thinking about this song, I can't stop thinking about the dance and what it means to be human. I am truly grateful for artists like this, the ones who push us to grapple with hard truths. Thank you.

  • @m.g.5542
    @m.g.5542 년 전 +161

    Hi Ren,
    I don't know if you're reading this and I thought long and hard about what I'm going to say... It was just unbelievable, it had such an impact. You don't need millions of listeners to make the difference. What you do is unique, uniquely good. Please do not stop. We need you! Lots of love from Germany.

  • @molimaeyhising
    @molimaeyhising 년 전 +407

    Kicked heroin a year and half ago after 12 years of using and trying to just end it man. To be be fully honest with yall.
    This song has meant more than any song I've ever heard. I can't express it.
    Truly.
    How can one put into words the way a piece of art shakes and breaks your entire soul.
    Thank you.
    Thank you for creating.
    Thank you all for being here to support and relate to this..
    I love you.
    You are beautiful.
    Things get better.

    • @d.d.ucheabba5461
      @d.d.ucheabba5461 년 전 +11

      Suicide attempt survivor here, only one way....UP. LOVE in Christ to you. Hug.

    • @marjeketchum1630
      @marjeketchum1630 년 전 +4

      He sings from his soul , doesn't he. He reminds me of someone I lost recently, who also used music to try to heal his issues, but this artist has a strength my loved one couldn't quite manage. I've survived a severe chronic pain issue that started in the late 80s so know how to fight for life. I hope you find the strength you need, when you need it. And if you don't mind my best advice... positive reinforcement works amazingly well. On my worst days, if I repeat I'm having the best day ever, 3 times, within 20 minutes I'll realize I'm doing so much better. Blessings to you.

    • @Kathie4
      @Kathie4 년 전 +7

      That's beautiful. The first year & a half were the hardest for me. You're doing something incredibly difficult, so be proud. It gets a little easier as you go, so keep going.

    • @annefranklin7476
      @annefranklin7476 년 전 +5

      So agree, thank you, bless you take care

    • @blackeyedgirl76
      @blackeyedgirl76 년 전 +6

      Not going to lie, it’s a life long battle. It does get easier but only with time and therapy if needed and that’s your jam. I too felt this song, the lyrics in my soul. Please know, if you don’t succeed today then just try again tomorrow. You’ll get there. Best of luck to you!💜

  • @hiddenhistoryofearth5090

    It’s a work of genius. ❤ God bless you Ren.

  • @belikdawhoee
    @belikdawhoee 21 시간 전 +2

    "it's dangerous to go alone! take this"... Bless you, legend.

  • @SamuelPerryFalvey
    @SamuelPerryFalvey 년 전 +385

    Probably my favourite song I've heard Ren make! Was a pleasure to be a part of as always! I hope you all like it!

    • @GGG_3
      @GGG_3 년 전 +17

      thanks for all your amazing videos really always enjoyed them

    • @kidztimetv5322
      @kidztimetv5322 년 전 +9

      It’s a piece of art! Well done to everyone involved. I really hope this masterpiece gets the international recognition it deserves. I feel like it will go down in history and be a turning point where music meets poetry meets spoken word meets art. I feel like I’m watching in real time the evolution of music.

    • @magnificentTVchannel
      @magnificentTVchannel 년 전 +4

      As a director myself - kudos to you both for gripping work

    • @cholst1
      @cholst1 년 전 +2

      Your collaborations are a joy to watch!

    • @kerimccabe2931
      @kerimccabe2931 년 전 +2

      Phenomenal performance from ren and for you who captured it

  • @j.d.westfall3430
    @j.d.westfall3430 2 개월 전 +275

    I come back to this song regularly to remind myself to not give up. I'm a 43yo single dad who's been raising 3 girls for mostly on my own for the last 10 years. I've been to the darkest depths of my mind and have been on the edge of giving up too many times. This song reminds me that I'm not alone and I'm stronger than I've led myself to believe. My eyes have leaked countless times while listening to this song. I can't put into words how this song truly effects me. One of these days I hope to give you a hug and shake your hand.

    • @Desiredbalance
      @Desiredbalance 개월 전 +8

      Hang in there. Your strength shines light on the path that helps guide others on when they thought their light was dimming out. Sometimes it takes just a few more steps to get through the darkness and sometimes it’s a hike. If you can find it in you self to see the experience as just that and the lesson being taught that gives you the ability to be the one to help the one’s experiencing similar, the comfort to know you are stronger than you believe and that even though it’s hard to convince ourselves but everything has a way of working out if we do the things we know we need to do. One love my brother

    • @tripwilnau3563
      @tripwilnau3563 개월 전 +3

      42 yo full time single mom of 2 boys for the last 6 years. I feeeeeeel you. Totally worth it but damn. It is THE lonliest, hardest thing I have ever done. Don't give up.

    • @letsdostuff8967
      @letsdostuff8967 개월 전 +4

      As a daughter whose father attempted suicide 2 when I was 8 and my mother once as part of post-partum psychosis. You are fighting an impossible battle, but your family will support you and count on you. I hope you be well. Your children will be grateful you are here for their graduations, weddings and life moments.

    • @micernice13
      @micernice13 개월 전 +6

      As a daughter that grew up. I love my daddy. Hang in there I know it's hard

    • @amusedBYfools
      @amusedBYfools 개월 전 +5

      Do you realize the number of people that instantly connected to your vulnerability? You're not alone.

  • @kpj805
    @kpj805 22 일 전 +7

    A really good friend brought me here. This is a masterpiece. Thank you for expressing and demonstrating artistic process. Incredibly raw message that clearly lays everything on the table. I am excited to join your journey and look forward to seeing your continued work.

  • @blairasylum2
    @blairasylum2 13 일 전 +6

    Just recently introduced to you and this was the first piece of yours I heard. Absolutely amazing. I've now watched this video about 20 times in the past 3 weeks, either directly from your channel or from reaction videos from others. This one hits home hard. You are one of the most talented artists I've come across and I sincerely wish you the best in everything you do. After the first time seeing this, I just sat in my chair staring at the screen, completely speechless and had to watch it again. Without getting into any details, I can really relate to this story, thank you for this.

  • @jasonrichardson7239
    @jasonrichardson7239 년 전 +248

    My oldest son took his life 3 weeks ago. He regretted not joining the 27 club. The funeral was packed. He never realized how many people loved him and were sad. He was 28. Drugs and depression. Take care of yourself and your friends and family. I question everything now with my two younger boys. Be there for them.

    • @breathepinkfloyd9725
      @breathepinkfloyd9725 년 전 +17

      I am so sorry for your loss. May your son find peace and hope on the other side.

    • @OneLove101.
      @OneLove101. 년 전 +10

      Jason, I am so, very sorry. I can’t even begin to imagine your pain. Or that of your Son. He’s at peace now, but I know the turmoil and agony that’s left behind. Sending my love and prayers to you and your family. I hope your Son got to look down and see how important he was, to so many people. May he Rest In Paradise 🤍🕊️🤍

    • @rhipul
      @rhipul 년 전 +4

      So sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing.

    • @franwilby1254
      @franwilby1254 년 전 +3

      🙏❤

    • @shaftomite007
      @shaftomite007 년 전 +6

      I'm sorry brother. I lost my daughter. You're not alone.

  • @Ozymandi_as
    @Ozymandi_as 년 전 +478

    It's like Shakespeare was reborn, learnt guitar, wrote a rap lyric, and staged his own performance. Stupendous.

    • @kellyrae5829
      @kellyrae5829 년 전 +5

      It's absolutely beautiful

    • @Miafunfactory
      @Miafunfactory 년 전 +14

      as theyd say in PULP FICTION 2.
      “This some mozart shit right here“

    • @tonyc7689
      @tonyc7689 년 전 +13

      even higher then stupendous , soul shaking, mind blowing truth from both sides of pendulum. really great@ 65 I am still amazed by some music and this IS ONE OF THOSE ! FOR SURE !

    • @SS-rr7by
      @SS-rr7by 년 전 +3

      Absolutely not

    • @Ozymandi_as
      @Ozymandi_as 년 전 +5

      @@SS-rr7by lol, thanks for the feedback 😉

  • @cassandralynn7442
    @cassandralynn7442 26 일 전 +5

    Bless you … what a beautiful gift you have given to so many . Thank you❣️

  • @nazaxprime
    @nazaxprime 7 일 전 +7

    Always a pleasure. Thanks again, fam.

  • @XXChacowXX
    @XXChacowXX 년 전 +188

    Just wanted to say I’m a 46 year old man, I’ve been to war, through tragedy, watched my mother and father pass in hospitals in the span of 18 months. I’ve dealt with what came to me as a father of four cuz I’ve had to. Through it all I’ve barely shown emotion, not understanding how to deal with any and all of it. This song hit me so hard. I’ve listened to it over a dozen times and I have a hard time not tearing up each and every time. It’s literally hope. It’s the epitome of watching someone rise above struggle come manifest before my eyes. I have no words to describe how much I appreciate this song, your lyrics, your performance. Thank you

    • @waltertaylor7667
      @waltertaylor7667 년 전 +8

      Brother you are valuable, your feelings are real and deserve expression. Treat yourself the way you treat everyone else. I am a 43 year old father of 5. Recently accepted the fact that even though I am the strongest man in the room, I have never had a relationship that wasnt a bitch abusively plundering my life, especially the one with my recently dead father. Realize and celebrate yourself, bones to the rest of them for a minute.

    • @SportsSenpai
      @SportsSenpai 년 전 +3

      Love you man, life’s not always easy but it is worth it in the end and then onto the unknown

    • @TekPoy
      @TekPoy 년 전

      SKILLLLL ISSUE!

    • @jamesweston4691
      @jamesweston4691 년 전 +3

      ​​@@TekPoy have some respect

    • @harambe1573
      @harambe1573 6 개월 전

      get a job lil nigga

  • @MA-ft3pe
    @MA-ft3pe 년 전 +454

    I'm a combat vet that suffers from PTSD, depression and bipolar. And with all the doctors I had I felt never understood me, but with this one song I felt I finally found someone that gets me. Thank you for this masterpiece.

    • @bsmith8943
      @bsmith8943 년 전 +14

      Man. First. Thank you for your sacrifice and service. Please keep your head up keep fighting the fight.

    • @Dpreest
      @Dpreest 년 전 +2

      this doesnt add up, you wouldnt have been a soldier with bipolar

    • @hastie1974
      @hastie1974 년 전 +2

      ​@@Dpreest maybe not diagnosed till after

    • @hastie1974
      @hastie1974 년 전 +6

      ​@@Dpreest very judgmental

    • @dirtylikaratfpv6088
      @dirtylikaratfpv6088 년 전 +11

      For the person that said he couldn't have been a soldier of he ws diagnosed with bi polar.. I'm a US Army veteran.. 15th Signal. And I have a diagnosis of bi polar from the Department of Veterans Affairs hospital. Also depression, anxiety amd adhd. Real textbook looney bird I guess.. But went in I had a clean bill of health mind body and soul. I don't know how's any of those conditions work.. If they hand just lay dormant until they didn't. Or if they were developed post service. But there are VA hospitals all over this c mountry full of folks with conditions that would have disqualified them initially

  • @user-qm3eb9mp9t
    @user-qm3eb9mp9t 5 일 전 +5

    I’ve lived through 5 decades of music
    Ren is the best musician I’ve heard 🙏

  • @marcpret6789
    @marcpret6789 25 일 전 +8

    SO I just stumbled upon this - and what even is this - straight up amazing. Just maybe you are a genius. I don't really know what is art or how to appreciate it, but I think this may be it.

  • @omens_slays
    @omens_slays 3 개월 전 +457

    "You gotta kill you if you wanna kill me" that line always hits me like a freight train.

    • @AR-ot6dl
      @AR-ot6dl 2 개월 전 +2

      Since this song comes out, everyday. We got more to live for though.

    • @alwaysthebadguy_2020
      @alwaysthebadguy_2020 2 개월 전

      "loosen the noose on the rope"

    • @speedcell7
      @speedcell7 2 개월 전

      amazing song, but thats kind of stolen from Nf

    • @PaulStanley-tp6mc
      @PaulStanley-tp6mc 2 개월 전

      This is a moment! You have done your part! It’s up to the rest of us to bring you to fruition! Well done! We are so lucky and thankful for artists like you who can make a difference in the world

    • @whoru2judge476
      @whoru2judge476 2 개월 전 +1

      But then you may have to kill me! As I am you!

  • @dr.t2916
    @dr.t2916 년 전 +196

    That is the most raw beautiful song about the human experience I’ve heard. As a therapist, this is the dance I witness in my clients, and the dance had to accept in myself as human.
    Thank you, Ren, for managing to capture its pain, chaos and beauty in such a clear and touching way! This song is not only a musical masterpiece, but also a psychological one

  • @Silvermoonshadow
    @Silvermoonshadow 23 일 전 +3

    This was so impressive to listen to, and the monologue at the end was beautiful. I didn't know what to expect with the first note of the song, but it certainly wasn't what I got. Very well done

  • @lord-licht
    @lord-licht 26 일 전 +3

    Just found this by accident and could not stop listening. Especially the last bit hit hard as someone who has been living with chronic illness for two years and needed to learn how to live with it. The dance comparison is so true as is the importance of relaxing into it for your own survival. Thanks for this.

  • @NightsAndDays
    @NightsAndDays 11 개월 전 +242

    “It’s the duty of artists to go into the darkness and bring something back that’s tangible for people to heal themselves with” - Benjamin Tod

    • @subspaceanomaly
      @subspaceanomaly 11 개월 전 +3

      Good quote

    • @taylorpelletier89
      @taylorpelletier89 11 개월 전 +1

      @@subspaceanomalycheck that guy’s music out. Start with ‘War Inside of Me’
      Different style than him {folk/Americana} but guy writes amazing lyrics and lived them. Just like this guy. Authentic to the max.

    • @ChoJun69
      @ChoJun69 11 개월 전 +1

      Got goosebumps reading this lol

    • @n.s.3812
      @n.s.3812 11 개월 전 +3

      I don’t know how the heck I found myself here watching this, but to then read someone dropping a Benjamin Tod quote - someone I had almost the same reaction to years ago when first discovering (using again) is quite something.
      I’ve been through rehabs, filled volumes of diaries with similar lyrics and monologues, and I’ve had my ups and downs. As a musician myself, music is what’s always gotten me through. And hearing Ren describe getting older, and learning to dance that eternal dance as the pendulum swings really hit me hard.
      I’m in my 30s now, married, and just had a kid. I feel like the depression fell off a while back. Then it was replaced with apathy. And my creative side seemed to go away.
      Then my son was born and I was given a new purpose. I still haven’t reconnected with my creative half, but I squeeze in an hour or two a day of guitar or drums between diaper changes, working, fixing the house, etc.
      Good to hear, and remember, that we are all human. And we’re all in this together.

    • @MysticHeather
      @MysticHeather 11 개월 전

      I love Benjamin Todd he’s a modern day poet as well

  • @TufanPozan
    @TufanPozan 년 전 +312

    I am 53 years old and making music since 15. But this guy is a genius. This is perfect Art. I really respect him and what he is doing !

    • @chrismullin8304
      @chrismullin8304 년 전 +4

      I agree, it’s awesome!

    • @electronicfreak1111
      @electronicfreak1111 년 전 +1

      @@tomasrosa4430 then go?

    • @rentok8195
      @rentok8195 년 전 +6

      @@tomasrosa4430then why are you here commenting ?

    • @shaktipriestess2553
      @shaktipriestess2553 년 전 +1

      I am not musically inclined at all! Also completely uneducated in it. However, I can feel the frequency, the energy , explosions in my heart, and mind, now to play it again, and again gleaning the wisdom of his words. We are kindred Ren, your one of my kind✨

    • @DLNBioletto
      @DLNBioletto 년 전 +1

      Is there somewhere i can find your work?

  • @LowRange1452
    @LowRange1452 12 일 전 +3

    ren your music has pulled me out of a pit of self-destruction and you don't know how grateful I am to find your energy and thank you for voicing your troubles for people like me and it helps us greatly to know we are not alone. Keep it up man you are a sparker of real life and speaker of truth and love your way of telling your experience, that helps people that are going through shit and you do drag them out of a dark path. THANK YOU MAN

  • @joycemorris9717
    @joycemorris9717 7 일 전 +2

    Cuts you to the quick, relatable, provides a roadmap for strength to rise above, AND is musically remarkable! Thank you Ren!

  • @flippopotamuss
    @flippopotamuss 3 개월 전 +136

    Came here from Tiktok, Ren has consumed my attention for hours now. You really have a gift, I cannot wait to see how your career unfolds. May it be a long and healthy one sir

  • @rkaiser1957
    @rkaiser1957 7 개월 전 +197

    Ren, I'm 66 years old. I've been a music fan for as long as I can remember. This isn't a song, this is opera, this is something altogether new. This has touched me like nothing before. Keep fighting the good fight. And remember there is always "Hope" .

    • @peterharrison4841
      @peterharrison4841 6 개월 전 +2

      Man I'm 61yo and totally agree... this is inspiring and brilliant, sad yet eye opening

  • @JadahVaughan
    @JadahVaughan 2 일 전 +1

    I've been struggling with severe mental illness, imposter syndrome and poverty. And I'm an artist. This, speaks volumes. Thank you so so much for this masterpiece. The emotion is so raw but so comforting to hear

  • @marcidorman
    @marcidorman 21 일 전 +2

    Hi, Ren. I create a lot of pain for myself trying to eradicate my anxious, depressed, and manic sides. I know I need to let go of the idea that I’m a failure because I can’t get rid of my shadow side, but it’s hard to hold onto that knowledge.
    I feel that your song will be something that will help me and that I will remember for a long time. Music seems to be able to plant itself in me in a deeper and more meaningful way than all the messages of my thinking mind. It’s just that powerful. So thank you for sharing your experience, your music, yourself with us.

  • @RaineyDaysStudio
    @RaineyDaysStudio 년 전 +238

    “Some people know me as the voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope.” Absolutely wild, I’m stunned by the art you’ve created. That line crushes me.

  • @theesandirose3570
    @theesandirose3570 28 일 전 +2

    Ren, you are the chosen one. You are the GOAT!! No One compares to you! Congratulations on all of your well deserved success. I make TikToks to your songs and I think people are finally waking up and connecting with you and it's such a beautiful thing. Fkn fire 🔥 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @highlandergrog6041
    @highlandergrog6041 25 일 전 +3

    I have DID(multiple personality disorder) this song means so much to me. On our worst days I, us, me and we listen to this song. Having a hard time. Thank you for this song. We all listen to it over and over and over again.

  • @chriskeverne4459
    @chriskeverne4459 년 전 +204

    This is my first ever comment on KRplus, I'm a 54 yr old British man living in America. This affected me in so many beneficial ways, I can't list them. You deserve so much admiration and respect. It makes me proud to be British. 🇬🇧

    • @patriciacarter1007
      @patriciacarter1007 년 전 +4

      G-day, I’m a 54 year old Australian woman who has British ancestry. 😊 I’ve always enjoyed British music, comedy etc. I’ve never really got into this kind of music, until now discovered this talented young man through Justin Hawkins of the Darkness who’s British rock band I really enjoy there music. I just felt the need to comment welcome to the world of you tube commenting lol. Hope you & your family are doing well in this crazy messed up world at the moment. 🇦🇺🇬🇧😊🐨🦘🦈🐊

    • @ASilentPanther
      @ASilentPanther 년 전 +1

      Not really proud to admit it, but I think the words really are more elegant over there than it is here in the states. It’s like they have more meaning and they are aesthetically pleasing as well. I’ve been wanting to add proper as an adjective and call my friends mates but it wouldn’t sound right here I don’t think! 😂

  • @Emi-70
    @Emi-70 년 전 +166

    This guy may not be the next Jimi Hendrix but he will be the first Ren. And what I've heard from him in music and poetry over the last few years is already making waves. Ren is a concentrate of talent and creativity that connects. People of different musical genres, skin colors and age groups come together and enjoy his works. This is so much more than music!

    • @BlueBeeThemeMusic
      @BlueBeeThemeMusic 년 전 +2

      Great bit of advert writing there. Bud

    • @bearnaff9387
      @bearnaff9387 년 전 +2

      "... but he will be the first Ren."
      Holy shit, dude. Would that anyone ever had reason to say that about me.

    • @aze2099
      @aze2099 년 전 +4

      There will be songs in the future referencing "you think you're the next Ren?". Guaranteed!

  • @Martselina
    @Martselina 28 일 전 +3

    Wow... This is a masterpiece.
    The depth of this is palpable. I listened to it some dozen times in 24 hours, and each time the messages became clearer and struck deeper. I truly feel that the essence of this masterpiece is the internal struggle of humanity. I truly feel that.
    Thank you Ren 🙏

  • @amyyoungblood9464
    @amyyoungblood9464 5 일 전 +1

    Can relate so much. This is putting all the voices in your head outside of you and putting it into an artfrorm. Its a masterpiece.

  • @helenlewis415
    @helenlewis415 년 전 +337

    I work in Suicide Prevention I will be definitely telling callers to listen to your song. I think this song will understand we all have darkness and light and we have to learn the dance and appreciate ourselves. I think this song will help them. ❤️

    • @SurrealMcCoy
      @SurrealMcCoy 년 전 +5

      Helen, take the next step and see that there's no dancer. Just the dance.☯

    • @tripzville7569
      @tripzville7569 년 전 +3

      Absolutely no doubt. This young lad is a genius. He is not only innately talented, but is clever and has such wisdom ,as to true this round and use it to his advantage . So many messages in this track for us all.

    • @crew_bakka
      @crew_bakka 년 전 +10

      As a diagnosed DID person who deals a lot with these thougths i can say
      It does help. It shows that there are people who understand and that these peoples are able to finds the words we couldn't .

    • @zed4225
      @zed4225 10 개월 전

      Love your work, keep on sharing, this song saves lives. #Ren thankyou

    • @cathywensley7819
      @cathywensley7819 10 개월 전

      And to think that CNN falsely claimed that "Hi Ren" endorsed suicide. How wrong they are.

  • @matildealmeida9367
    @matildealmeida9367 년 전 +1800

    It doesn't even feel like 9 minutes, what an amazing track

    • @RenMakesMusic
      @RenMakesMusic  년 전 +177

      Thankuu ❤️

    • @matildealmeida9367
      @matildealmeida9367 년 전 +17

      @@RenMakesMusic Love from Portugal! 🇵🇹

    • @squarebreads
      @squarebreads 년 전 +4

      especially when the playback speed us 1.75

    • @respeed4591
      @respeed4591 년 전 +13

      When the song stopped i waited for the second part because i thought that only 2 minutes has passed

    • @Cosmic_Drake
      @Cosmic_Drake 년 전 +11

      Such a universal timeless sequence. ♥Gorgeous piece.

  • @michaelhaunschmid4630
    @michaelhaunschmid4630 26 일 전 +4

    Man thank you for that song. So much power and hope. My honest respect.

  • @lisaannmeawasige-kertesz1976

    💗 WOW ... that's all I have right now. Is WOW. I'm speechless. 👏

  • @valenzuela940
    @valenzuela940 년 전 +212

    This song is for humanity. Ren isn't crazy, he's human. He's more sensitive to his experience, which can be either a gift or curse. It looks like he's cycled through the curse and letting his gift shine. He will help wake people up. He's a gift.

    • @abc1231706
      @abc1231706 년 전 +4

      Well said!

    • @amandaclark6886
      @amandaclark6886 년 전 +7

      He really is a true gift to this world. My soul has never felt more understood than when I listen to this song. To his experiences. What a special gifted soul you are Ren. I can't thank you enough. I just pace in circles balling my eyes out, knowing you exist. ✨️🙌✨️🤍🤍🤍🖤🖤🖤🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 Thank you again from the very depths of my heart and soul. 🫶🙏

    • @Janetemusic
      @Janetemusic 년 전 +1

      Pure truth. ❤

  • @lynneforrette3428
    @lynneforrette3428 년 전 +143

    You are BRILLIANT! I am 78(almost) and this is such a thought provoking insight into ego and alter ego. You, young man, are going places. Don’t let the sharks take advantage of your talent. Stay true!!!

    • @LoriCrabtree31
      @LoriCrabtree31 년 전

      Wow, you're beautiful! Never would've guessed you're in your 70's! Agree, Ren is talented!!

    • @harambe1573
      @harambe1573 6 개월 전

      YOU ARE THE WINNER FOR THE OLDEST ASS HEAD IN THIS COMMENT SECTION, GOOD JOB, quick question: can u still walk?

  • @GeorgeAllenPCsAllen
    @GeorgeAllenPCsAllen 5 일 전 +1

    Heard this on a whim from a friend. Never have i felt more moved. This is artistic brilliance. Thank you for giving this to us.

  • @catttthhhhoooo
    @catttthhhhoooo 20 일 전 +3

    Ren you're so fuckin clever! This clip is beyond poetic, yet eerily destructive. Your lyrical genius makes me cry every time I watch this! Unfortunately I understand this internal struggle more than you can understand. I am so impressed that you are you are so brave to tell your story so honestly and uniquely - and to perform it live at the same time... You are one talented guy! Also, I need to comment on the absolute brilliance of your film clips, so originally produced and so many fitting undertones going on around you. I friggin love it. You're an inspiration for anyone who identifies with you. You should be so proud of yourself xx @RenMakesMusic

  • @Abaddon231
    @Abaddon231 년 전 +245

    I'm discovering this after losing my daughter, we wrote music together , and had an amazing relationship .. since losing her I have been unable to play, I am surrounded by instruments and fun equipment but yet cannot even play a note..
    I was on the edge , questioning my purpose on this earth .
    I watched your performance and it hit me differently than anything else.
    All I can say is thank you..
    No you did not cure me , but you have made me aware .
    I scheduled my first therapy session and although I still can't make music, I am hopeful that I can overcome these demons that have overtaken my mind..
    Thank you Ren.

    • @DjAether8
      @DjAether8 년 전 +10

      Sorry for your loss brother, I couldn't even imagine. Hope that you will get back into music because in the end, music is the therapy and music is life. My condolences and much love.

    • @alexlowe8829
      @alexlowe8829 년 전 +3

      All the best brother. Some day you will be together again and untill then Champ: DO IT! Much Love.

    • @cytaldeeartist
      @cytaldeeartist 년 전 +2

      RIP. Sorry for your loss.

    • @minileon3708
      @minileon3708 년 전 +1

      Sorry for your loss brother.

    • @elizasherriff5578
      @elizasherriff5578 년 전 +3

      I believe in you, Seth. The music stood silent the day you lost your daughter. But I hope one day you'll play again. For although she lives in your heart, she comes alive within your music. I wish you all the best in the future. One day you'll play a note, and it'll be the most beautiful note... I'm rooting for you.
      If you ever need someone to talk to, message me.

  • @Terri_MacKay
    @Terri_MacKay 년 전 +166

    I don't really know what to say. I'm 60 years old, and I honestly can't remember ever hearing a song for the first time that stopped me in my tracks like this one did. That brought me to tears like this one. This song demands to be heard...it needs to be heard...it's a song for every human being who has ever struggled with mental illness and thought that there was no way through, no light at the end of the tunnel. I was one of them.
    Thank you for baring your soul. ❤️

    • @jaysea1553
      @jaysea1553 년 전 +6

      my heart goes out to you my son who is 44 years old has been off his meds for 8 month's now and he is coming back to us,l will most certainly make sure he listens to this, l was going to say song but it is more a work of fine art a masterpiece you would think he can't top this but it would not matter

    • @seejayjames
      @seejayjames 년 전 +2

      I was stopped in my tracks too. So many hard-hitting ideas that need to be heard, and felt. Amazing.

    • @Terri_MacKay
      @Terri_MacKay 년 전 +1

      @@jaysea1553 I'm so glad that you're getting your son back...and that he's finding himself again. Much love and healing thoughts to you, your son, and your whole family. Much better days are ahead. ❤️

  • @kevinwoods160
    @kevinwoods160 8 일 전 +2

    How does this not have over a billion views? Not a single person on this planet that can’t relate to at least some part of this, if not all. Fucking brilliant. Pardon my language but I felt it was warranted this time.

  • @martingd777
    @martingd777 16 일 전 +1

    Brilliant. Genius. Both understatements on a scale never before uttered but the best words I’ve got. ✨🙌🏼 Just madness incarnate, well done sir.

  • @markbailey418
    @markbailey418 년 전 +160

    Hi Ren . The very best performance I've ever seen in my 64 years here on earth . Thank You Man . Everyone should listen to this and hear the words you sing and speak . 🙏❤️🙏

    • @mrmaldoon8362
      @mrmaldoon8362 년 전 +1

      Isn't it great?! I just stumbled on this yesterday and didn't expect it to be like this..

    • @micheleclifford8969
      @micheleclifford8969 년 전 +1

      I agree🙏👏👏👏👏👏 Not Because I’m 64, but,😎 I Am 64… And I Totally Agree 😊

    • @mrmaldoon8362
      @mrmaldoon8362 년 전

      @@micheleclifford8969 Good taste young sir :)
      Edit: Cheers to many more years and Merry Christmas!

  • @gregghutson2048
    @gregghutson2048 25 일 전 +3

    Thank you Ren for inspiring me to face my pain, accept and stop trying to win.
    This video, and the man behind it, has given me the courage to face myself in the light and in the dark. I'm 49 with ADHD, i've struggled with mental health my whole life, but didn't know that i was until a few years ago. This has reinvigorated me at a low point of the pendulum. Ren, you deserve all the success...our world is a better place with you in it. all the love to you and all the people around you.

  • @TeddyRockSteady
    @TeddyRockSteady 28 일 전 +1

    Absolutely incredible execution and delivery! Loved every second of this. Danny Elfman eat your heart out. Amazing tune and performance! Thank you!

  • @wanrell
    @wanrell 년 전 +158

    Sending a message from the future and I can confidently say that this is such a refreshing and unique track and I can't get enough of it and I got it stuck on repeat now. The melody is so catchy and the lyrics are so well written. I love the dark and eerie atmosphere. Sick Boiiii!

  • @paulhagger3895
    @paulhagger3895 년 전 +109

    I am 61 years old and I've heard and seen plenty in my life. But this...this reduces me to tears each time I hear it. It's a masterpiece Ren. So raw and real. Funny and sad. Heartbreaking but redemptive. Love to you from downunder mate. Keep well and keep writing and playing. I will be following and listening.