HOW I STOPPED TAKING ADDERALL, how to deal with amphetamine withdrawal

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  • 게시일 2018. 03. 04.
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    This is a part of my story of Adderall use and abuse.
    I hope this can help anyone else on the path of healing, learning and growing.
    Having taken amphetamines for most of my life and departing from them, I again feel called to communicate with the ADD/ADHD community about what I have experienced, the impressions left on me and the perspective I have developed over time.
    Feel free to ask questions and respond so we can construct a better image of this situation as a whole
    Please comment and subscribe and I will reply to comments in more video and we can engage in a dialogue that can get to the bottom of our relationship to substances that relate to attention.
    I am learning so much, Thank you for watching.
    do you take amphetamines? Do you like them? Are you ever worried about them being too strong? Have you tried alternatives? Have you tried to quit? Tell me all about it in the comments
    Hit subscribe and learn all about it with me :@
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  • @PrestigeWorldWidePWW
    @PrestigeWorldWidePWW 5 년 전 +231

    Please pray for me. This is my 5th day off of adderall for 10 years.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전 +10

      Good for you. Sending you strength. How're you feeling?

    • @PrestigeWorldWidePWW
      @PrestigeWorldWidePWW 5 년 전 +39

      Bro I've been clean for 2 months now! Completion without adderal is so much more gratifying

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전 +4

      @@PrestigeWorldWidePWW yes!!!

    • @PrestigeWorldWidePWW
      @PrestigeWorldWidePWW 4 년 전 +30

      Honestly the first couple days I was crying and super depressed with no energy then about 2 weeks in I started to get my energy back. It's been about 4 months now and my confidence and endurance is coming back. It feels good

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  4 년 전 +6

      @@PrestigeWorldWidePWW congrats man! So good to hear you stick with it!!!

  • @jonathanclardy7823
    @jonathanclardy7823 5 년 전 +137

    Flushed my last two 20s instant release 9 years ago. Quit my job of 13 years and spent a month on the couch . Thank God my wife stood by me after seven years of amphetamine abuse. Keep your head up bro. Things do get better

    • @mrsaskander
      @mrsaskander 5 년 전 +4

      your depression only lasted a month?

    • @Trrippy_Shades
      @Trrippy_Shades 5 년 전 +4

      65 days off still depressed as fuck not feelimg normal abused them for 3 yrs daily...WHEN WILL IT GET BETTER

    • @jhmmgf4236
      @jhmmgf4236 4 년 전 +7

      @@Trrippy_Shades dont just quit then my dude.Get on something else.I would try modafinil or bupropion if I were you.Stay on them for like 1-2 months and then quit those too.

    • @Kylemathews1
      @Kylemathews1 4 년 전 +3

      @@Trrippy_Shades Kratom

    • @Trrippy_Shades
      @Trrippy_Shades 4 년 전 +4

      @@Kylemathews1 then you get hooked on that my friend

  • @haven876
    @haven876 3 년 전 +94

    I'm on day 5 of cold turkey quitting adderall. I'm in tears listening to this. It is so hard, blessings to all who are on this journey with me. Stay strong, you can do this

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  3 년 전 +7

      God speed. Stay strong. Remember, you are not the withdrawal, it is just passing through you

    • @haven876
      @haven876 3 년 전 +7

      @@R.L.Kramer thank you so much. This is literally the hardest thing I've ever had to do

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  3 년 전 +6

      @@haven876 it's the hardest thing I've ever done. I learned a lot about DOI g hard things by doing it. Stay tuned, I have more to share about it. Hope I can help

    • @marshallstrander3922
      @marshallstrander3922 년 전

      How’d it go?

    • @haven876
      @haven876 년 전 +7

      @@marshallstrander3922 thank you for asking! It went okay, I did indeed stop the adderall and it was just awful. The withdrawals were extremely intense. I've dealt with substance abuse issues for so long, so many years. Today, I am 11 days sober from everything. No weed, booze, or pills. Recovery is probably one of the hardest things to overcome, and to anyone who reads this, please know that you are not alone and that it will get better. Stay busy. Don't think too much, just commit to your new life and trust that it will get better. Things will feel raw (they do for me as I type this) and it may feel like you've lost part of your identity. There will absolutely be times that you are triggered, but find strength in whatever you can to make it through. For me, things were very boring at first, like nothing was sentimental anymore. But it will come back, and it will be more meaningful when you can find the things that do feel sentimental again. It will get better

  • @cbc067
    @cbc067 2 년 전 +38

    It took me about a year to get back to myself and I've never felt better. You can do it

  • @evdre532
    @evdre532 2 년 전 +49

    I NEVER comment on KRplus videos, but I've watched this video everyday since quitting adderall and it's honestly the reason I stay clean and keep fighting these suicidal thoughts. I used to cry to my therapist and friends about how I just want someone, anyone, to feel how I'm feeling, and after my first time watching this video it finally felt like someone understood. Every word you said resonated with me. I'm forever grateful. I can't thank you enough for this.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  2 년 전 +11

      Tears reading this. Knowing I'm not alone either. I'm so glad I could help you and I made the choice to share. I'm proud of you

    • @5_a_m_i
      @5_a_m_i 년 전

      How are you now?

    • @sugarman08
      @sugarman08 년 전

      I hope you're still not taking it

  • @samanthacoombs2625
    @samanthacoombs2625 5 년 전 +30

    You are a God send. I have been feeling so alone with the fear of withdrawal. 8 years of Addys. I am losing all my passion for everything. I’m so tired. Thank you! So much!!!!

    • @merissalabate7431
      @merissalabate7431 5 년 전 +3

      yes im so tired. it has to be cause our body hasn't had a true resting period just "fight or flight mode". 8 years now too truly wanting to be free from this and trying my best just scared of withdrawal

    • @infinity-signs
      @infinity-signs 3 년 전 +1

      I’ve been on them for 10 years I have to stop taking them starting today have you guys been off since last year and how is it ?

  • @AxtInk
    @AxtInk 5 년 전 +4

    Proud of you and appreciate you sharing this

  • @stellarstar9340
    @stellarstar9340 3 년 전 +2

    I cannot thank you enough for making and posting this video! YOU SIR are a BADASS, SOOO BRAVE, STRONG, & AMAZING for being so vulnerable, open, & honest about this addiction! I am currently trying to come off of Adderall after about 6 years of stimulant abuse (Vyvanse & Adderall, some Ritalin.). Thank you man! Seriously!!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @paper.hanger
    @paper.hanger 4 년 전 +21

    Thank you for sharing..so motivational. I could relate on so many levels..I truly didn’t realize how much this pill was a false idea of a life for over 14 years. It’s now the calm after the storm and having a support system going through this is so beneficial. Sending positive energy to you and everyone going through this journey.

  • @alisonannallyallen1437

    God bless this man

  • @timothystevens4025

    Bro your the man hope ur still doing good. That struggle and what u went through was a gift if it had anything to do with as real as ur being in this video

  • @keithfuller
    @keithfuller 5 년 전 +26

    Good on you brother. I accidentally kicked adderall last week under circumstances similar to yours. Your video is helping me. Illuminating the path; validating my experience. Thank you.

  • @sirhappyman
    @sirhappyman 2 년 전 +5

    Bro, I needed to see this, I'm quitting for my kids right now going through the withdrawal, I'll never do it again. Much love to you sir!

  • @ClayOnEarth
    @ClayOnEarth 개월 전 +2

    Really proud of you dude. Your story is a blessing to so many. Keep aiming up and may the wind be at your back.

  • @charlotterosemelvillebonne8001

    Bless you for creating this video and vulnerably sharing your experience. It’s SO hard. I was debating getting another prescription and this video helped deter me, so thank you for that. I am on day 6, and this is my 5th time quitting.

  • @harellevi9687
    @harellevi9687 4 년 전 +4

    I have no words but Thank you man

  • @kayteecee
    @kayteecee 2 년 전 +11

    I am commenting on this video again. I saw it on day 34 of sobriety and now on day 157. I know what works for me may not work for all but this video got me through a difficult time. Keep up the fight everyone!

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  2 년 전 +1

      Congrats!

    • @ItsChrisFtw
      @ItsChrisFtw 개월 전

      Two years later if you're still there...have you recovered? How are you doing? And looking back, would you ever take it again?

  • @easilyiguana5837
    @easilyiguana5837 년 전 +1

    Thank you for this. It was the most helpful one I've watched

  • @rauxmedia
    @rauxmedia 6 년 전 +22

    Honest, experience based testimony. Beautiful brother!

    • @rauxmedia
      @rauxmedia 6 년 전 +1

      ps: What was your average dose when you were using, before you tapered?

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전

      20-30mg XR, Either a 20 mgXR in the morning or 20mg XR in the morning and a 10MG tablet to keep it going in the afternoon

  • @randallrubenstein8072

    The struggle is real bro!!

  • @landonmunoz2090
    @landonmunoz2090 년 전 +1

    Fantastic journey bro. I feel so much of the same mentality on usage and personal reactions to what is going on in your journey. Just treat myself good, therapy, eat good, excercise 🙏 thank you for your post ✊️

  • @kevintomas1822
    @kevintomas1822 4 년 전 +2

    Thank you for this man

  • @maximusbaker5057
    @maximusbaker5057 2 년 전 +3

    Watched your first video on why you went off.... all I can say is thank you so much for an un-biased, anecdotal breakdown of what this drug has caused in your life. Making serious considerations after hearing first-hand from someone roughly in the same shoes as me. Much love, brother. WE GOT THIS!

  • @MariskavanBunderen

    Extremely helpful! You rock

  • @scottcortus9590
    @scottcortus9590 3 년 전 +1

    Thank you. Decided to make the change. Your story was helpful

  • @alizadevries1876
    @alizadevries1876 5 년 전 +7

    Thank you for the video. Good for you for overcoming Adderall and I hope you are able to fulfill, even surpass your potential in life. G-d bless.

  • @daniellabus114
    @daniellabus114 5 년 전

    Thank you for sharing 💛

  • @shawnlarsen4753
    @shawnlarsen4753 5 년 전

    Thanks for sharing. Excellent video.

  • @killabeedj9920
    @killabeedj9920 3 년 전 +2

    Youre awesome and thank you for sharing your story. I feel I'm on the right path with walking, painting and spending time with my pets. Discipline and meditation is an excellent idea ! I'm at the 3 week mark 🤞🏻🙏🏻

  • @mojofomo6182
    @mojofomo6182 년 전

    Great video. Extremely helpful. I am lookig to stop taking them myself. I've been on stimulants since the second grade on and off. The bit about not being able to take credit for the things accomplished while on the Adderall really resonates with me brother. Thank you for sharing.

  • @bigfood2001
    @bigfood2001 2 년 전 +6

    i'm 19 and i trying to get my life back together, searched on youtube 'cope with adderall withdrawal' and found your video. i can strongly relate to you and your video helped me a lot.
    thanks and love (from germany)

    • @bigfood2001
      @bigfood2001 2 년 전

      @@David-ye8fk 18, like you

    • @zamaz48
      @zamaz48 2 년 전 +1

      Am also in the same boat. 18yo. On it for 1.5 years.

  • @dogpawz
    @dogpawz 3 년 전

    Thank you so much for this ♥️

  • @nicoledefontaine6144
    @nicoledefontaine6144 5 년 전 +2

    Well done god bless you, thank you for Inspiring others 🙏🙏🙏

  • @donnidehart2177
    @donnidehart2177 4 년 전

    Thanks so much for sharing!

  • @ljvanhear
    @ljvanhear 5 년 전 +1

    inspiring. just know your video really truly helped me today xx

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전 +1

      that makes it worth it. Thank you.

  • @LongIslandsHardcoreDetectorist

    Thank you friend this helped me a lot.

  • @KingAbel510
    @KingAbel510 3 년 전

    Thank u for the video and wish u the best 🙏

  • @blacksand8427
    @blacksand8427 3 년 전 +35

    I stopped taking Adderall five months ago and it was the best choice I have made in my life. Yes, Adderall could be fun and make you feel like you are on the top of the world but remember, what goes up, must come down. Stay strong. Qq

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  3 년 전 +3

      Hell yeah

    • @easilyiguana5837
      @easilyiguana5837 년 전 +2

      How long did it take you to regain your natural level of energy and focus and motivation?

    • @aprilhassell1747
      @aprilhassell1747 년 전 +1

      @@easilyiguana5837 it can depend. And if you have ADD it will be harder.

    • @U.s-epa
      @U.s-epa 7 개월 전 +2

      For abuse yes, however when you have chemical deficiency (ADHD) there isn't really and 'up' persay if you aren't abusing it.

  • @JoaoVitorMZ
    @JoaoVitorMZ 3 개월 전 +2

    I'm watching this after I decided to stop taking Ritalin after 4 years of abuse, messaged my therapist. If this works, I'll be forever grateful for you choosing to post this.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  3 개월 전

      I hope it helps my friend. I am working now to make a comprehensive book about adhd without meds on top of the one about my story with it! I hope you have a good story and a soft landing. Let me know if you have any questions!

  • @thehopeshow4203
    @thehopeshow4203 3 년 전

    Thanks What I needed to hear appreciate the humble & Genuine Honesty & info shared👍

  • @valentinaparis56
    @valentinaparis56 4 년 전 +6

    Omg thank you for sharing. I just stopped cold turkey about a month ago. I feel all kinds different things, some good and some bad, but manageable, I guess. I can’t wait to feel better and not think about it everyday.🙏👍

  • @derrickedmundson5813

    Thank you for this video

  • @HelloVanityy
    @HelloVanityy 5 년 전 +2

    Thank you so much for sharing this. I hope to reach a point in my life at some point soon where I feel capable of sharing my story and providing guidance as well. Love, respect, admiration and blessings from a fellow former adderallic (still blindly and excessively self-medicating, stumbling, searching,)

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전

      Thank you and your welcome... I like that "adderallic." I used to say that too. Look forward to hearing your perspective

  • @chiyosachiko2434
    @chiyosachiko2434 2 년 전 +6

    Thank you for this. “Maybe I wasn’t effective and I was just crazy, but I liked it” that’s the trap I always fall into. Thinking it helps me when it actually doesn’t at all; it’s just anxiety and crazy repetitive shit

  • @Drew-do9wx
    @Drew-do9wx 년 전

    I'm glad you got through it.

  • @consumedinapathy6369

    Thank you for sharing Helpful information for sure. Look forward to your book?

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전 +1

      I am writing every day! it's happening! thank you so much

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  개월 전

      The book is out!!!

  • @charleyelizabeth6778
    @charleyelizabeth6778 3 년 전 +3

    Dude. Thank you. Just hearing a voice that has gone through what Im going through right now is helping to clean up the biomechanical mess that has become my brain. Ive on been on adderall for a little over a year, (my dr thought it would help my already existing depression and anxiety). I didnt think this was going to be so hard, because i get cocky- but if I didnt have a daughter, theres a good chance I would have ended my life yesterday. My Dr was SO quick to prescribe me adderall, and it makes me angry. YOU were withdrawing after 16 years, and made it to the other side an incredibly strong and insightful human. That gives me hope. I love this, thank you. 😍

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  3 년 전 +1

      Hey man, this is why I make these videos. Sounds like you're on the right path and doing the right thing. You got this

    • @charleyelizabeth6778
      @charleyelizabeth6778 3 년 전

      R.L. Kramer - just semantics here, not a man! But thanks for your response, and keep on keepin’ on. When I get my mental shit “together”, its likely ill be paying it forward by spreading this same message. Adderall is BAD, mm’kay? 😝

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  3 년 전 +1

      @@charleyelizabeth6778 sorry about that! Love to hear more about your journey!

  • @bethanycarolus886
    @bethanycarolus886 3 년 전

    Thank u. You're awesome. Super genuine

  • @missywoo1467
    @missywoo1467 2 년 전

    I understand everything you said. Thank u so much. God bless you ❤️

  • @VidaArmonias
    @VidaArmonias 3 년 전 +1

    Hey, I'm so happy I found your channel! This is something I've been trying to learn about for a long time now, it's hard to find a deep honest first-person perspective on this! I searched on youtube " how to quit amphetamines" and your video popped up first, idk how much you know about youtube but put that quote in your tags on this video and that will give you some more well-deserved traffic 😏

  • @unconditionallov3
    @unconditionallov3 2 년 전 +1

    This helps so much

  • @ALEXPEAK
    @ALEXPEAK 3 년 전 +1

    man i've been battling with a dangerous adderall abuse habit / binge thing for the last few years.
    I got emotional a few times during this video - 6:00 i think this is the phase i've found this past week :{}
    i've have started to get into riding bikes and like basically it was a very conscious thing i did in an attempt to regain my life.
    I appreciate people like you for making videos like this.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  3 년 전 +1

      Thanks and good going on your journey. I am so glad I can help

  • @keithsabanosh4958
    @keithsabanosh4958 2 년 전

    Thanks for being straight up man. This story hit home. I’m looking at 2 bottles of this crap. Every side affect you said is right. But I’m never going back. Thanks again 🤘🇺🇸

  • @levitninja
    @levitninja 5 년 전 +2

    Thanks for sharing. Someone I love is going though quitting right now. It has been extremely rough. God bless

  • @Pez_Azul
    @Pez_Azul 3 개월 전

    dude, thanks for sharing this...really

  • @blakebowles5024
    @blakebowles5024 5 년 전

    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전

      You're welcome 👍

    • @blakebowles5024
      @blakebowles5024 5 년 전

      R.L. Kramer I’m a college student and competitive video gamer which is going to make this hard because I’m giving up huge advantages. Will this get easier the longer I’m off ? To be able to perform better because right now I can’t study or game for shit

  • @kellytoledough
    @kellytoledough 4 년 전 +24

    I’m on day 36 without Vyvanse and it is grueling. I quit drinking and smoking for over a year, no problem but I’ve never felt closer to a relapse than I do now. I give you so much credit.

  • @rawrandom6881
    @rawrandom6881 6 년 전 +19

    bro... im glad i watched this, you exactly said everything i wanted to hear from someone... and im just at that phase of struggling to quit... i hope if i
    can speak to you in details somewhere....thanks a lot man... God Bless you

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  6 년 전 +1

      Absolutely. Glad to help. Let me know what you want to know and I can address it in another video or send me a message? does youtube allow dms?

    • @rawrandom6881
      @rawrandom6881 6 년 전

      im not sure bro... maybe on skype or facebook... i was kinda wondering to consult with u only if its possible

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  6 년 전 +1

      email me @ thisistheneweverything@gmail.com

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전 +1

      how are you doing? making progress?

    • @rawrandom6881
      @rawrandom6881 5 년 전 +3

      hey Kramer... yes man.. a lot of progress to be honest... its been over a month absolutely calm.. started working out and stuff... going great ... thanks for following up.. cant be more glad man

  • @bluepenguin369
    @bluepenguin369 10 개월 전 +1

    Thank you!

  • @Tifinywalker
    @Tifinywalker 5 년 전

    Great video... thank u

  • @jcde5018
    @jcde5018 4 년 전 +13

    Thank you for sharing that it's just what I needed to hear. I've been an aircraft mechanic for 10 years and Was prescribed adderall the whole time . I've tried quitting many times throughout the years But that Was Impossible . I was told Friday I am red flag at the pharmacy and will never be able to get a prescription filled again. I didn't even ask why . It was exactly what I needed and I knew it was the best thing for me. Just took my last one about an hour ago as I drive my family to Kansas City to start a new job. I was already motivated to get this done and your video just boosted that to a whole nother level . Thank you

    • @joesmoe6947
      @joesmoe6947 3 년 전 +3

      Omg... quitting cold turkey on your way to a new job and city?! How’d that go?!

  • @lanavikadorothea1913
    @lanavikadorothea1913 4 년 전 +1

    Am glad you said how long you were on it so far because I cannot find anyone who has been on it as long as me or mentioned how long they were on it or the milligrams

    • @kaleb.metzger
      @kaleb.metzger 4 년 전

      I've been on Adderall since I was in the 6th grade. I'm 19.

  • @zambC
    @zambC 4 개월 전 +2

    Got the honor of meeting this man in the gym today. Still off adderall and still spreading wisdom!!

  • @vannamargittai227
    @vannamargittai227 2 년 전

    Thank you so much.

  • @Hifcrea
    @Hifcrea 4 년 전 +19

    Started taking Adderall a year ago cuz my bros had extra supply. Before that I used it once or twice a week and everything was fine. When I used it I was super productive and that was it. Once I had more access I started using everyday all the time.
    A year later now I realize how much of a negative impact it’s had on me. My sense of creativity is washed out. So many things that made me content in life before just do nothing for me anymore. I used to exercise all the time. Now I never do
    Probably about two months of me having days where my brain is just completely and utterly not working and feeling like I have CTE or something has made me realize I must stop this shit before I go down an even deeper hole that will effect me for the rest of my life.

    • @easilyiguana5837
      @easilyiguana5837 년 전

      How are you doing now? Did your mind recover from what you lost on adderall?

  • @prilem7408
    @prilem7408 년 전 +2

    Thank you so much 🙏 I'm on day 3 of my second attempt to quit vyvanse and you give me hope

    • @ameliahenderson4955
      @ameliahenderson4955 년 전 +2

      It took me 5 years to get off Vyvanse. I finally hit rock bottom and confessed to my psychiatrist that I was abusing it. Best thing and hardest thing I ever did. It’s been about a year now. I really hope you can quit. I will be thinking of you ❤

    • @storybass4454
      @storybass4454 11 개월 전

      You’ve got this!

  • @NikkoKnight703
    @NikkoKnight703 년 전 +2

    Things get better.

  • @zachslavin6744
    @zachslavin6744 3 년 전

    GOD BLESS YOU

  • @user-rb7rx9cs6y
    @user-rb7rx9cs6y 4 개월 전 +2

    Thats very true- that doing stuff is more difficult without amphetamine but the completion of things is just so much more rewarding! This really helps me, I have saved this video (I'm nearly at 21 days off) and this will help me as have to go back to grad school in about a month and I'm terrified if I can make it without amphetamine. Thank you so much

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  4 개월 전 +1

      Glad I could help. I remember that feeling. It's like going into the unknown when with the meds, you feel some kind of certainty that things will go smoothly, its like you dont know. Congrats on 21 days, you can do it, its probably hard work

    • @user-rb7rx9cs6y
      @user-rb7rx9cs6y 4 개월 전

      Thanks! It was but I just found out about L-Tyrosine which helps big time, its truly been a game changer. I wish someone had told me about it sooner :/ that and exercise I am convinced now is the answer@@R.L.Kramer

  • @MissesCakes
    @MissesCakes 4 년 전

    Thank you.

  • @5_a_m_i
    @5_a_m_i 년 전

    Lol this is so nice. On the internet there are some scary resources for people. "Oh you can suddenly stop taking meds, you don't need to taper stimulants, oh no you can't become dependent if taken as prescribed, and you should not experience withdrawal unless you were not taking them properly/ abusing your meds." Lol. You're content is so relatable, I have not seen anyone else that has had the same experience as me. I was looking on tiktok and found a bunch of ppl who stopped then decided they needed the drugs and went back. OR ppl who stopped then making their videos 2 weeks later about their journey when how can they feel normal after only 2 weeks??? It's just so nice to see someone else who has experienced something very similar, thankyou for sharing your story (:

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  년 전

      Thank you for the encouragement. I am looking forward to going deeper once my book is written and available. I am active on tiktok as well. @adhdmedfree. Cheers!

  • @U.s-epa
    @U.s-epa 7 개월 전 +1

    Very interesting perspective. I'm 35 and just figuring out my ADHD and how it has formed me. Adderall has been a godsend to me, however I can DEFINITELY feel it needs to be in small doses. I feel like normally all my life it was very hard to find that rewarding feeling after completing a task like you said, but with Adderall it feels like I really did it and did it well.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  7 개월 전

      We all have to make our choices to see what works for us. I'm sure my situation would have been different had I not been on it as a child and onward. I'm turning 35 on wednesday!

    • @U.s-epa
      @U.s-epa 7 개월 전

      @@R.L.Kramer agreed. I'm glad my mom never did when I was young however now I have so much to learn about myself. Happy birthday!!!!!

  • @kaleb.metzger
    @kaleb.metzger 4 년 전 +1

    "...I had to bury part of myself."
    Damn, man. I'm watching this video to cut back on my Adderall consumption. I can't imagine quitting. Although, that statement really cut deep. I've tried to stop taking amphetamine before. My life was hell, polarized between sleeping, and managing my own behavior. Power to you, man.

  • @viasoul9635
    @viasoul9635 3 년 전 +1

    Thankyou

  • @timsommersmusic
    @timsommersmusic 5 년 전 +3

    now the sounds gonna sound good *SLAP*

  • @chrismarble9259
    @chrismarble9259 년 전 +1

    Your lived experience is better than any doctors advice I've seen on KRplus! I was off it for 10 years until starting again 6 months ago. I hate how I feel on Adderall but I want to be off of it so bad but not looking forward to the withdrawal.

  • @arocks1234567
    @arocks1234567 3 년 전 +1

    ive been on 10 mg of vyvanse for almost 3 months and I still haven't made the leap to full on off besides a couple days here and there. I am so nervous to do it and worried it'll affect my school performance. if I ever do it ill be the happiest person alive.
    you are very brave for sharing. hows your book coming along? there suchhh lack of info online on this

  • @polarroller
    @polarroller 5 년 전 +45

    running every day during opiate withdraw, was a godsend...it was just like taking a pain pill, but all natural.......good bless the runner's high.

    • @mrsaskander
      @mrsaskander 5 년 전

      thankful you can run without pain

    • @abdessadekj
      @abdessadekj 5 년 전 +1

      @@mrsaskander boxing?

    • @robertworton2394
      @robertworton2394 4 년 전

      I’m a week off suboxone and exercise is the only thing that gives me relief. Finding that my testosterone is coming back!

    • @marshallstrander3922
      @marshallstrander3922 년 전

      A good runners high for me is honestly almost indistinguishable from an opioid high

  • @benzotw33n
    @benzotw33n 6 년 전 +1

    Well done on quitting, man. I related to a lot of what you said and have had to deal with trying to quit. It's been fucking with my head because I do want to quit but can't get over that initial hump of apathy, fatigue, emptiness etc. Not having energy and motivation is probably the worst because i can't focus and am not productive-can't complete assignments or even attend lectures. I can't afford to miss out on more work and fuck up. Whenever i've tried to quit, its been "cold turkey" resulting in dibilitating withdrawal. I know you mentioned it but, do you have any advice or tips for tapering off over a long enough time so that i can feel at least relatively "alive" each day to complete responsibilities and tasks. Thank you for the video and welcoming questions.

    • @jordanwright8338
      @jordanwright8338 6 년 전

      I have always wondered how people cope with the tapering. After riding the withdrawal rollercoaster so many times in 12 years, my personal experience with tapering was that it never helped me. In fact it almost seemed worse than cold turkey which is where I am currently at. Tapering just extended the feelings of worry, panic, and impending doom. I am glad I found this channel, it is reassuring to know I am not alone. Good luck to you in whatever you decide! Time for a nap for me! lol

  • @DevinlyBeats
    @DevinlyBeats 5 년 전 +30

    im beginning the journey of quitting... i must do it...

    • @osiris-7843
      @osiris-7843 5 년 전 +1

      How are you going so far?

    • @DevinlyBeats
      @DevinlyBeats 5 년 전 +2

      it's been bumpy... i haven't taken adderall in 2 weeks, but the extreme fatigue and just lack of interest in things is tough. unfortunately, i've been drinking alcohol a bit to compensate. I know this isn't a good solution, i just cant take being so disinterested in everything and my job (sales) requires me to be enthusiastic and convincing. even though its tough, i do feel good about not being so robotic and in the zone all the time like i was on adderall. i know it takes the brain a few months to adjust, in the grand scheme of things, its not a long time at all... but in the moment, it feels like an eternity. its hard to have people notice my decline in performance. any tips are appreciated from anyone. thank you.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전

      its been a month. How is it going?

    • @mcjones853
      @mcjones853 5 년 전

      Lido Lavish do you know what will help the withdrawals.

    • @DevinlyBeats
      @DevinlyBeats 5 년 전 +3

      haven't taken adderall in 47 days

  • @objectiveperspective777
    @objectiveperspective777 3 개월 전 +2

    Having ADHD feels like a curse I cannot escape. I hate Adderall and hate the fact I can't do ANYTHING right. My brain is foggy all the time and I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm trying to ween off of it and its only been a few months since I started taking it and its already so hard.

    • @TjallieBrrr
      @TjallieBrrr 개월 전

      How are you doing now?
      Youre probably going back to your chaotic ADHD life which is worse then withdrawal by itself.
      Really wish i had good advice but my ADD is crippling as well.
      Maybe look up some vitamins and supplements?
      Diet is also very important.
      I wish you the best of luck!

    • @ChloeDave-sp1xk
      @ChloeDave-sp1xk 개월 전 +1

      Yacobkingz

    • @ChloeDave-sp1xk
      @ChloeDave-sp1xk 개월 전 +1

      He’s on Instagram ,

    • @emilysmith9064
      @emilysmith9064 19 일 전

      I felt this so hard… have you looked into food intolerances? Sometimes food we eat can cause ADHD symptoms but perhaps you don’t even have ADHD. I’m gluten free now and it’s really helped. Now trying to quit amphetamine. Cheers!

  • @brendabanks6000
    @brendabanks6000 2 년 전 +1

    Good video, I want to quit Adderall, as soon I don't take those awefull pills I feel like I'm gonna jump out of my skin, I get too hyper. I'm doing like 20 shores at the time. I hate taking Adderalls.

  • @NuitHadit
    @NuitHadit 11 개월 전 +3

    Off adderall for a month. After 10 years of using it to treat my ADD, I am still in withdrawal mode. It is tolerable rn, mostly, but I dislike random bouts of anxiety. Not depressed anymore, but still struggling with being intentional. Sending prayers to all who are trying to get off these chemicals for good.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  11 개월 전

      Cheers my friend. Your awareness of what's going on makes the process hugely more manageable

    • @storybass4454
      @storybass4454 11 개월 전

      Proud of you!

  • @haydencousins1032
    @haydencousins1032 4 년 전 +2

    I’m struggling with withdrawals at the moment, im taking dexamphetamine as I’m in Australia. But I was on the largest doesage a day 10 x 5mg of instant release. Your advice has helped me as I feel like my psychiatrist can’t even help, they just make it worse by offering other stuff. I hate dex, but I love who I am when I’m working. I’m giving it up though as it isn’t worth my pain. Can I email you a question ? I need some advice.

    • @oklartse
      @oklartse 2 년 전

      Where are you at now? Did you pull through? Did you have any advice?

  • @reese1900
    @reese1900 5 년 전

    Hello, I just recently started taking adderall, I think im starting to become addicted. Thank you for this video, I’m gonna try to stop. It’s just hard now because I got in trouble at school. They put me in a “alternative school” (been in for 3 months now) everyday I sit at a computer or 8 hours. I started taking adderall 2 weeks ago and it just makes it so much less miserable. Without the adderall I fall asleep and don’t get my work done or I’m too slow. Resulting in bad grades. I don’t know what to do. This drug helps me so much.

  • @sweetbabyem
    @sweetbabyem 2 년 전 +3

    2nd day off adderall… please pray for me I feel like shit

  • @ericllynn
    @ericllynn 3 년 전

    Right @ 6:25 is where you nailed it for me. Getting off of this shit is gunna be hard. IK that. But like you said it’s more rewarding then being on Adderall. GET MESSAGE !!!

  • @osiris-7843
    @osiris-7843 5 년 전 +2

    Very honest account - thank you for sharing. You are making a significant difference to lives you'll never meet.
    I haven't stopped taking Dexamphetamine. I tried several times and felt exactly how you described. Fatigue was the most debilitating effect. Sleeping just 5-6 hours a day on Dex I'd go 12-15 hrs broken sleep when I stopped. I feel't totally useless, ugly and dumb... .. . and that was just the first couple of days. I have been on Dex for over 15 years and the thought of stopping seems a barely sensible option to my Dex addicted brain.
    Best wishes to those trying.

    • @good4gaby
      @good4gaby 4 년 전 +1

      I quit after 15 yrs..been off it 3yrs. My brain is still hooked. I HONESTLY believe tapering slowly for Certain people is SO Important. it can leave a wake of treatment resistant depression, like I’m experiencing, painful stuff. Fresh air and laughter helps….Bless us all : )

  • @buckshot2912
    @buckshot2912 3 년 전 +3

    20 years taking Adderall and 4 days without, my script will be available in about 7 days, it's my hope and prayer that I don't give in to the addiction and get it refilled, because I'm tired of the roller coaster racing through my life ! Amen !

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  3 년 전 +2

      I've been there! Throwing pills away, taking them out of the trash, putting them outside, digging again. Win it!!

    • @ameliahenderson4955
      @ameliahenderson4955 년 전 +1

      I used to count down the days until my refill after I would take a month’s worth within a week and a half. My life completely revolved around the refill. One of the darkest periods in my life. I finally confessed to my psychiatrist that I was abusing the drug after about 5 years. Best thing I ever did.

  • @haydencarter2313
    @haydencarter2313 5 년 전 +2

    Im coming off it now and I can't seem to get out of bed and I just feel all and all shit I'm hoping I get better soon but when u feel this way u can't see it, I've also got a lot going on it life Witch is why I started to take take addirall but it made me crazy in a way but anyways that's my story, thanks man

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전

      I feel you. I definitely was the same way when I was coming off I couldn't do anything but lay in bed really all day and watch cartoons or something. Slowly but surely things got better bit by bit and I hope they will for you too. congratulations

  • @MB-fe8zx
    @MB-fe8zx 개월 전

    Never thought I would leave a comment on anything but been trying to quit off and on for a year or so and after watching this and reading comments going to try again as for 15 years I have used this and slowly increased the amount all to try to make it through the day and all I want is to get off this and not be so dependent on it after reading comments just glad to see there is a way out and I can feel normal again so any more suggestions or comments would help as this will be cold turkey so just that much harder

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  개월 전

      I am glad this video found you. THere are so many things you can do. Part of the challenge ( and the fun) is figuring out what works for you. I am compiling a guide to unmedicated ADHD that should be out this year, but until then, I have more videos on the topic and the subreddit r/stopspeeding is a really good place to go. The advice I always gave myself is that I am not the withdrawal. it is something that passes through you. I have recently uploaded a video about what I wish I knew before quitting, that may help you as well. If you have a specific question, let me know.

  • @lf725n
    @lf725n 4 년 전 +4

    Great video I'm on my third day off OFF

  • @yeyito2818
    @yeyito2818 4 년 전 +15

    Thats a straight up add hat

  • @lanavikadorothea1913
    @lanavikadorothea1913 4 년 전 +2

    3:45 WOW my psychiatrist literally asks me what I want and I get it. She’s never questioned my dosages or anything and I believe money is the main factor so WOW! It took me years to get down to one pill of Xanax and now I’m 4 days off of adderall which I don’t know how long this will take to get off it. I feel the depression, but I’m trying to not take any medications which is hard.

    • @gsp1634
      @gsp1634 4 년 전 +1

      Wow she was killing you

  • @holydriptv1821
    @holydriptv1821 2 년 전 +2

    I’m going through right I choose to stop because I can’t afford it ,I can’t wake up in the morning the anxiety is awful I feel hopeless basic things to do is so hard to do” please anyone have any trips or supplements please let me know

  • @ggram0551
    @ggram0551 6 개월 전 +1

    Also, for what it's worth, I've recently had some, (approximately 30 - 40% decrease in severity of symptoms with use of the peptide Tesofensine....not cheap, and I was trying to reap proprted satiey benefits....but it actually unintentionally helped with some ADHD symptoms.
    I've not seen anyone else report my findings though. Interesting to note that it was originally intended to be made into a drug that helped either Parkinson's or Alzheimer's patients. I can't remember exactly which, but basically was acting on achieving this via mostly dopamine pathways, touching a little on Seratonin,....but no cholinergic or norepinephrine pathways to my knowledge... and in accordance to how I feel on it, this makes perfect sense.

  • @mrorange3490
    @mrorange3490 2 년 전 +2

    I have taken it on and off a few times over the years and I never had any problem stopping. It’s harder for me to quit caffeine to be honest. I don’t know why. I feel like it should be hard for me to quit but it never was

  • @gonicito
    @gonicito 5 년 전

    Hey thanks so much for the insight. How did you deal with crashing? My problem (after 4 years of quitting) is that I'm having a great "sober" normal energy kind of day and then almost right after lunch I start losing energy. It's really scary because many times I can't tell if I'm falling asleep or not and end up scaring people.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전 +1

      i just....crashed.

    • @gonicito
      @gonicito 5 년 전

      @@R.L.Kramer like fall asleep or what do you mean?

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전 +2

      just go through it. if i was tired, i slept, if I couldn't, drink coffee, I wanted the adderall back, I wanted to feel good again, but I just stuck it out and eventrually, felt better

    • @gonicito
      @gonicito 5 년 전

      @@R.L.Kramer I'm glad you're doing better. Running also helps and sleeping at least 8 hrs. Did you have to deal with a high libido even after you quit? (I have these random crazy urges sometimes) it's a bit scary.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  5 년 전

      i dont recall a big change in libido. adderall did not diminish it in me

  • @AWESOMEMEGGIE77
    @AWESOMEMEGGIE77 3 년 전 +5

    I often feel like I need this. I try and imagine who I would be if I had never started taking Adderall and I feel like they would be a complete stranger from who I am today. I also try and imagine how I could function or do anything with my life if I ever decided to go off of adderall. I also feel like there is a war inside of my body where one side of me is trying to pull me away from the adderall and the other side of me pulls me towards it. I don't think I have a strong enough support group to go through this. I fear I would lose everyone I care about. But I also fear that I will never know who I really am. I've been taking adderall since early high school. Now I am 20 and living on my own. I have so many dreams and goals. What if those goals go away when I stop taking it?

  • @bluesfusion18
    @bluesfusion18 2 년 전 +2

    Well said. Been on and off with it for many years. Relapse is too easy going off cold
    Turkey but ill say the exercise thing is what ive lacked. Goin to stop being so lazy. But L-tyrosine, green tea, lions mane mushroom and ashwaghanda work wonders. Magnesium too.

    • @R.L.Kramer
      @R.L.Kramer  2 년 전

      Thanks Ryan! I have tried all of those bit never stuck to a regimen. A good reminder that I should

    • @aprilhassell1747
      @aprilhassell1747 년 전

      @@R.L.Kramer I just really love not taking anything in pill form now. Im plant based gluten free. Try to buy from organic farmers. You can get everything you need from food... I did take ashwaganda and hydroxyzine to get through the withdrawal. Im hoping my anxiety keeps fading away. I need to start following a routine though. After cleaning im going to hand write one.