I spent a day with SCHOOL SHOOTING SURVIVORS (Columbine, Parkland, Reynolds)
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- ๊ฒ์์ผ 2020. 12. 11.
- I spent a day with school shooting survivors from Columbine, Stoneman Douglas, and Reynolds High Schools to learn what itโs like to experience a devastating attack on an educational facility.
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โ๏ธSCHOOL SHOOTING RESOURCES & PREVENTION
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Aalayahโs classmates had to go back to school two weeks after the shooting and they still havenโt cleaned up the crime scene? That is seriously screwed up.
Since the trial hasn't actually started it's probably to preserve evidence. The building is likely closed as well, at least I would hope so. It would definitely help preserve the crime scene, and also avoid making the students and faculty relive the trauma.
Itโs terrible but I get it because it is a crime scene. Iโm glad they at least provided accommodations for the students like therapy dogs and all.
Police donโt clean up crime scenes it is either left for the people in this case, the schools job to clean it themselves or call a private crime scene cleanup crew and have them clean it.
right they shouldโve waited til someone had come and cleaned up and offered a month of online classes before coming back
I go to MSD. They closed off the buildings and had an investigation. The kids were only in the auditorium, along with the cafeteria, away from where it took place. They didn't do school for the rest of most of the year. They came back to school and had half days on the days they went back. They went back so that they could be with each other, and be there for each other during those times. It was very sad.
As much as people donโt like online schooling, a pro is that school shootings are near impossible.
Hexaltheninja Wow *shoots camera*
@@gavinlarson4520 โDonโt go to school todayโ
[BREAKING NEWS] Alleged SWATing of several houses in the same district. For more news coverage of this tune in to channel 3
Hexaltheninja Wow can't catch me cause I'm the vpn man
@@gavinlarson4520 drat, foiled again!
True. I hate online school with all my heart but at least it has some pros
My aunt was in the Las Vegas shooting, and she has never forgotten it. Every 4th of July, she retreats to her room, with noise cancelling headphones, and cries. She has PTSD and is spooked by loud noises. The event has affected our entire family. When you see a death count after a shooting, remember that every single number represents a family devastated.
Poor girl. I hope she can eventually recover โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
Iโm so sorry for your aunt. I hope she gets the help that she needs and goes on to live a happy life โคโค
One of the victims of that shooting was my brother he is from Canada as I am and he ended up dying from it. I miss him so much
@grizzlywhores459 What the fuck?!
@@grizzlywhores459thatโs not the time to say that ๐
Rest in loving peace and never forget:
MSD: Carmen Schentrup, Scott Beigel, Gina Montalto, Alaina Petty, Alex Schachter, Chris Hixon, Jaime Guttenberg, Meadow Pollack, Luke Hoyer, Helena Ramsay, Alyssa Alhadeff, Aaron Feis, Joaquin Oliver, Martin Duque Anguiano, Cara Loughran, Nicholas Dworet, and Peter Wang
Columbine: Rachel Scott, Daniel Rohrbough, Dave Sanders, Kyle Velasquez, Steven Curnow, Cassie Bernall, Isaiah Shoels, Matthew Kechter, Lauren Townsend, John Tomlin, Kelly Fleming, Daniel Mauser, and Corey DePooter
Reynolds: Emilio Hoffman
Rest in peace, poor soulsโฆ
God bless their familyโs and friends
Rip all of them they will be dearly missed
May these kids that were taken too soon rest in peace ๐๏ธ๐ค
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imagine hiding behind your friend thinking its not real than he gets shot instead of you, then you have to hide behind his death body to survive. I cant even imagine how traumatizing it is.
the guilt you would feel after they were the reason you didnโt get shot. She is so brave.
ikr im saddened to what kids have to endure in school where its meant to be safe now im just hoping nobody else has to go through this kind of hell
i dont claim this negative energy AMEN
@@jemimangouambe6884 this ainโt church
if I was there then Iโd feel like complete shit, if I didnโt move then he wouldnโt have been dead. I hope sheโs doing better now...
the fact that everyone thought it was a senior prank says something...
How dramatic can a senior prank get?
Idk, before columbine school shootings just weren't as thought about. Now it's something assumed, but it was thought of as unlikely then.
i thought he meant he heard like fireworks or something like that.
Facts
and now someone pops a chip bag and we look around quiet to see if today is the day...
A person who survived Columbine had spoken at my school. His sister was the first one to die. Her name was Rachel, and she was known to be one of the most positive human beings in the school. Before the day unfolded, he got into a fight with Rachel, and he wishes that he wouldโve taken the blame during the argument.
There are some other wild, crazy stuff that he said, but I feel like Iโm boring you to the person reading this :,)
This is Craig Scott youโre talking about right? Iโve watched videos of him explaining his story. My heart breaks for him. Such a strong man โค๏ธ
@@tonib597 yes! Thank you for reminding me.
@@NessieEnthusiasticmhm. I was actually about to informatively mention her full name was Rachel Scott, but I think bc of Craig Scott people can fill in the blanks ๐ Rest in peace Rachel, and all the others who passed.
RACHEL SCOTT THATโS WHO YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT
he spoke at my school too itโs so sad
Not-so-fun fact: My best friend/Roommateโs girlfriend is a survivor of the Parkland shooting. Iโd say her and I are pretty decent friends as well. She has massive PTSD from it. She said the bodies prevented folks from leaving through the conventional exit and the shooter used the fire alarm to draw students out. I was at the movies with some friends including her when someone pulled the fire alarm and we had to step out, she had a whole breakdown from it. My best friend had to console her for a while before she calmed down. Sad that even survivors have to battle the demons they never asked for
Dangโฆ I heard that story (about the shooter luring the kids with with the fire alarm), and itโs literally despicable.
That is now one of my biggest fears whenever the fire alarm went off.
So smart, โ ๏ธโ ๏ธ(IN A BAD WAY),โ ๏ธโ ๏ธ yet so horrible.
everyone treats these as a joke but they arenโt. these are terrifying
Who would do that?
@@hannahh8119 youโd be surprised
@@stelluhmoon "dang these shooting ranges are getting more realistic"
say it louder for the people in the back
@@hannahh8119 baby boomers, gun nuts and trump supporters all think these people are "crisis actors" and claim these shootings never happened. They harassed the parents of the Sandy hook elementary students who died. Those kids were 5 years old-11 years old. There are people who are just so inside these echo chambers that they have lost their humanity and empathy.
That must be traumatizing having to hide under a person you see everyday that is deceased to survive...
traumatizing and horrifyingly smart, I can't even imagine what it must feel like to know that's how you managed to live..
Especially a kid
@@mikudayoooooo your name confused me soo much lmaoo
@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda hey hey hey hey
I'm gay
Dying would also suck.
I live in Scotland and I cannot imagine how horrible and dangerous it must be to not even feel safe at SCHOOL, a place which is meant to be safe and secure and is a place for learning and education. The thought of having to hide under bodies or hearing gunshots is an absolute horror
People like to pretend evil doesn't exist, that it's all just a matter of "misunderstanding" that "bad guy."
Then, they're shocked when it turns out that person really is an evil person, with true malice in their heart. Just because that person doesn't head some corporation you don't like doesn't mean he isn't capable of or isn't willing to do harm to others.
your not safe anywhere so why should they feel safe at school
โ@@emperornaeIDK maybe because fearing for your life shouldn't be a thing we have to do 24/7?
@@bakedcurtain2958 I don't fear for my life 24/7
@@emperornaehave you ever experienced a shooting? And how did you cope with it?
unfortunately, i know exactly how aaleyaโs parents felt on that call. the same thing happened with my wife. i was at work and my wife called me which she doesnโt do unless she needs to so i answered it. Her voice was shaking and she told me she was in lockdown because there was a shooter at her work. she works at a boys and girls club. She was saying that she was didnโt have much time to talk or worry she had to save her kids. i told her i loved her and to keep them away from the doors and windows and then i heard a bang and the call dropped. I work in a rehabilitation center for brain injured individuals. i sprinted out of my work and up the stairs hysterical i was shaking and everything was running through my head. i told my coworkers to call my boss because i needed to go NOW. I got in my car and raced to her work and there were seven or so cop cars and cops with ar-15s. luckily they found the kid before anyone was hurt and my wife said the bang was a cabinet falling when they were moving it to block the door. and she doesnt know how to call failed. i will never forget that feeling and fear and how i felt like my world had just completely ended.
the fact that she had to witness someone in front of her die is just horrible
And hide under her classmate's body? So traumatic.
and the other dude after her he heard a blood curdling scream
Seriously goes from sitting in a class doing work, to seeing 5 dead bodies. My heart is shattered for all of them.
To think that aliyah probably wouldnโt have survived if she hadnโt been behind her friend is so scary. That one small decision completely changed her life.
She is so strong for doing that bravery at its finest she is also one of the nicest people ever
Her poor friend though. Was he protecting her? Did he tell her to get behind him? That'd be terrifying for real.
@@kaywee4200 from what she said in the video i think she just hid behind him without his knowledge. I cant imagine how traumatizing it wouldve been to see your classmate get shot right in front of you
@@briannav9225 that's kind of sad for that poor boy. I hope he knows up there in heaven that he took place in saving her life.
@@kaywee4200 the first interview she ever did she said that when the shooter shot him dead, she was behind him so she fell with him on purpose to look like she died aswell and then she put his body on top of her but he was already dead.
I go to the neighboring school to columbine and my current english teacher went through the shooting. She has opened up to us about how she has ptsd and has had to stay home on april 20th each year bc of anxiety. When I first learned about this event my stomach sank. And when i walked through the halls of colmbine for the first time for a color guard clinic, it felt cold and eerie and I could never imagine what this experience does to a person mentally.
Let me take a quick guess: Chatfield?
Thats just horrible, I hope one day she is able to move on from such an event
A lot of people back up what you said. Not just about the survivors but the school itself. People visiting the school for PTA meetings, extracurricular events, etc. all describe what you said exactly. Some say it's because they know what happened, others say there's just something off about it.
It's also very fascinating to hear about the adults who now work in that area and have families on their own. Time moves on, but some things do not completely go away.
Student here! We just had a school shooting with 11 injured and 2 dead. Heart breaking and terrible... most traumatic experience by far in school.
Iโm so sorry that you had to go through that๐ฅบ wishing you the bestโค๏ธโ๐ฉน
Glad you're still with us!
Iโm just so sorry. Thatโs horrible and no one should go through that. I hope those 2 dead students fly high and those 11 injured get better and everyone else heals from the trauma. This is something that nobody should even imagine. I hope everything goes amazing for you and nothing like this ever happens again.
Did it make the major news?
Alayah saying โthey needed to take human remnants out of my hairโ and then Anthonyโs face afterwards...you can tell this really really hurt him
What is human remnants
@@azlynnsalinas3216 parts of a human being
@@azlynnsalinas3216 bits of someoneโs body
@@azlynnsalinas3216 human remnants are whatโs leftover of a body. So if an explosive went off then they would look for human remnants to find out... how many people died, who set off the explosive... so basically... pieces off a human body.
time stamp?
I can't believe they had to pick body matter out of her hair... That is horrible
I couldnโt even begin to think of the trauma of having a dead body to your right and above you itโs thinking about it is traumatizing I mean my school has had gun and bomb threats before and the school day that that happened was quiet weirdly quiet (edit: old school)
i was the thousandth like ๐ณ
Anthony's face when she said that. You can tell he actually connects with the people he interviews. He doesn't just do these videos for views, their stories have a genuine effect on him.
What is body matter?๐ฅบ๐ญ
@@lisbethmarie3430 flesh, hair, eyes, basically pieces of the human body. Itโs disturbing
during a drill my 9th grade teacher told us all the flaws in the way our classroom was built as to where the shooter could enter and told us to know if we were to die to go down fighting. losing your life to injure the attacker could save the lives of others. she told us to use our bags as sheilds and was as straight forward and realistic as possible. kinda like trying to get us to understand how serious it was.
edit: i really appreciated how she talked to us bc a lot of teachers pretend it will never happen and others downplay the seriousness.
The fact that even now we are only taught how to run and hide. While politicians sit on their asses and cry about how stricter firearm laws "don't work" while offering no solution.
This.
I love how Anthony doesnโt focus on the actual shooters, but rather the trauma the survivors went through.
โRemember the victims, remember the people who have diedโ
stop loving it
@meme_ king135, Iโm confused. Iโm sorry if I offended you in any way
@@ejxjfjdjzjjsjryf2784 sorry u had to go through that ik sorry isn't enough but it's all I can say
@@ejxjfjdjzjjsjryf2784 Sorry you had to go through that. I can't imagine having to go through one, seems absolutely terrifying. And excuse my curiosity but which shooting was it?
the fact that she survived by hiding under a dead body is astounding. thats so traumatic
@@Doc_Lime there's no lol here
@@Doc_Lime donโt be ridiculous
@@Doc_Lime You know, "lol" means Laughing out loud. I don't think you should say it in this context
@@Doc_Lime Imagine "laughing out loud" at someone's survival instinct kicking in in a life or death scenario.
@@Doc_Lime stop
This breaks my heart. I graduated university in 1999 and never feared this when going to school; but do as a parent now. I have PTSD from 9/11 attacks and know how it changes your life. They were kids, I was 22 at least when that happened at my work. They are all in my heart. The after effects of experiencing mass violence is wretched.
It really hit me when my sister in law decided to get a bullet proof bag for her son
I remember in my 8th grade year there was an ongoing shooting at a school a couple of miles away and everyone in my school was making jokes how theyโre on the way to our school next and theorizing who would be shooting the school, and who was most likely to start a shooting at ours. The fact that the subject is so light to so many people is awful that they can be so casual and joke about that stuff when it should be taken seriously
I love how the killers names werenโt mentioned. Not even once
They're not famous like they'd like to be
their names donโt matter, the victims names do
@@zoeydovel5397 I know I was pointing that out lol
@@KiRa-fy6uq the Columbine shooters r very well known more than any other ones u canโt ask me about the other shooters but everyone knows the Columbine shooters
i only know dylan and eric no one else
The fact that a child had to hide under someone's dead body is so traumatic and it's making me queasy just typing this out right now.
And he wasn't just someone, he was another child. Another child she had class with every day until the massacre happened.
@@maliyahdanielle exactly. A child hid behind another child, who was murdered. So many poor children. Oh my heart ๐ญ
Even for an adult it would be traumatizing.. ๐๐
Ikr
As soon as she said that I started bawling. Itโs unreal and horrible to think this can happen.
I canโt even imagine what that feels like. I have morbid curiosity, so Iโve watched the videos from inside Parkland and other shooting videos, and to see the bodies on the ground made me sob. To actually see that- people you see everyday, gone. Knowing that your life is so vulnerable. I would never be able to even leave my house again. Iโm so proud of these students who have stuck it out and progressed. The strength is awesome.
Ikr I fell down this rabbit hole and I have mixed feelings
Imagine how traumatizing it would be to watch your own friend die right in front of you.
Imagine having to hide under a dead body. These poor CHILDREN had to go through this.
and imagine that dead body being one of your classmates that you've gone to school with everyday-
i cant even begin to imagine how traumatizing that must've been
@@alicelee13 I know. Iโm still in school too so I completely empathize with them. This situation sounds so traumatizing to have to ever go through.
The fact that she was in the designated school shooter drill corner actually experiencing the terror of a school shooting is heartbreaking. We're in a generation that grew up with active shooter drills and it's still difficult to think about one actually happening.
@@alicelee13 on top of that living with the fact that you made the decision to hide behind them, thereโs gotta be some level of guilt. She obviously shouldnโt feel guilty this was not her fault, but I can only imagine.
She had to hide under one of her own friends imagine the shock but she pushed through her fear and went into survival mode and played it smart because she didnโt wanna die
_i can't even imagine seeing your classmates, people you see almost everyday, just die in front of you._
I've been through more than 4 shootings three of them were near school I didn't see anyone die but I saw people getting hit by bullets
I can
@@yiikou ok cool doesnโt matter
Fuc
Thatโs awful
@@AAAGATTP i am so sorry you had to go through that
I am so blessed to have never been in an actual shooting, but we did have a threat about 2 months ago. I sent my final goodbyes to my mom, and my depression skyrocketed. Who would do that to kids?
Evil people.
Iโm 7 minutes into this and Iโm already bawling my eyes out. I couldnโt even imagine these poor babies going through something like this. Life is so scary.
In the middle of the school year this year there was a kid who brought a pew pew to school and I sat next to him, he gave warning signs but no one did anything so me and my friends made an escape plan for me and my other friend in the same class. unfortunately my friend did get shot and passed away and now I enjoy every moment I have. Iโm 13 right now
@@Sbilxz I'm so sorry that you had to go through that, especially at that age. I graduated this year, and I still have no idea what I would do if another shooting happened
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โ@@Sbilxzwhat school where you in if I could ask
You could tell that Helena was a girl she cared about, because her voice cracked when she mentioned her. Lots of love to her and her soul. :(
she was one of her closest friends
@@tianawatters5292 :( that makes me really sad
I actually think that Helena and her werenโt close friends. Helenaโs best friend has been in other multiple interviews, she was also in the room obviously, and saw Helena get shot. Never mentioned anything about Aaliyah as a friend in the room. Although she was probably traumatized just saying her name because the last thing Helena said was grab a book and they both did but Helena herself didnโt have time.
@@gh0uli_668 but they were friends so it makes sense that they cared about her, regardless if they were closest or not.
She was friends with her but her best friend was near her and Helena was in a different spot. ๐
I hate these "realistic" school shooting drills. I remember when I was in first grade we stacked up all of the desks in front of the door. Me and my friend both had scissors hidden in our boots to use for self defense. We all huddled into the reading corner, my classmates were crying quietly holding onto each other. My teacher she was terrified shaking while hugging us all. Then the door knob started to twist and my teacher put her hand over her mouth tears steaming down her face not taking her eyes off the door. It was the police they said it was all a drill and laughed it off. I can't imagine experiencing an actual school shooting.
I agree,It could be traumatic to a lot of People it does mot matter if its not real,I find them really cruel because you are making Kids scared for their lives for just to tell them later thats is just a drill and thats not real
wth?? what about that was funny??
@@mdotlizzy nervice laughter and regular laughter is also a natural coping mechanism
what!? how the hell could they do that?! why would they do that?! you we're terrify'd for you, and your friends life's! how dare they!
First grade. FIRST grade. These are literal children, some no more than 6 or 7 years old, having to accept the reality that not only are there monsters out there who would bring a weapon into a school and shoot people, but that it's a real threat to them, their classmates, and their teachers. I'm 16 years old in 10th grade currently, and I remember the shooter drills in elementary school, but they only started when I was in about 4th or 5th grade and could accept and understand that a bit more. It's so sad that now we have to educate even the youngest students about survival in what should be one of the safest places for a kid.
Thank you for covering a topic like this. My experience wasnโt in a school but it shook me and my entire tiny town to the core for a long time. This is something we need to be able to talk about to realize how many people are being hurt by other humans in a place they are meant to feel safe
Please do a part two. Iโm only 12 but More people need to be aware of the fear we go through every day stepping into what we deserve to call our safe haven.
I was wondering why Aliyah was the only one who said she was a โsurvivorโ but then I heard her story and was like... oh, dang.
I understand what youโre trying to say but itโs important to remember that no ones trauma is โworseโ or โbetterโ than anyone elseโs it all depends on the person. I agree though, for me personally what she went through would be absolutely terrifying
Hers was also the most recent, which could also be a factor.
@i want cupcakes what the hell are you on about?
@@brandonbaker5446 It was pretty self explanatory wat did u not understand ?
@@sizlaec Thats what I was thinking too?
I considered that maybe itโs about where they live and that maybe the community is still very focused on it but I feel like there isnโt a single town that can โget overโ that? I hope I make sense and not sound like an idiot. ๐ Itโs difficult to make comments like this on something Iโve never been through so I worry I may not come off clearly. If so, Iโm sorry.
The young woman from Parkland brought me to tears. I cannot imagine
I remember seeing her on the news around the time it had happened and being in such a shock because of how close her school was to mine.
In this interview she seems to really be okay. And thank God for that.
I used to live in parkland and I remember the day of the shooting the atmosphere changed so much
As soom as she started to talk about when she called her parents got me to tears. Like fuck, to think you wouldnt see them and you was going to die is just terrifying.
You should listen to the survivors talk about their experience with the shooting at Santa Fe, itโs makes me bawl every time.
Anthony you are an amazing interviewer. Iโm sure all of the people you interview love your kindness, compassion, understanding and patience.
When Sadie said โon the last day of schoolโ my heart dropped. I am in 6th grade and going into 7th. In my 6th grade year we have have 4 lockdowns, just in that one year. My last day of school is this Friday. Itโs currently Tuesday. Everyday Iโm scared to walk through those doors. Knowing that I may not be able to see my family again. We have added shades on the windows so people canโt see in. And we canโt see out. Policeman are standing out of all exits all day everyday. I canโt say enough how great full I am for them. It hurts me even more because I know it may happen. Not just some fantasy. We humans need to change. There needs to be a law for no firearms. We canโt keep living like this. People wonder why we have so many school shootings, when the answer is right in front of you. Children are scared to go to school. School needs to be a place where we can learn. Not be worried about our every next move. I am sick and tired if it myself. And I still have a long way to come.
I hope everyone stays safe, and remember that we will get through this togeather.
Me too Iโm going into 7th grade and just got out the 2nd of June
I get it about the no fire arms thing but either way even if they ban fire arms it wont stop criminals or possibly school shooters from getting them im sorry but it's true
Iโm entering my sophomore year of high school, but my fear has done nothing but worsen. Someone actually brought in a gun a couple years back, but that was kept under the rug. Last year, there was a bomb threat, quite a few lockdowns, and some more scattered instances of violence throughout the year that I canโt even bother to remember right now. You guys are all very strong, and itโs horrible how we have to deal with such violence right now. But we will overcome.
not a 6th/7th grader being smarter than 90% of politicians
One of my teachers said something during a shooter drill that will always stay with me.
โI donโt care how weird or awkward you feel during these drills. You need to be able to control your laughter so that if this actually happened, you would be able to control your tears.โ
Everyone was pretty damn silent after that.
damn that's deep
Damn
@@yohanskenea9172 wtf thatโs the exact same thing I was gonna say
And 1st-5th grade we had ONE intruder drill
I can't imagine how that would've felt hearing a teacher say that. In the UK We had fire drills all the time and we had one drill if someone got into my highschool (because one time a man ran throuhh the car park with a knife) and my science teacher told us that even though he had two daughters and his wife he would throw himself in front of anyone who tried to hurt us. I love that teacher he was an amazing teacher and an inredible man. I feel lucky to have met him.
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Honestly itโs really scary when there is a school shooter in the school but your sibling also goes to that school so your not only worrying about ur safety but your siblings safety too.
I would honestly die for my siblings
I live in europe so theres laws against guns meaning theres a VERY VERY small chance of any of this happening but.. i would be very scared for them too.
And your friends
@@f40carz93 yea honestly same
This thing only happens in America and Europe.
Everywhere else, you're fine.
Itโs horrible that someone so cruel would do something like that. Honestly I felt his pain when the guy almost started crying in the beginning.
Sharing a personal story.
I found the video to be truly beautiful and informative. Your conversations flowed so smoothly, and I gained much knowledge from it. Unfortunately, I recently experienced a false school shooting alarm. Even though it wasn't real, the sounds of the alarm, the sight of students running down the halls, my teacher telling us to run, and being the last one to leave my classroom made it feel real as anything. I know it may seem weird, but I have never been prepared to get hurt at school. It was really a wake-up call for me.
Aliyah saying that she had to hide under his dead body mimicking his last movements is so heart breakingโฆ not only still knowing youโre alive but then having to mourn the loss of the person next to you in the same breath. Iโm positive heโs her guardian angel.
Gross. She used him and he had no idea her intentions were to save herself. She literally said she just stood behind him in case something happened because he was bigger and sheโs skinny. Itโs just a typical story of someone using someone else as a shield.
@@BlackSheepNarafrom your username I could tell youโre a 12 year old wannabe
@@yannabananah no but I did make that user name years ago. Whatโs that have to do with what I said? Are you just mad?
@@BlackSheepNara i dont think she was using him. almost every kid who finds themselves in this situation can probably agree that they don't wanna die. so i think she was hiding behind him to lower the chances of more fatalities. she knew she wouldn't have survived a bullet so she hid behind someone who had a higher chance of survival in hopes that less people would die. i don't think she wanted him to die or wanted to use him as a shield at all.
@@BlackSheepNara any human being would have done the same thing, its naturally an instinct. You cant give her shit for that. She was terrified, they all were.
This is horrific, no child should ever have to lay under a dead body
So true.
Yeah when I heard that story my heart stopped.
Who hid underneath a dead body
@@aneekaneayass7512 umm just watch the video
@Logan Roof being edgy and an asshole isn't a "quirky" personality trait, kid.
Iโm from Quebec and we had like 3-4 schools shooting. We are all aware that can happen but we are so lucky that itโs not as big as a problem that in the USA for exemple. The last one was in a Musulm church really close for my house and it feels so unreal !
Thanks for sharing your history / trauma with us. Anthony you are so sweet and empathic with them โค๏ธ
โdonโt look up, down, left, or rightโ how awful
I hope the people on tiktok who made "cute" edits of the columbine shooters (and any other criminals) watch this video and realise that they should not be romanticising mass murderers, and that these people took lives and deeply hurt families and ruined peoples mental health etc. Stop romanticising MURDERERS
Wait what??? People actually did that... OMG!!! WTF is wrong with people these days???? Urrrggghhhhhhhh.. I'm so mad right now๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ๐คฆ๐ฝโโ๏ธ
@@Michelle-fz4px yeah itโs gross and so disrespectful
I literally went to search "Dylan Klebold" and the first thing I saw on Google search was "Dylan Blebold x reader". Fucking disgusting people istfg.
@@monicAndrade100 EXACTLY itโs horrendous i donโt know how that kind of idea gets into people heads itโs disgusting
I 100% agree with you
I love that the Parkland kids got emotional support dogs on their campus and that they were included in the yearbook ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ
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My schools never had a shooting, but weโve had 3 sucides in 4 years and we always had therapy dogs when that happens.
@@annabelcrescibene4257 ohโฆ shit, Iโm sorry to hear that. Are you ok now?
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@@annabelcrescibene4257 this things of support dogs sounds amazing, i live in argentina and in my school a wall fall down over 45 kids killing 22, i remember seeing that and cry like a baby for like a year and my school never did something about it really scary.
As someone who lives in a country where school shootings are very rare I find it so horrible what all these young people have experienced. Theyโre all so strong โค Thank you Antony, Aalayah, Sadie, and Will for spreading awareness of school shooting and what it does to a person โค๏ธ
My school has had 4 threats recently. One of which caused my class to be locked in a closet for 2 hours straight in complete silence. We had no idea it was a threat we had no way too. Several of my friends had panic attacks and it was really really scary and it was just threat. I canโt imagine what these people have been through with a actual shooting when even the threat of one was so terrifying
"Don't look up, down, left, or right. Just straight ahead and run."
The chills...
I'm litterly shaking right now
@VelocityRaptor please, this isnโt funny
@VelocityRaptor ahahaha ๐๐
@VelocityRaptor sooooo funny...
@@anastasianaughton4372 what did they say?
The fact that while students are being told where to go and what to do in an active shooter situation and the shooter is also listening to these things is terrifying
Yeah, itโs a haunting thought as the student. We prepare and make plans, but chances are if this actually happens to us the shooter will know our plans...
Fr though. I used to think about this when we'd have our drills in school.
there's an imposter among us
@@tellmeimpretty7462 You are fucked up to make a joke about this
@@justheretocommentokdontwan685 exactly!! This needs to change and there hasn't been anything done.
I really like having the ability to hear these kinds of stories and perspectives from people who actually went throught this kind of event.
It gives me the kind of ability where I can even slightly imagine the terrors that these people had seen, heard, and thought.
Interesting interview, I canโt imagine trauma that people go through when something like this happens.
As a survivor of the first school shooting in Finland: thank you.
You are so incredibly brave and I hope that you are doing better today I've never been through a school shooting but I imagine it would be very traumatic
so brave thank you all the love โค๏ธ
I hope you're doing better โค
Youโre so brave. Sending love from Sweden.
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In Sadieโs story, the person who alerted everyone there was a shooter is an actual hero, they prevented so many kids from passing away. Rest In Peace.
wait what..
@@rachael3913 the person alerted every student who was in the gym class and kept them from getting shot, but he was shot in the process. He was the only one to be shot
Edit: he died and was the only one to die
He will be remembered as a hero, my he rest in peace
I hope he lives a good life in the skies.
what a selfless soul. he saved so many lives in return for his, & i wish him nothing but peace
my theatre teacher was there during the columbine shooting
she was a teacher there and it was extremely traumatic
so on april 20th she showed the class a documentary about it and spoke about her experiences
its heartbreaking, and every time i hear news about another shooting i get angry and sad
we definitely need to think more about the victims and what we can do to prevent these things from happening ever again
I love in Troutdale Oregon. I live close to Reynolds High School, and I remember when this shooting happened. Iโve had friends that were a little older than me that were IN the building when it happened. I was so incredibly scared for everyone and hearing it on tv was so surrealโฆ it was so heartbreaking to hear her talk about it again and her experience being in the building. Much love to all of them and their families โค๏ธ
She was so quick to think. She watched her own classmate being shot in front of her. She was the last person to hold the classmate protecting her. On top of that she didnโt freeze up but instead played dead.
he wasnโt protecting her she used him as a body shield
@@zakbrown4536 Yes, he was protecting her. Anything used to protect yourself is protecting you.
@@capybaras383 he shouldn't of died thats the thing. Instead of staying where she was, she was selfish because she was fatigued and his behind her classmate. He didn't volunteer to protect her. She sacrificed his life for her own.
@@jayangel1879 Not true. He was hiding there anyway. She got behind him. She did not make him take the position he was in. If she had gone elsewhere, it would not have made a different to him unfortunately.
@@jayangel1879 do some research on the shooting.
Aalayah's story is unreal. She had two of her classmates, one who was protecting her, fall in front of her while her parents thought she was gone. She is so strong, and Sadie and Will as well, for telling this story. It's just so unbelievable.
Aalayahโs story is absolutely insane. Sheโs an incredibly strong girl and her reaction and quick thinking at the time is truly admirable. To see her talking about this story and sit so tall in every word spoken is so beautiful. I wish her the best of luck in life along with Sadie and Will who have also been so strong and resilient throughout their experiences.
My heart dropped when she was telling her story. I canโt even imagine.
every school shooter ended up like that because they got bullied ... people in america get bullied until they kill themselves or kill others
@@pixieluvv are you trying to excuse their actions?
@@honeymelon_b i think they were trying to say that the anti-bullying policies are bad and need to be worked on, or at least i hope that's what they were saying.
I canโt imagine seeing your classmates die in front of you, people should have to deal with this.
You mean shouldnโt?
@@samman_ itโs a typo it says should deal with it
While I've never been through a school shooting, my school experienced five threats in two weeks just about a month ago. Kids were being picked up early, only about 1/3 of students were even showing up in the first place, teachers were prepared for anything at any moment. It was terrifying. I cannot imagine the horror of going through the real thing. I'm so sorry to the interviewees in this video for what they've had to go through, and I'm so disappointed in our government for what little is being done to help.
The scariest thing is Aalayah had always walked to her class to greet her friends Helena and Nicholas, they were a part of her everyday school life, but suddenly they were just not a part of her life anymore. Thank God she acted fast to live
Well that is life fate had decided that it was their time to go and meet their maker
@@xboxforever3946 please shut up
@@xboxforever3946 Don't pretend like this was fate. That's horrific
May the people either alive or dead be remembered
@@xboxforever3946 I know you mean well but please don't say things like this
we shouldnโt be scared to go to school, yet here we are.
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My name is Hunter, so I of course own guns, my entire family does. We need more gun laws, there are too many problems with it.
@@Hunter-sj7isAre you saying that gun laws should be enforced or that you have a gun? Sorry I donโt get it
@@stella-dk8vj I was saying that my family has guns and used them legally of course, but there needs to be more rules so that the guns donโt fall into the wrong hands.
I usually skip parts of his videos but this one just made me stick with it the whole time
This is absolutely awful because i cannot imagine the horror of seeing bodies of people being shot, and ive only seen them in movies but seeing them in real life must be extremely traumatic and horrifying, thank you for sharing your stories
It still disgusts me how people still think Eric and Dylan are folk heroโs, they were psychopaths and they were the bullies, they donโt deserve any praise or respect they are murderers not martyrs
i remember back when i was in middle school, there were these girls that would fawn over them as if they were celebrities just because they were โcuteโ and troubled. thinking back, that entire craze was insanely gross. they were monsters :/
@@kitt4y exactly! They dragged Isaiah Shoels from under a desk, called him the n word and shot him, Eric shot Steven Curnow in the neck and let him bleed to death he was only 14, tell these facts to people and see if they still think Eric and Dylan are anything other than evil.
I have a little bit of fear to go to school ever i remember That's events , if i was in one of these schools probably I would throw myself out of the window or something, I just know that I would go into total despair in fact I wouldnโt even imagine what I would do
Liking fictional murderers is one thing, but actual murderers? That's just disgusting
@@acorn9134
What?
It really hit me when Aliyah said that most shooters end up being students. They know exactly how school shooter drills work, and where all the students hide. Thatโs terrifying, and I had never thought of it like that. We need to rethink the drills.
I completely agree with you. An idea I have is to make hidden doors or hidden trap doors in each classroom. Two of them and in every classroom theyโre in different spots and look different.
@Logan Roof huh?
@Logan Roof stop.
@Logan Roof stop it, it aint funny nor quirky, your making yourself look like an idiot
@Avion Murrell i've been reading different comments and replies. this person has been commenting a bunch of bad stuff that is now getting deleted. i think it was to make a joke out of it sadly
throughout all the stories, alayahs story and how she told it stays with me.
Honestly I could never imagine having to go through this, all these survivors are so brave.
Today is actually the 8 year anniversary of the sandy hook elementary shooting
27 angels gone ๐
Sandy Hook was a heart breaking event
How has it already been 8 years
never lost, nor forgotten. we still think about all of you. ๐
"Anniversary"
Isn't that term supposed to be positive ?
@@dc9067 how about memorial? Is that a little better? Not trying to be rude but just trying to help.
The fact that the police told Aalayah that she couldn't hug her mom when she first saw her because she's "evidence" really pissed me off. How uncompassionate and inappropriate! Something has to be seriously wrong with you to think that's okay...
she is not evidence, she is a survivor and most importantly, a human!
Exactly, she is just a witness! Not a object, and it's more for him to say! Like
That is precisely. How school shooters come to exist. They're paid no mind throughout their childhood, even harmed by their parents or guardians. They're treated like trash. So they come to accept this as the norm. And they start coming up with their own little world or something similar. And this leads them to think of problems that they need to get rid of. And in some cases. That includes schools or even people. And then that's how shootings happen. Because they're neglected. And learn to be cruel from the examples their parents/guardians purposefully give them. And then for some reason the parents are surprised when their children shoot people. What morons.
@Jaster do you know how emotions work?
@@argemirotorrico4531 a bit of emotion? lol
Thank u Anthony for posting this video and if anyone is reading help us ban the selling of assault weapons to save our schools
iโve watched this over three times and usually i canโt watch something more than once Anthony is so good at asking these questions and the fact that these people can answer them is just so amazing the fact that these people had to go through that itโs sad what has this world become rip to those that were shot dead
You can literally hear the pain in their voices its literally so fucking sad.
@Riley Bryce hew, thanks for the point out. When I wrote this I saw it as ok but I can see how one could see it the way you saw it. Iโm deleting the comment. Again, thank you for your point of View. ๐
@@oscarlopezdehuehls4405 we need more good commenters like you
@@jazberrybear whatโs they say
Idk y but I'm crying
True, especially with the dude from parkland
My boyfriend was a victim of the parkland shooting when he was a junior. He is now 21 and he still cries about it when he talks about it. It was super traumatic for him. We cannot take these things lightly
i hope he feels safe with u and i hope for them to feel better (its harsh)
Omg i had no idea tell him I give him my best wishes and blessings
Hope he feels better
aw hope he feels better
Your so right
I really resonate with not feeling safe in an environment that was made for safety. Thankfully, I have not been in any sort of school shooting, but my neighborhood is not the safest. There have been shootings in my neighborhood for years, whether it be down the street or a few blocks away. I even witnessed someone getting shot right across from my house. It's just the fear that you are no longer safe, the worry for the victim being someone you know, and grief for the families who have lost loved ones. All my love goes out to the grieving families, the people who lost friends, the teachers, the first responders, and to the people who passed on.
I am so sorry, that these people had to go through this. I am so sorry, that these people had to go through this.
The Parkland kids graduated earlier this year, earning graduation video letters from Joe Biden, Harry Styles, Lil Nas X, Jennifer Hudson, Tim Tebow, Demi Lovato, Ellen DeGeneres, Dwane Wade, Jimmy Kimmel and Jimmy Fallon. I wish them all the best.
you spelled Dwyane wade's name wrong
@@mememify oops
its hard to believe im in the same class as them... we graduated the same year. they're my age.
xxxtentacion also visited the victims right after it happened
That's amazing except for the sick hellyweird celebs and Joe Biden
They are all sick people
I almost cried when Aliyah had to hide under the body of her classmate. How traumatized she must be. How traumatized all of them must be. Iโm glad they all survived though
I almost cried too.
Although mostly, throughout this whole video, I was just angry. So so angry.
Craig Scott, the guy in the beginning of the video had to do the same thing. He was a Columbine survivor. He saw 2 of his friends, Matt and Isaiah get killed point blank and he laid next to their dead bodies playing dead underneath a library table. And to top things off, his sister Rachel Scott was murdered in the Columbine massacre as well. I had to do a school project on that. It was so heartbreaking.
@@liluzi4494 I just wish we as a country could do something to prevent shootings. But the 2nd Amendment is probably always in our heads, if that makes sense
I would have cried and probably have died in any of their situations
I don't think I've ever cried that much over a video.
Omg this is my first time ever watching him! He is so awesome and shares so much information!
I'm 14 and I start high school the 28th (not because of this video) I'm afraid to go school and I carry a tactical first aid kit in case need to help in a shooting so I can save my friends,my peers,my teachers. I'm going to be a paramedic/firefighter when I'm older and I'm a fire explorer and a sea cadet and my fire explorer post is talking about sending me to EMT school at 16.
anthonyโs face during this whole thing is so heartbreaking.
I wouldnt be able to hold it together interviewing them.
@@mollymaria4897 Yeah I would've broke down 5 minutes in to the interviews
You could tell he was really processing every word they said and his heart was breaking for the people who had to endure this senseless violence
@Dylan Klebold lemme just call the fbi tipline rq ๐ฌ
I was breaking down the entire time, itโs not okay that people go through that. And listening to it just breaks my heart
I was in the same shooting as Sadie, we were actually friends in high school. It is a day that changed me forever. Iโm so proud to see her talk about that experience.
You are so strong and brave. I wish you all the best and I hope you are getting all the help you need to cope with the situation.
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Glad you are still here with us sorry about your classmatesโค
You are so strong, sending support and good things to come
my heart goes out to you, sadie and all of students and staff at the school ๐
Thankfully, I never had to deal with this, but being a Michigander, in the span of less than two years was the Oxford and Michigan State shootings. It was tough to imagine that places where you grew up, places that are nice and beautiful, can be sites of horrific events. After the MSU shooting, I started getting thoughts of what if my college is the next one.
This is so different from the other topics Anthony has covered in these interviews.
It could happen to anyone
Suggestion for a future video: People who have been in year-long comas.
Yes, thatโs so scary to be in a coma
Great idea!! Thatโs so scary!! ๐๐ฝ๐
yo this idea is fire
@@Wow-md9gr no your brain doesnโt exactly shut down, most of the time some ppl brains are still functioning to keep the body workin properly.
โYea I slept a little longer than usual that dayโ
these people are genuinely so strong, it must have been so traumatic.
Have you finished the video when you commented this? They said they all can't forget it and experience both depression and PTSD
@@planetkc having ptsd and depression doesnโt make someone less strong. if anything, it takes even more strength to try to live and be happy
@@morganmushroom2466 Yes, having PTSD does make you more paranoid and untrusting of certain people, but it helps you not panic in tense situations.
@deku gaming Everyone copes with their emotions differently, Iโm just saying how I deal with it myself. I donโt have a severe case of PTSD, but Iโve seen enough stuff on the internet to make me desensitized.
@JeremyD over time they can make you a stronger person
I canโt imagine going through this. As someone who used to live in Colorado the columbine shooting changed so much for the Jeffco schoolโs community.
Also...the intro was enough for mw to see wgy Anthony os so beloved. He is.A time lord.๐๐๐
Having realistic drills is messed up. Even if theyโre aware that thereโs going to be a drill, it will still be extremely traumatic for so many.
AND TAKES AWAY FROM THE PURPOSE BECAUSE WHEN IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS STUDENTS THINK ITS A JOKE
my drills werenโt realistic, but when i was younger some kids under the table with me were joking about it being real and everyone was going to die, which caused my school shooting fear
also apparently in the same drill, my sisters substitute teacher had told them that it was real, which also terrified her
I can't even imagine having drills for a shooting at all. It's completely insane to me. We had fire drills and thats all. I feel so lucky to live in Australia
Honestly my school sucks at are drills it's super unclear and honestly they make me feel worse
My school did and so many kids were having panic attacks because they didn't even say it was a drill. It was seriously fucked up
After the Parkland shooting, I remember walking to school and everything just clicked. That we arent safe in school. And that our drills arent just an excuse not to do school work, it's literally us being told there is a possibility we will be shot. Its a reminder that our government would rather people be able to get guns a little easier over literal children's lives.
Shall not be infringed
@@ID0NTFUCKRATS making mandatory background checks/mental health checks is not โinfringingโ. We put more strict regulations on gun ownership and then you can get a gun through proper channels if you want one
@@shesaballer35 their is already federal background checks. Mental health checks would lead to government overreach. Let teachers arm themselves.
@@calebwilloughby7134 you know how much easier it would be to get a hold of a gun if it was already in the room? Also thatโs an unfair responsibility to put on a teacher they didnโt sign up for that. And background checks are not a thing a lot of the time. You donโt even need a license to own a gun in America you can just buy them online or at gun shows.
@@shesaballer35 so the main misconception is with buying guns online is you assume a background check is not required. this is false because the gun has to be shipped to an ffl who will conduct a background check when you pick up the gun. regarding the gun show, any commercial sellers are required to be an ffl dealer. so yes they must conduct background checks. the only situation where a background check is not required is when two private citizens living in the same state make a trade involving a firearm. this does not involve the gun show and can be done anytime and anywhere. the fact that you don't need a license to own a gun is because it's a right, not a privilege. meaning it cannot be taken away.
regarding arming teachers i'm not for forcing them into it, i want to give them a choice. A properly stored firearm would not be easy to get ahold of. any good safe would ensure that.
I love that he listens
I'm so sorry for all of your losses and fear in that moment .
In my school we had a lesson on a school shooting and in particular a girl named Rachel scott and I saw her picture on the people who died in wills shooting and I felt so bad and if will knew her I'm so sorry ,sending love to you all
I'd like to see I Spent A Day With STALKING VICTIMS because I feel like people don't realize how terrifying it is even if a stalker never physically assaults them
It is difficult to be in open spaces by myself because of it but seeing a video of stalking victims sounds great because everyone has different experiences
Also, stalking cases donโt always get taken seriously by the police. :/ Iโve had the same guy stalk my other female coworkers at our grocery store for weeks. Heโs handed out suspicious, cult like pamphlets and he lurks around the store parking lot past closing time. We got down his name and license plate. But, again, the police still didnโt get involved because โnothing bad happened yetโ.
I didnโt really get stalked but I was kinda (idk the word for it) obsessed over by someone online and it was scary too. They kept on making different accounts on an app to keep talking/obsessing over me. He eventually said that he would kill himself if I didnโt date him or something and my older siblings got involved
@@Zoe-oo8cy Not making this about me but I actually went threw something similar. But for me (I obviously donโt know about you) but it got to a point where if I didnโt text them or something like that they would make me feel guilty and like it was my fault that they were doing what they were doing.
@@parkchimmin7913 this is the sad proof that police doesn't care about preventing crime. This is terrifying
The fact they had to pick body matter out of her hair...I canโt even imagine
That part broke me. Sheโs so strong and I feel so awful for everyone who has to go through this
i dont really understand this
i saw a lot of comments abt it
can u explain further?..
@@uuglychuu8959 the bullets scattered blood and body/brain matter when they hit people. it creates something like shrapnel but from humans. the people around her who were killed, she was covered in their blood and had body matter, or pieces of them, in her clothes and hair
@@lilywilliams5141 i feel so bad making u explain this
thank u so much..
@@uuglychuu8959 this feels kinda wrong explaining it but...itโs a horrifying image that comes to mind thinking about whoโs body matter (which could of been pieces of brain, flesh ect) it was. It shows how close in proximity she was to her class mate as they were killed and it It was probably the classmate whoโs body she had to hide under...
i feel so bad for the kids parents they have my blessing